lookism rant

[omegatard]

I hate that time of the month, the time where all cope falls apart and i come back on this forum.
this may be a new account, but the rants used to be routine on the last one.
i cope, i tell myself im starting to look better, i look good in the mirror at home, so everyone sees me that way, right?
no, it’s not fucking right, they see all my asymmetry, they see how long my philtrum is, they see how cooked my mouth width/shape is, they just dont pay attention to it, why am i so ugly in pictures? selfies, photos, nothing to show others on my IG account to act like a normal teen.
just my bike and covered face pics, or lighting frauded pictures.
“you’ll grow, don’t worry” my family tells me, but what about now? what about the past years?
i’ve lived in this body for a long time, i WANT THE ASCENSION.
i want it now.
i need it now.
everything seems directed towards me.
today some girls from my class passed by me putting my keys in my bike and said “nice bike” and laughed. i get compliments on it everyday, but why do these feel ironic?
why do compliments directed towards my appearance feel sarcastic?
why does ANY compliment from a femminoid feel like a joke?
why do people laugh at me?
are they laughing at me?
why does my brain behave this way?

 

[butterfly401]

molecule nigga

 

[omegatard]

molecule nigga

“eughneuaheugh ghaghafha, i said molecule instead of clicking “back” im such a bully eughneahdh”

 

[crazyguy]

I hate that time of the month, the time where all cope falls apart and i come back on this forum.
this may be a new account, but the rants used to be routine on the last one.
i cope, i tell myself im starting to look better, i look good in the mirror at home, so everyone sees me that way, right?
no, it’s not fucking right, they see all my asymmetry, they see how long my philtrum is, they see how cooked my mouth width/shape is, they just dont pay attention to it, why am i so ugly in pictures? selfies, photos, nothing to show others on my IG account to act like a normal teen.
just my bike and covered face pics, or lighting frauded pictures.
“you’ll grow, don’t worry” my family tells me, but what about now? what about the past years?
i’ve lived in this body for a long time, i WANT THE ASCENSION.
i want it now.
i need it now.
everything seems directed towards me.
today some girls from my class passed by me putting my keys in my bike and said “nice bike” and laughed. i get compliments on it everyday, but why do these feel ironic?
why do compliments directed towards my appearance feel sarcastic?
why does ANY compliment from a femminoid feel like a joke?
why do people laugh at me?
are they laughing at me?
why does my brain behave this way?

youre either nd or an abused dog

 

[Node]

Dnr a single word you ugly fag

 

[Informationcapitali]

Ur insecure its just how ur brain is wired. It is what is.

 

[idk769876]

I hate that time of the month, the time where all cope falls apart and i come back on this forum.
this may be a new account, but the rants used to be routine on the last one.
i cope, i tell myself im starting to look better, i look good in the mirror at home, so everyone sees me that way, right?
no, it’s not fucking right, they see all my asymmetry, they see how long my philtrum is, they see how cooked my mouth width/shape is, they just dont pay attention to it, why am i so ugly in pictures? selfies, photos, nothing to show others on my IG account to act like a normal teen.
just my bike and covered face pics, or lighting frauded pictures.
“you’ll grow, don’t worry” my family tells me, but what about now? what about the past years?
i’ve lived in this body for a long time, i WANT THE ASCENSION.
i want it now.
i need it now.
everything seems directed towards me.
today some girls from my class passed by me putting my keys in my bike and said “nice bike” and laughed. i get compliments on it everyday, but why do these feel ironic?
why do compliments directed towards my appearance feel sarcastic?
why does ANY compliment from a femminoid feel like a joke?
why do people laugh at me?
are they laughing at me?
why does my brain behave this way?

Grey.

 

[brotato78]

I hate that time of the month, the time where all cope falls apart and i come back on this forum.
this may be a new account, but the rants used to be routine on the last one.
i cope, i tell myself im starting to look better, i look good in the mirror at home, so everyone sees me that way, right?
no, it’s not fucking right, they see all my asymmetry, they see how long my philtrum is, they see how cooked my mouth width/shape is, they just dont pay attention to it, why am i so ugly in pictures? selfies, photos, nothing to show others on my IG account to act like a normal teen.
just my bike and covered face pics, or lighting frauded pictures.
“you’ll grow, don’t worry” my family tells me, but what about now? what about the past years?
i’ve lived in this body for a long time, i WANT THE ASCENSION.
i want it now.
i need it now.
everything seems directed towards me.
today some girls from my class passed by me putting my keys in my bike and said “nice bike” and laughed. i get compliments on it everyday, but why do these feel ironic?
why do compliments directed towards my appearance feel sarcastic?
why does ANY compliment from a femminoid feel like a joke?
why do people laugh at me?
are they laughing at me?
why does my brain behave this way?

Dnr

 

[brotato78]

Grey.

Bro was grey just 2 days ago

 

[omegatard]

youre either nd or an abused dog

im just scared of having confidence.

 

[omegatard]

Dnr a single word you ugly fag

it’s fine if you didnt read, just dont be mad at me

 

[omegatard]

Dnr

you couldve gotten out of the thread, why would you laugh about someone else’s pain while you yourself feel it

 

[crazyguy]

im just scared of having confidence.

no, youre just not confident. everyone wants to be confident because thats how you feel good about yourself.
i think youre an abused dog.

 

[omegatard]

no, youre just not confident. everyone wants to be confident because thats how you feel good about yourself.
i think youre an abused dog.

alright man, guess i am, i dont get bullied anymore, but if u think i do, then it’s whatever

 

[crazyguy]

alright man, guess i am, i dont get bullied anymore, but if u think i do, then it’s whatever

did you have a good childhood?

 

[omegatard]

did you have a good childhood?

by childhood, do u mean 0-5 or 0-10 or what

 

[crazyguy]

by childhood, do u mean 0-5 or 0-10 or what

0-10

 

[omegatard]

0-10

kind of, people at school weren’t thar nice, always left out.
then at 10 i moved, people in the new school were kind of worse but at least i knew a few ppl. still really bad time

 

[crazyguy]

kind of, people at school weren’t thar nice, always left out.
then at 10 i moved, people in the new school were kind of worse but at least i knew a few ppl. still really bad time

what was your situation at home?

 

[omegatard]

what was your situation at home?

my parents argue a lot, but i was loved, just a weird situation, i was always mad for some reason and my sister always lied (still does) to get my parents mad at me and just makes me mad so i scream at her and then says i beat her up

 

[idk769876]

Bro was grey just 2 days ago

2 days ago? I WAS GREY TODAY, but I escaped the grey zone.

 

[crazyguy]

my parents argue a lot, but i was loved, just a weird situation, i was always mad for some reason and my sister always lied (still does) to get my parents mad at me and just makes me mad so i scream at her and then says i beat her up

i think youre not self confident because you were always left out at school, youve said that it even got worse when you moved

 

[omegatard]

i think youre not self confident because you were always left out at school, youve said that it even got worse when you moved

not much i can do about it.
there’s a pretty becky in my class.
a friend of mine tells me she’s totally in my range.
i’m actually in love with her (been seeing her 5hrs a day for the past year and we interact at least once or twice a day).
i’ll never be happy with her because my brain wont let me.

 

[Informationcapitali]

my parents argue a lot, but i was loved, just a weird situation, i was always mad for some reason and my sister always lied (still does) to get my parents mad at me and just makes me mad so i scream at her and then says i beat her up

Damn i bet that sucked. Being the scapegoat all the time. Are u fine now or u still think about back when u used to feel powerless. Kinda like unresolved ptsd?

Scapegoat=being the person to blame for things.

 

[omegatard]

Damn i bet that sucked. Being the scapegoat all the time.

what does scapegoat mean

 

[crazyguy]

not much i can do about it.
there’s a pretty becky in my class.
a friend of mine tells me she’s totally in my range.
i’m actually in love with her (been seeing her 5hrs a day for the past year and we interact at least once or twice a day).
i’ll never be happy with her because my brain wont let me.

shes comfortable with you if you interact daily. you'll have to force yourself to ask her out. dont think about what to say, walk up to her and confess.

 

[omegatard]

shes comfortable with you if you interact daily. you'll have to force yourself to ask her out. dont think about what to say, walk up to her and confess.

she’s probably hypergamous though, she’s definitely above average so other femminoids in her comments say shit like “actual goddess” or “nobody deserves this”

 

[crazyguy]

she’s probably hypergamous though, she’s definitely above average so other femminoids in her comments say shit like “actual goddess” or “nobody deserves this”

dont think about that, confess to her
in your case, the worst she could say is no because, like i said, she seems comfortable with you

 

[omegatard]

dont think about that, confess to her
in your case, the worst she could say is no because, like i said, she seems comfortable with you

problem is, if she says no, i wouldve wasted the little tiny saved up nug of confidence i had left, just for the entire jar to be shattered. not only would it break me deep down, but it would ruin my entire life

 

[crazyguy]

problem is, if she says no, i wouldve wasted the little tiny saved up nug of confidence i had left, just for the entire jar to be shattered. not only would it break me deep down, but it would ruin my entire life

but if she says yes, you'll have the love of your life be your gf

 

[omegatard]

but if she says yes, you'll have the love of your life be your gf

if it was.a 50/50, i’d take those chances, but its a 100/100. it depends on her thought

 

[crazyguy]

if it was.a 50/50, i’d take those chances, but its a 100/100. it depends on her thought

you have to take risks in life

 

[omegatard]

you have to take risks in life

im scared tho. she wouldnt look at me the same and would avoid me

 

[crazyguy]

im scared tho. she wouldnt look at me the same and would avoid me

since youre scared, i recommend you to get closer to her. start talking to her 3 times a day instead of 1 or 2 times. make her your friend

 

[turkcelfatcel]

I hate that time of the month, the time where all cope falls apart and i come back on this forum.
this may be a new account, but the rants used to be routine on the last one.
i cope, i tell myself im starting to look better, i look good in the mirror at home, so everyone sees me that way, right?
no, it’s not fucking right, they see all my asymmetry, they see how long my philtrum is, they see how cooked my mouth width/shape is, they just dont pay attention to it, why am i so ugly in pictures? selfies, photos, nothing to show others on my IG account to act like a normal teen.
just my bike and covered face pics, or lighting frauded pictures.
“you’ll grow, don’t worry” my family tells me, but what about now? what about the past years?
i’ve lived in this body for a long time, i WANT THE ASCENSION.
i want it now.
i need it now.
everything seems directed towards me.
today some girls from my class passed by me putting my keys in my bike and said “nice bike” and laughed. i get compliments on it everyday, but why do these feel ironic?
why do compliments directed towards my appearance feel sarcastic?
why does ANY compliment from a femminoid feel like a joke?
why do people laugh at me?
are they laughing at me?
why does my brain behave this way?

dnrd nigger , nobody gives a fuck about your emotions be a man

 

[omegatard]

dnrd nigger , nobody gives a fuck about your emotions be a man

xxx tentacion boi muy caliente friggin tuff

 

[Wexilarious]