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So basically 7 months ago I was living the life. I had 500 days of semen retained feeling like Chad all high t, high dopamine, high serotonin and whatnot EVEN in isolation life was great.
One day I walk outside in my town singing, working out, busting bbc rhymes having a good ass time and feeling godly when some oldcels pull up to me in the middle of nowhere on the side of the road and gesture for me to come inside their car with them (WTF!!!??? ) I get freaked the fuck out nd start punching the door and they start driving around me then take off while I shout "Fuck You" loud af in my old high t voice .
I continue walking and busting rhymes sounding godly with my old high t voice (oh how I miss it dearly) and to my surprise Police SUV pulls up directly behind me and the burgerland authorities screamed " GET ON THE GROUND AND PUT YOUR HANDS WHERE I CAN SEE EM!!!!!!!!! "
I was so focused on my good voice and taking it further that I didn't even realize what was happening with the burgerland police. I just complied and told them I dindu nuffin instead of explaining that these oldcels literally creeped up on me out of nowhere and gestured for me to COME INSIDE THEIR CAR (At least it would not have made a difference). They did not throw me in burgerland jail but did something even worse to me
I was free to go home that day and tbh I just didn't give a fuck. I was too focused furthering my talent and physicality (getting ahead in life) to actually think about exactly what had happened with the oldcels and how out of the ordinary it was. I was just in the zone still feeling good how I should.
The next day is when everything went south. I woke up feeling ok nothing special, planned to go outside again and do street workout 1,000 reps push ups to get me feeling good how I should and possibly reach nirvana and voicemaxx like crazy (500+ days Semen Retention at the time)
Beta dad says I have to go to the hospital and wouldn't give a reason why so I obviously refused. Shortly after what do you know, the entire burgerland police force was on my street approaching my house to arrest me and I didn't really give a fuck at first tbh tbqh but then got a little anxiety because I thought they were going to take my computer and look at what I viewed on .me and lookism.net and castrate me from soyciety.
They put me in the cuffs (didn't even want the bad boy halo) and I just talked shit to them on my porch for like 6 minutes mogging them into oblivion. The two cops in the front seat were soy af and making me 1000x more uncomfortable than the handcuffs and when we got to the hospital I started causing havoc talking hella shit to everyone there I could not be stopped. This noodlewhore gookess with nice eyes (mask cus fuckin carona) was feeling me/my voice absolutely treating the incel cops like they weren't worth licking the bottom of her shoes (I found it hot tbh).
I started causing more and more havoc as they moved me throughout the hospital talking mad shit to like 6"8 large framed dudes not giving a fuck just mogging everyone and everything in sight. They stuck me in some hole next to some literal heroin addict and injected me with some unknown powerful jew chemicals to render me powerless for a long ass time. These jew chemicals did something fucked up to me that I will never forget. Completely indescribable but VERY negative feeling that I felt for a prolonged amount of time I recall it being a combination of not wanting to live, feeling like I was actually dying very slowly and painfully, and promising that I would wagecuck at a desk office job and never do anything in my life that had meaning (I found that one weird af). Literal Jew mind reprogramming chemicals LMAO I cannot make this shit up to you.
I still got like half my workout in after the fact then I was off the looney bin. Bunch of .co, .me and lookism users in the looney bin talking about "cope" this and "cope" that in the next room over. They all excluded me from their social interactions which I was so devasted by with their negative PSL ratings and smelly hair/clothes. Without informed consent they gave me antiphyscotic medications Zyprexa for a misdiagnosis of physcosis and schizophrenia.
Lost all my power, t levels completely nuked, dopamine levels completely nuked, serotonin levels completely fucking nuked. Everything about me physically and mentally in every conceivable way just went to shit after being forced to go there. Lost all the semen retention and porn free benefits as well after taking Zyprexa. Felt as if I were maimed on the first day out and progressively lost my voice as the weeks went on rendering me talentless
Parents ended up getting a social worker which makes me feel bad about myself in itself. Can someone please blackpill me on this and what it truly means. I'm 18. Also blackpill me on Zyprexa/Chemical Lobotomy and it's lasting effects as my psychiatrist tapered me off of it 7 weeks ago and I still feel the exact same; like a lobotomized and if I will eventually go back to feeling godly again exactly how I did before this happened or even better. I read something on Quora by a guy saying it's not possible to fully irreverse what the drug did to me which is pure suicide fuel
TL;DR - Had everything in life going for me, forced into loony bin by beta dad and burgerland police. Possibly permanently chemically castrated with no informed consent because of misdiagnosis. Feel bad/lesser for having a social worker and want to be blackpilled on it.
One day I walk outside in my town singing, working out, busting bbc rhymes having a good ass time and feeling godly when some oldcels pull up to me in the middle of nowhere on the side of the road and gesture for me to come inside their car with them (WTF!!!???
) I get freaked the fuck out nd start punching the door and they start driving around me then take off while I shout "Fuck You" loud af in my old high t voice .I continue walking and busting rhymes sounding godly with my old high t voice (oh how I miss it dearly) and to my surprise Police SUV pulls up directly behind me and the burgerland authorities screamed "
GET ON THE GROUND AND PUT YOUR HANDS WHERE I CAN SEE EM!!!!!!!!! "I was so focused on my good voice and taking it further that I didn't even realize what was happening with the burgerland police. I just complied and told them I dindu nuffin instead of explaining that these oldcels literally creeped up on me out of nowhere and gestured for me to COME INSIDE THEIR CAR (At least it would not have made a difference
). They did not throw me in burgerland jail but did something even worse to me I was free to go home that day and tbh I just didn't give a fuck. I was too focused furthering my talent and physicality (getting ahead in life) to actually think about exactly what had happened with the oldcels and how out of the ordinary it was. I was just in the zone still feeling good how I should.
The next day is when everything went south. I woke up feeling ok nothing special, planned to go outside again and do street workout 1,000 reps push ups to get me feeling good how I should and possibly reach nirvana and voicemaxx like crazy (500+ days Semen Retention at the time
)Beta dad says I have to go to the hospital and wouldn't give a reason why so I obviously refused. Shortly after what do you know, the entire burgerland police force was on my street approaching my house to arrest me and I didn't really give a fuck at first tbh tbqh but then got a little anxiety because I thought they were going to take my computer and look at what I viewed on .me and lookism.net and castrate me from soyciety
.They put me in the cuffs (didn't even want the bad boy halo
) and I just talked shit to them on my porch for like 6 minutes mogging them into oblivion. The two cops in the front seat were soy af and making me 1000x more uncomfortable than the handcuffs and when we got to the hospital I started causing havoc talking hella shit to everyone there I could not be stopped. This noodlewhore gookess with nice eyes (mask cus fuckin carona) was feeling me/my voice absolutely treating the incel cops like they weren't worth licking the bottom of her shoes (I found it hot tbh).I started causing more and more havoc as they moved me throughout the hospital talking mad shit to like 6"8 large framed dudes not giving a fuck just mogging everyone and everything in sight. They stuck me in some hole next to some literal heroin addict and injected me with some unknown powerful jew chemicals to render me powerless for a long ass time. These jew chemicals did something fucked up to me that I will never forget. Completely indescribable but VERY negative feeling that I felt for a prolonged amount of time I recall it being a combination of not wanting to live, feeling like I was actually dying very slowly and painfully, and promising that I would wagecuck at a desk office job and never do anything in my life that had meaning (I found that one weird af). Literal Jew mind reprogramming chemicals LMAO I cannot make this shit up to you.
I still got like half my workout in after the fact then I was off the looney bin. Bunch of .co, .me and lookism users in the looney bin talking about "cope" this and "cope" that in the next room over. They all excluded me from their social interactions which I was so devasted by with their negative PSL ratings and smelly hair/clothes. Without informed consent they gave me antiphyscotic medications Zyprexa for a misdiagnosis of physcosis and schizophrenia
.Lost all my power, t levels completely nuked, dopamine levels completely nuked, serotonin levels completely fucking nuked. Everything about me physically and mentally in every conceivable way just went to shit after being forced to go there. Lost all the semen retention and porn free benefits as well after taking Zyprexa. Felt as if I were maimed on the first day out and progressively lost my voice as the weeks went on rendering me talentless
Parents ended up getting a social worker which makes me feel bad about myself in itself. Can someone please blackpill me on this and what it truly means. I'm 18. Also blackpill me on Zyprexa/Chemical Lobotomy and it's lasting effects as my psychiatrist tapered me off of it 7 weeks ago and I still feel the exact same; like a lobotomized and if I will eventually go back to feeling godly again exactly how I did before this happened or even better. I read something on Quora by a guy saying it's not possible to fully irreverse what the drug did to me which is pure suicide fuel
TL;DR - Had everything in life going for me, forced into loony bin by beta dad and burgerland police. Possibly permanently chemically castrated with no informed consent because of misdiagnosis. Feel bad/lesser for having a social worker and want to be blackpilled on it.
