I used to live in Japan durning my elementary years. It was fucking hell. My parents got divorced and was forced to live with my physically abusive dad. I never had the chance to escape the stress and cortisol levels I had. School was even fucking worst. I would get bullied every single day for my entire elementary years. All the Japanese kids would call me Ugly and stupid because I’m a white. I would genuinely start crying in the shadows of the school where kids wouldn’t see me. No one ever cared for me or realized the pain I was going through. I wanted to rope but didn’t want to do it to my loving mom who fought hard to win custody of me and my sibling.
I am now 16 and my mom successfully won all 100% custody. I have escaped the pain and hell I lived in for 7 years. I was able to move to the United States and now insecure of my looks. I can’t look at my self without discussed. I’d cry every night wanting to be chad.
It’s 4 years later and I go back to Japan. This changed how I saw the world. Every single person saw a completely different person in me, or out of me… they saw what they never expected me to be. They started acting nice and wanting to hang out. My intelligence completely denied their friendliness. I realized the looks is everything. I will stick to this belief till I finally gun max
I am now 16 and my mom successfully won all 100% custody. I have escaped the pain and hell I lived in for 7 years. I was able to move to the United States and now insecure of my looks. I can’t look at my self without discussed. I’d cry every night wanting to be chad.
It’s 4 years later and I go back to Japan. This changed how I saw the world. Every single person saw a completely different person in me, or out of me… they saw what they never expected me to be. They started acting nice and wanting to hang out. My intelligence completely denied their friendliness. I realized the looks is everything. I will stick to this belief till I finally gun max
