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Apollo
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My mum is the only human being I have any semblance of a relationship with. I don’t have much in common with my dad and I know that deep down he is disappointed by me. My sister has left home and I don’t see her often.
I’ve never wanted for much in my life but I’m in a situation where even my basic needs for friendship and intimacy can’t be met.
Every time I meet new people I find some way of putting them off by being annoying or clingy, or by ignoring them, thinking that I’m better off on my own.
I usually forget about how lonely I am. I don’t know if I’ll be able to keep pushing it to the back of my mind as I go further through life though.
I’ve never wanted for much in my life but I’m in a situation where even my basic needs for friendship and intimacy can’t be met.
Every time I meet new people I find some way of putting them off by being annoying or clingy, or by ignoring them, thinking that I’m better off on my own.
I usually forget about how lonely I am. I don’t know if I’ll be able to keep pushing it to the back of my mind as I go further through life though.