Loneliness broke me

Matrix88

Matrix88

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Probably no one will read this shit lol, but Imma post it anyways for myself

I'm on the internet all day, everyday. And it's because it makes me feel less lonely

I almost never go out, I always stay in my room and never leave my shitty small apartment

The thought of talking to people I used to know, or to go out and do any activity makes me feel anxious and depressed. I am too ugly and ND to do normie shit

It's difficult to imagine a better future, I feel like nothing will ever fulfill me and I won't enjoy IRL shit ever

On days where I don't look my best I can't even go buy food. I am a perfectionist LTN (what a curse) :feelswhy:

I feel like I cannot live my life until I get surgery, but that will take money and time. And even then, I will still be a coping manlet
 
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Formatting Mogged
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Embrace being alone, go stare at some buns, make women who are alone scared, get a lap dance at the strip club then go home and jerk off like a real man does

aqua teen hunger force carl GIF
 
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I've got money and I'm not even considering surgery, I see it as coping, It won't save me
 
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How can normies live as if they were in a movie??

Everyday is a different adventure for them, so much fun stuff to do

I am ashamed of my existence. I cannot imagine myself going to college, working, being in a relationship, having important events, etc.

It all feels like a waste of time. Why do that when there is no reward if ur not HTN+?
 
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Embrace being alone, go stare at some buns, make women who are alone scared, get a lap dance at the strip club then go home and jerk off like a real man does

aqua teen hunger force carl GIF
this nigga's in his 30s btw
 
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How can normies live as if they were in a movie??

Everyday is a different adventure for them, so much fun stuff to do

I am ashamed of my existence. I cannot imagine myself going to college, working, being in a relationship, having important events, etc.

It all feels like a waste of time. Why do that when there is no reward if ur not HTN+?
Are you white?, that's the only logical answer to you Hmm reacting my comment about surgery tbh, if you are ethnic it's nonsense, there's no ugly -> HTN route for us
 
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I've got money and I'm not even considering surgery, I see it as coping, It won't save me
Not cope for me, ur not that ugly or u aren't deformed as I am

Embrace being alone, go stare at some buns, make women who are alone scared, get a lap dance at the strip club then go home and jerk off like a real man does

aqua teen hunger force carl GIF
This loner life isn't for me, it's been almost a year since I've been isolated from the real world and it's not a good life
 
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Are you white?, that's the only logical answer to you Hmm reacting my comment about surgery tbh, if you are ethnic it's nonsense, there's no ugly -> HTN route for us
I have white skin, but I'm mediterranean
 
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where u live
 
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This loner life isn't for me, it's been almost a year since I've been isolated from the real world and it's not a good life
Try four years at 18, I mean you probably won't have to, if you are med you mog me to hell
 
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Just a kind reminder that it will not get better gang.. :fuk:

 
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It’s okay bro you just got to manifest yourself to not be lonely works for me
 
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Are you white?, that's the only logical answer to you Hmm reacting my comment about surgery tbh, if you are ethnic it's nonsense, there's no ugly -> HTN route for us
no such thing as an ugly ethnic bruh? u havent met me
 
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Are you white?, that's the only logical answer to you Hmm reacting my comment about surgery tbh, if you are ethnic it's nonsense, there's no ugly -> HTN route for us
I don't agree, ethnics can be HTN for sure
 
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Answering this is futile given you cannot recollect your own words, and misinterpreted what I said above
U are not that smart bro, don't talk like that lmao

U probably didn't understand what I said and u try to act like that
 
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U are not that smart bro, don't talk like that lmao

U probably didn't understand what I said and u try to act like that
You've concluded I am trying to be smart for saying a couple words, alright^2 or alright^3 I've lost count
 
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Probably no one will read this shit lol, but Imma post it anyways for myself

I'm on the internet all day, everyday. And it's because it makes me feel less lonely

I almost never go out, I always stay in my room and never leave my shitty small apartment

The thought of talking to people I used to know, or to go out and do any activity makes me feel anxious and depressed. I am too ugly and ND to do normie shit

It's difficult to imagine a better future, I feel like nothing will ever fulfill me and I won't enjoy IRL shit ever

On days where I don't look my best I can't even go buy food. I am a perfectionist LTN (what a curse) :feelswhy:

I feel like I cannot live my life until I get surgery, but that will take money and time. And even then, I will still be a coping manlet
Being lonely isnt better than being with someone for me
 
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I was trying to say that ethnics cannot go from unattractive to above average
mb bro i didnt read last part bruh i so retarded bruh its over bruh bruhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
 
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Not cope for me, ur not that ugly or u aren't deformed as I am


This loner life isn't for me, it's been almost a year since I've been isolated from the real world and it's not a good life
I’m telling you man go look at some buns or go to a card shop whatever you like to do 90% of men are living the way we do just winging it
 
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You're already mentally defeated surgery won't make a difference
 
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bro its over for all three of us bro it doesnt even matter atp
 
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You've concluded I am trying to be smart for saying a couple words, alright^2 or alright^3 I've lost count
Ok bro

I was saying that I do not "mog you to hell" since I'm LTN, simple as that
 
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You're already mentally defeated surgery won't make a difference
Maybe, but I'd rather kms than never getting surgery

I'd prefer to get botched than to never have tried
 
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I’m telling you man go look at some buns or go to a card shop whatever you like to do 90% of men are living the way we do just winging it
what are your top 3 regrets, og?
 
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Maybe, but I'd rather kms than never getting surgery

I'd prefer to get botched than to never have tried
Is what you've got planned simple or is it rather harsh?, if you don't have a plan that's fair enuf too tbhtbh
 
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Being a sad bitch it’s a huge waste of time also not slaying more jbs when I was in highschool
do u call mom on mothers day?

do u call dad on fathers day?
 
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Being a sad bitch it’s a huge waste of time also not slaying more jbs when I was in highschool
You've had sex with a real JB or just some 18-19 tortas?
 
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Probably no one will read this shit lol, but Imma post it anyways for myself

I'm on the internet all day, everyday. And it's because it makes me feel less lonely

I almost never go out, I always stay in my room and never leave my shitty small apartment

The thought of talking to people I used to know, or to go out and do any activity makes me feel anxious and depressed. I am too ugly and ND to do normie shit

It's difficult to imagine a better future, I feel like nothing will ever fulfill me and I won't enjoy IRL shit ever

On days where I don't look my best I can't even go buy food. I am a perfectionist LTN (what a curse) :feelswhy:

I feel like I cannot live my life until I get surgery, but that will take money and time. And even then, I will still be a coping manlet
How old are you bro?
 
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Is what you've got planned simple or is it rather harsh?, if you don't have a plan that's fair enuf too tbhtbh
I'm currently getting scans done and talking to surgeons for my Bimax

I'm recessed so that's my main focus, getting DJS and genioplasty
 
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Ahh, it’s not over yet. Get those surgeries and then live your life bra.
I know I still have time, but comparison is killing me

Knowing there are guys that already lived what I will never achieve is depressing

School days are over, and I didn't experience school as I would've wanted to 😕
 
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Turned 19 recently
Fetus

Looks has nothing to do with loneliness though, that is all ND, the issue is that building from nothing requires a gargantuan alchemical collapse and rebuild
 
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