Matrix88
sensitive ND guy
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Probably no one will read this shit lol, but Imma post it anyways for myself
I'm on the internet all day, everyday. And it's because it makes me feel less lonely
I almost never go out, I always stay in my room and never leave my shitty small apartment
The thought of talking to people I used to know, or to go out and do any activity makes me feel anxious and depressed. I am too ugly and ND to do normie shit
It's difficult to imagine a better future, I feel like nothing will ever fulfill me and I won't enjoy IRL shit ever
On days where I don't look my best I can't even go buy food. I am a perfectionist LTN (what a curse)
I feel like I cannot live my life until I get surgery, but that will take money and time. And even then, I will still be a coping manlet
I'm on the internet all day, everyday. And it's because it makes me feel less lonely
I almost never go out, I always stay in my room and never leave my shitty small apartment
The thought of talking to people I used to know, or to go out and do any activity makes me feel anxious and depressed. I am too ugly and ND to do normie shit
It's difficult to imagine a better future, I feel like nothing will ever fulfill me and I won't enjoy IRL shit ever
On days where I don't look my best I can't even go buy food. I am a perfectionist LTN (what a curse)
I feel like I cannot live my life until I get surgery, but that will take money and time. And even then, I will still be a coping manlet
