Taylorswift
Unfixable subhuman
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I always thought that I could just get a couple of surgeries here and there and I would look exponentially better but then I was brutally blackpilled on the concept of a good base a very long time ago and have never been able to cope since...I do have “fixable” failos (which is my entire face) like big nose, recessed chin, negative canthal tilt, upperlid exposure and asymmetric masseters. But I also have : close set eyes/low IPD, long nose/midface, low set zygos, low FHWR, no medial canthus, small penis, pathetic frame and only 5’10 in height. But hey, at least my maxilla is so forward grown and I have ok collagen and hair yayyy!!
I try to morph myself with a better looking face by fixing fixable failos but since my base is so fucking shit, I just look extremely uncanny and disturbing to look at unless I touch up my ratios and fix the unfixable failos which is so brutal and has sent me into a dark place realizing that I will NEVER be even human looking. I was rated 4-4.5/10 on truerateme. My unrealistic morphs of me were rated 7-6.5/10. I am still KHHV + never had a female show me attention in a sexual or romantic way.
I broke down in front of my parents today and sperged out at them for giving me their shitty genes and not just aborting me and save themselves the hassle of having to spend a dime on me. I don’t know what to do anymore...I don’t have anything to kill my self with, I’m still only 17 and gun laws are strict in my country so I can’t just blow my head off with a shotgun. I have finals but I am so depressed that i can’t revise or do fuck all. Is there anyone I can even relate to here? Does anyone here have a shitty base for surgery and is basically fucked beyond repair? I just wish that reincarnation is real and that killing myself will result in me being reborn as Chad because of what I had to go through in this life.
I try to morph myself with a better looking face by fixing fixable failos but since my base is so fucking shit, I just look extremely uncanny and disturbing to look at unless I touch up my ratios and fix the unfixable failos which is so brutal and has sent me into a dark place realizing that I will NEVER be even human looking. I was rated 4-4.5/10 on truerateme. My unrealistic morphs of me were rated 7-6.5/10. I am still KHHV + never had a female show me attention in a sexual or romantic way.
I broke down in front of my parents today and sperged out at them for giving me their shitty genes and not just aborting me and save themselves the hassle of having to spend a dime on me. I don’t know what to do anymore...I don’t have anything to kill my self with, I’m still only 17 and gun laws are strict in my country so I can’t just blow my head off with a shotgun. I have finals but I am so depressed that i can’t revise or do fuck all. Is there anyone I can even relate to here? Does anyone here have a shitty base for surgery and is basically fucked beyond repair? I just wish that reincarnation is real and that killing myself will result in me being reborn as Chad because of what I had to go through in this life.
