looksmaxing diary

[midfacedeficient]

hairs lookin like frizzy shit, but nose is slimming down and skin it smoothening out. the tightness of the skin from the accutane is slightly decreasing the nasolabial puffiness. seem to look alightly younger i think

 

[midfacedeficient]

Nose is swollen as hell. a friend from here says its gunna be several months til the tip starts lookin good. scalp feels a lot better on just 20mg accutane. i'll add topical tret back in now that my oral dose is way lower

bought a deep fryer. gunna start doing a gallon of skim milk and 1-2lbs of chicken tenders for my daily intake. im able to physically exert myself enough to do rock climbing, but my lifting has been at like 1/3 power still :/

 

[midfacedeficient]

i started a new tiktok. u can see how i look in motion. clearly sarpe would help with my voice and teeth.

build honestly not bad for having not exercised or anything for 5 months

probably gunna finally pop out my kybella tonight

 

[midfacedeficient]

Started fat dissolvers for the jawline. did round one 11 sites, .2ml kybella each. likely gunna take 4-6 rounds, in recording the whole process to make a guide later.

 

[midfacedeficient]

Posted these pics from the last weekend on another thread but i'm gunna go ahead and throw them here on my main thread.

Got a brief consult with mehmet upcoming tuesday to see what we're planning out. gunna get a time frame for palate expansion and implants and all that

 

[midfacedeficient]

megadosed pregab for an event last saturday now ive had a major headache all week. havent been able to exercise or anything. cant even bring myself to clean my apartment. its a week later and the back of my head still has a hangover type feeling

 

[alladinbvs]

you a chill unc mirin
have you tried messing up with facial hair
used gemini to edit it it may be chadified but change is change

 

[midfacedeficient]

you a chill unc mirin
have you tried messing up with facial hair
used gemini to edit it it may be chadified but change is changeView attachment 5108762

I had that exact combo for a while but i feel the clean shave helps me look younger. it's refreshing using a razor every morning

 

[spazmanian]

Just going to post all of my progress in here from now on instead of making new threads for each event.

about me:
26yo. 5'9" software engineer. hobbies include plants, rock climbing, body building, music (making and listening). have a gf, so this self improvement train is mainly just for my own personal satisfaction.

brief recap:
april 2024: start
View attachment 4942028

april 2024: hair transplant
View attachment 4942030
was really excited for this. just called a place in atlanta on a whim and scheduled one for rwo days later. Cost 5k, they said they did 1800 grafts but prob shorted me. and it looked like shit in the end, low density. but it was enough i could pull off shorter hair styles and hide the thinness with root cover spray.

jan 2026: pre jaw surgery
View attachment 4942054
heres how i ended up looking pre jaw surgery. total "chud" as u fellas say. gym maxed a good bit, u can see me next to my family here. face was cooked though. censored fams face for their anonymity and cuz im the ugliest one censored a company hat i was wearing so u weird fucks dont harass em. u can see the face still looks that same as first pic, not a lot of change.

jan 2026: first big surgery
View attachment 4942066
This is a photo of me healed from my first big surgery (still using root cover to hide the thinning front). DJS with 7ish mm downward and forward movement. 4.5mm infra/malar implants. (20k total expense for this round)

april 2026: 2nd major surgeries
View attachment 4942074
had a rhino, buccal fat removal, co2 laser, and hair transplant 2 weeks ago. Rhino isnt completely unswollen so results arent full yet. hair transplant was way better this time, 3100 grafts. no root cover in this photo. its gunna grow out nice. like 11k cost for this trip i think

plan for future:

1. start lifting again
   1. havent dieted or trained or did anything starting 2026
   2. will post maybe monthly or so updates on this thread
   3. i have the genetics to push size if i really want to, but I think i might shift gears and just train to look good instead
   4. starting lifting again saturday (3 weeks post rhino, 2.5weeks post hair transplant; should be good i think)
2. skincare
   1. current routine: niacinamide, hyaluronic acid, sunscreen. frequent tret and biweekly microneedling, but these are on pause to recover from co2 laser
   2. adding accutane soon (should be here next week)
3. grow hair out now that i can
4. kybella under chin
   1. got some coming in the mail so why not
5. next big step: orthodontics (SARPE)
   1. meeting with an ortho tomorrow
   2. ive decided the next big thing i need is sarpe.
   3. i have a narrow palate (6 tooth smile)
   4. mid face needs additional support
   5. airway still isnt perfect
   6. cant start this til a year post djs, so this will likely be my happening for the entire 2027
6. second big step: big surgery
   1. my mid face is probably gunna still need implants after expansion. either full maxilla or paranasals (leaning towards full max obv cuz its cool, havent seen any results though)
   2. genio. my chin is has lateral asymmetry. could center it. its also upturned, could downturn it a bit. if theres some way to fix it with just implants then id do that instead, but im not too optimistic here. we'll see when the time comes.
   3. lip lift. ive heard theres a drop down effect from expansion that might give me more tooth show. if not im gunna get a lip lift to show the teeth better
   4. possible face lift. we'll see how we're looking
   5. if i have to let the teeth settle for a long time after palate expansion then I may have to wait to do this in 2028.

thats all for me I think. I'd look how I want to look after that. not trying to touch the eye area, and i dont really want crazy jaw angles, I like the cheek bone dominant look and wouldnt want jaw prominence to take away from that.

i had google gemini create an image of my end game based on that last photo from our recap, as if i had palate expansion, genio, and full maxilla implants. obv it totally chadified me and i wont get close to this, but this is the vision
View attachment 4942198

You’re getting body dysmorphia, you gotta stop doing all these surgeries they will make you look uncanny

 

[midfacedeficient]

You’re getting body dysmorphia, you gotta stop doing all these surgeries they will make you look uncanny

im very far from uncanny lookin as is though. you gotta go crazy to hit that

 

[WanderingBurro]

little side profile shot from yesterday. was going to start gym maxxing again today, but ive got fun plans to hang out with friends. guess i'll push the gym maxxing to tomorrow so i can social max and life max today.
View attachment 4963300

Nose projection loosk really good and the shape is overall very natural after rhino. Did you get implants or use cartilage grafts for this? Mirin'

 

[midfacedeficient]

Nose projection loosk really good and the shape is overall very natural after rhino. Did you get implants or use cartilage grafts for this? Mirin'

i think we had grafts from a cadaver. not entirely sure; ive got a consult with Mehmet on tuesday and I'll try to remember to ask him exactly what he did

 

[WanderingBurro]

i think we had grafts from a cadaver. not entirely sure; ive got a consult with Mehmet on tuesday and I'll try to remember to ask him exactly what he did

I did not know you can graft cartilage from foreign bodies. Is there a risk of rejection and if so how high?

 

[midfacedeficient]

I did not know you can graft cartilage from foreign bodies. Is there a risk of rejection and if so how high?

ill ask tomorrow morning

 

[occipital]

Just going to post all of my progress in here from now on instead of making new threads for each event.

about me:
26yo. 5'9" software engineer. hobbies include plants, rock climbing, body building, music (making and listening). have a gf, so this self improvement train is mainly just for my own personal satisfaction.

brief recap:
april 2024: start
View attachment 4942028

april 2024: hair transplant
View attachment 4942030
was really excited for this. just called a place in atlanta on a whim and scheduled one for rwo days later. Cost 5k, they said they did 1800 grafts but prob shorted me. and it looked like shit in the end, low density. but it was enough i could pull off shorter hair styles and hide the thinness with root cover spray.

jan 2026: pre jaw surgery
View attachment 4942054
heres how i ended up looking pre jaw surgery. total "chud" as u fellas say. gym maxed a good bit, u can see me next to my family here. face was cooked though. censored fams face for their anonymity and cuz im the ugliest one censored a company hat i was wearing so u weird fucks dont harass em. u can see the face still looks that same as first pic, not a lot of change.

jan 2026: first big surgery
View attachment 4942066
This is a photo of me healed from my first big surgery (still using root cover to hide the thinning front). DJS with 7ish mm downward and forward movement. 4.5mm infra/malar implants. (20k total expense for this round)

april 2026: 2nd major surgeries
View attachment 4942074
had a rhino, buccal fat removal, co2 laser, and hair transplant 2 weeks ago. Rhino isnt completely unswollen so results arent full yet. hair transplant was way better this time, 3100 grafts. no root cover in this photo. its gunna grow out nice. like 11k cost for this trip i think

plan for future:

1. start lifting again
   1. havent dieted or trained or did anything starting 2026
   2. will post maybe monthly or so updates on this thread
   3. i have the genetics to push size if i really want to, but I think i might shift gears and just train to look good instead
   4. starting lifting again saturday (3 weeks post rhino, 2.5weeks post hair transplant; should be good i think)
2. skincare
   1. current routine: niacinamide, hyaluronic acid, sunscreen. frequent tret and biweekly microneedling, but these are on pause to recover from co2 laser
   2. adding accutane soon (should be here next week)
3. grow hair out now that i can
4. kybella under chin
   1. got some coming in the mail so why not
5. next big step: orthodontics (SARPE)
   1. meeting with an ortho tomorrow
   2. ive decided the next big thing i need is sarpe.
   3. i have a narrow palate (6 tooth smile)
   4. mid face needs additional support
   5. airway still isnt perfect
   6. cant start this til a year post djs, so this will likely be my happening for the entire 2027
6. second big step: big surgery
   1. my mid face is probably gunna still need implants after expansion. either full maxilla or paranasals (leaning towards full max obv cuz its cool, havent seen any results though)
   2. genio. my chin is has lateral asymmetry. could center it. its also upturned, could downturn it a bit. if theres some way to fix it with just implants then id do that instead, but im not too optimistic here. we'll see when the time comes.
   3. lip lift. ive heard theres a drop down effect from expansion that might give me more tooth show. if not im gunna get a lip lift to show the teeth better
   4. possible face lift. we'll see how we're looking
   5. if i have to let the teeth settle for a long time after palate expansion then I may have to wait to do this in 2028.

thats all for me I think. I'd look how I want to look after that. not trying to touch the eye area, and i dont really want crazy jaw angles, I like the cheek bone dominant look and wouldnt want jaw prominence to take away from that.

i had google gemini create an image of my end game based on that last photo from our recap, as if i had palate expansion, genio, and full maxilla implants. obv it totally chadified me and i wont get close to this, but this is the vision
View attachment 4942198

mirin all the effort bhai SARPE ive heard is good. If i may ask, why not use MARPE?

 

[midfacedeficient]

mirin all the effort bhai SARPE ive heard is good. If i may ask, why not use MARPE?

sarpe just seems more tried and true. and i think my guy probably has more experience with it

 

[occipital]

sarpe just seems more tried and true. and i think my guy probably has more experience with it

okay fair enough. good luck bhai

 

[midfacedeficient]

I did not know you can graft cartilage from foreign bodies. Is there a risk of rejection and if so how high?

I asked him. it was a graft from my own cartilage

 

[midfacedeficient]

So Dr Comert says he can do a cut and palate expander but we should typically wait a year, altho expansion after le fort is rare so there arent a ton of cases. When he did my revision, he said everything was nearly healed up already at the 2 month mark. guess thats a benefit of gomad so we may get to do it a bit early. we'll get a ct scan to confirm its good beforehand

 

[stigmaboy]

@midfacedeficient deadass

 

[midfacedeficient]

This headache hasnt gotten any better. Now i feel nauseous and dizzy too so im taking a half day at work. few more days and im gunna go to the doctor

 

[midfacedeficient]

Skipping work to see the doctor today instead actually. throwing up and head hasnt improved at all. there goes my hardmaxx money

 

[midfacedeficient]

whoops

 

[chadpreetinthemakin]

Just going to post all of my progress in here from now on instead of making new threads for each event.

about me:
26yo. 5'9" software engineer. hobbies include plants, rock climbing, body building, music (making and listening). have a gf, so this self improvement train is mainly just for my own personal satisfaction.

brief recap:
april 2024: start
View attachment 4942028

april 2024: hair transplant
View attachment 4942030
was really excited for this. just called a place in atlanta on a whim and scheduled one for rwo days later. Cost 5k, they said they did 1800 grafts but prob shorted me. and it looked like shit in the end, low density. but it was enough i could pull off shorter hair styles and hide the thinness with root cover spray.

jan 2026: pre jaw surgery
View attachment 4942054
heres how i ended up looking pre jaw surgery. total "chud" as u fellas say. gym maxed a good bit, u can see me next to my family here. face was cooked though. censored fams face for their anonymity and cuz im the ugliest one censored a company hat i was wearing so u weird fucks dont harass em. u can see the face still looks that same as first pic, not a lot of change.

jan 2026: first big surgery
View attachment 4942066
This is a photo of me healed from my first big surgery (still using root cover to hide the thinning front). DJS with 7ish mm downward and forward movement. 4.5mm infra/malar implants. (20k total expense for this round)

april 2026: 2nd major surgeries
View attachment 4942074
had a rhino, buccal fat removal, co2 laser, and hair transplant 2 weeks ago. Rhino isnt completely unswollen so results arent full yet. hair transplant was way better this time, 3100 grafts. no root cover in this photo. its gunna grow out nice. like 11k cost for this trip i think

plan for future:

1. start lifting again
   1. havent dieted or trained or did anything starting 2026
   2. will post maybe monthly or so updates on this thread
   3. i have the genetics to push size if i really want to, but I think i might shift gears and just train to look good instead
   4. starting lifting again saturday (3 weeks post rhino, 2.5weeks post hair transplant; should be good i think)
2. skincare
   1. current routine: niacinamide, hyaluronic acid, sunscreen. frequent tret and biweekly microneedling, but these are on pause to recover from co2 laser
   2. adding accutane soon (should be here next week)
3. grow hair out now that i can
4. kybella under chin
   1. got some coming in the mail so why not
5. next big step: orthodontics (SARPE)
   1. meeting with an ortho tomorrow
   2. ive decided the next big thing i need is sarpe.
   3. i have a narrow palate (6 tooth smile)
   4. mid face needs additional support
   5. airway still isnt perfect
   6. cant start this til a year post djs, so this will likely be my happening for the entire 2027
6. second big step: big surgery
   1. my mid face is probably gunna still need implants after expansion. either full maxilla or paranasals (leaning towards full max obv cuz its cool, havent seen any results though)
   2. genio. my chin is has lateral asymmetry. could center it. its also upturned, could downturn it a bit. if theres some way to fix it with just implants then id do that instead, but im not too optimistic here. we'll see when the time comes.
   3. lip lift. ive heard theres a drop down effect from expansion that might give me more tooth show. if not im gunna get a lip lift to show the teeth better
   4. possible face lift. we'll see how we're looking
   5. if i have to let the teeth settle for a long time after palate expansion then I may have to wait to do this in 2028.

thats all for me I think. I'd look how I want to look after that. not trying to touch the eye area, and i dont really want crazy jaw angles, I like the cheek bone dominant look and wouldnt want jaw prominence to take away from that.

i had google gemini create an image of my end game based on that last photo from our recap, as if i had palate expansion, genio, and full maxilla implants. obv it totally chadified me and i wont get close to this, but this is the vision
View attachment 4942198

Are you freelance or working for company as a SWE

 

[decennium]

Just going to post all of my progress in here from now on instead of making new threads for each event.

about me:
26yo. 5'9" software engineer. hobbies include plants, rock climbing, body building, music (making and listening). have a gf, so this self improvement train is mainly just for my own personal satisfaction.

brief recap:
april 2024: start
View attachment 4942028

april 2024: hair transplant
View attachment 4942030
was really excited for this. just called a place in atlanta on a whim and scheduled one for rwo days later. Cost 5k, they said they did 1800 grafts but prob shorted me. and it looked like shit in the end, low density. but it was enough i could pull off shorter hair styles and hide the thinness with root cover spray.

jan 2026: pre jaw surgery
View attachment 4942054
heres how i ended up looking pre jaw surgery. total "chud" as u fellas say. gym maxed a good bit, u can see me next to my family here. face was cooked though. censored fams face for their anonymity and cuz im the ugliest one censored a company hat i was wearing so u weird fucks dont harass em. u can see the face still looks that same as first pic, not a lot of change.

jan 2026: first big surgery
View attachment 4942066
This is a photo of me healed from my first big surgery (still using root cover to hide the thinning front). DJS with 7ish mm downward and forward movement. 4.5mm infra/malar implants. (20k total expense for this round)

april 2026: 2nd major surgeries
View attachment 4942074
had a rhino, buccal fat removal, co2 laser, and hair transplant 2 weeks ago. Rhino isnt completely unswollen so results arent full yet. hair transplant was way better this time, 3100 grafts. no root cover in this photo. its gunna grow out nice. like 11k cost for this trip i think

plan for future:

1. start lifting again
   1. havent dieted or trained or did anything starting 2026
   2. will post maybe monthly or so updates on this thread
   3. i have the genetics to push size if i really want to, but I think i might shift gears and just train to look good instead
   4. starting lifting again saturday (3 weeks post rhino, 2.5weeks post hair transplant; should be good i think)
2. skincare
   1. current routine: niacinamide, hyaluronic acid, sunscreen. frequent tret and biweekly microneedling, but these are on pause to recover from co2 laser
   2. adding accutane soon (should be here next week)
3. grow hair out now that i can
4. kybella under chin
   1. got some coming in the mail so why not
5. next big step: orthodontics (SARPE)
   1. meeting with an ortho tomorrow
   2. ive decided the next big thing i need is sarpe.
   3. i have a narrow palate (6 tooth smile)
   4. mid face needs additional support
   5. airway still isnt perfect
   6. cant start this til a year post djs, so this will likely be my happening for the entire 2027
6. second big step: big surgery
   1. my mid face is probably gunna still need implants after expansion. either full maxilla or paranasals (leaning towards full max obv cuz its cool, havent seen any results though)
   2. genio. my chin is has lateral asymmetry. could center it. its also upturned, could downturn it a bit. if theres some way to fix it with just implants then id do that instead, but im not too optimistic here. we'll see when the time comes.
   3. lip lift. ive heard theres a drop down effect from expansion that might give me more tooth show. if not im gunna get a lip lift to show the teeth better
   4. possible face lift. we'll see how we're looking
   5. if i have to let the teeth settle for a long time after palate expansion then I may have to wait to do this in 2028.

thats all for me I think. I'd look how I want to look after that. not trying to touch the eye area, and i dont really want crazy jaw angles, I like the cheek bone dominant look and wouldnt want jaw prominence to take away from that.

i had google gemini create an image of my end game based on that last photo from our recap, as if i had palate expansion, genio, and full maxilla implants. obv it totally chadified me and i wont get close to this, but this is the vision
View attachment 4942198

mirin bro

 

[midfacedeficient]

Are you freelance or working for company as a SWE

big company, just a tiny part of a huge team

 

[chadpreetinthemakin]

big company, just a tiny part of a huge team

Ah I’m a swe also, what company you at

 

[midfacedeficient]

Ah I’m a swe also, what company you at

Not saying on here, too many freaks on the board, sorry

 

[midfacedeficient]

been in the er all day. getting transported to atlanta because they have a full neuroscience team. got a 2cm mass in my brain. might actually be fucked this time :/

 

[midfacedeficient]

they did a high contrast scan on my abdomen and im pretty much just dead i think. 4.2cm tumor on my pancreas. tumors all over. i google "pancreatic cancer survival rate, 4.2cm mass. cancer in several organs"

 

[midfacedeficient]

alright i got transferred to a better hospital with specialists and such. mri got some better details. appears to be a benign tumor in the brain with a large cyst pressing on my brain stem. gunna be in the icu til monday, then have brain surgery to remove the tumor and cyst. they think its simple. the other tumors they arent too alarmed about and are gunna investigate later. should be out of here by thursday or so

 

[midfacedeficient]

looks like the brain surgery arch is over for now. hopefully gunna get to go home today. there were 5 brain tumors, they got all but a little one.

gunna have to do a bunch of better screening for tumors they found in all my other organs. they think they're mostly benign except maybe the kidneys. it'll be a life long genetic condition i'm dealing with, so i think im down sizing and monitoring health for good

 

[tyler1234]

View attachment 5168581View attachment 5168583
looks like the brain surgery arch is over for now. hopefully gunna get to go home today. there were 5 brain tumors, they got all but a little one.

gunna have to do a bunch of better screening for tumors they found in all my other organs. they think they're mostly benign except maybe the kidneys. it'll be a life long genetic condition i'm dealing with, so i think im down sizing and monitoring health for good

Ouch hope ur good any idea what caused it

 

[midfacedeficient]

Ouch hope ur good any idea what caused it

some genetic junk. turns out i got to stay another day for another operation tomorrow. several 8cm tumors in the pancreas. appear to be several carcinomas in each kidney. still pretty fucked i guess

 

[midfacedeficient]

got a last operation done now i finally get to leave the hospital today. got cancer though

 

[God_Fearing_Virgin]

got a last operation done now i finally get to leave the hospital today. got cancer though

Stay strong brah. Your gonna win this battle

 

[midfacedeficient]

kidney biopsy done

 

[aryanprince88]

View attachment 4942198

good lord do not get that hairstyle

 

[reda2010]

Just going to post all of my progress in here from now on instead of making new threads for each event.

about me:
26yo. 5'9" software engineer. hobbies include plants, rock climbing, body building, music (making and listening). have a gf, so this self improvement train is mainly just for my own personal satisfaction.

brief recap:
april 2024: start
View attachment 4942028

april 2024: hair transplant
View attachment 4942030
was really excited for this. just called a place in atlanta on a whim and scheduled one for rwo days later. Cost 5k, they said they did 1800 grafts but prob shorted me. and it looked like shit in the end, low density. but it was enough i could pull off shorter hair styles and hide the thinness with root cover spray.

jan 2026: pre jaw surgery
View attachment 4942054
heres how i ended up looking pre jaw surgery. total "chud" as u fellas say. gym maxed a good bit, u can see me next to my family here. face was cooked though. censored fams face for their anonymity and cuz im the ugliest one censored a company hat i was wearing so u weird fucks dont harass em. u can see the face still looks that same as first pic, not a lot of change.

jan 2026: first big surgery
View attachment 4942066
This is a photo of me healed from my first big surgery (still using root cover to hide the thinning front). DJS with 7ish mm downward and forward movement. 4.5mm infra/malar implants. (20k total expense for this round)

april 2026: 2nd major surgeries
View attachment 4942074
had a rhino, buccal fat removal, co2 laser, and hair transplant 2 weeks ago. Rhino isnt completely unswollen so results arent full yet. hair transplant was way better this time, 3100 grafts. no root cover in this photo. its gunna grow out nice. like 11k cost for this trip i think

plan for future:

1. start lifting again
   1. havent dieted or trained or did anything starting 2026
   2. will post maybe monthly or so updates on this thread
   3. i have the genetics to push size if i really want to, but I think i might shift gears and just train to look good instead
   4. starting lifting again saturday (3 weeks post rhino, 2.5weeks post hair transplant; should be good i think)
2. skincare
   1. current routine: niacinamide, hyaluronic acid, sunscreen. frequent tret and biweekly microneedling, but these are on pause to recover from co2 laser
   2. adding accutane soon (should be here next week)
3. grow hair out now that i can
4. kybella under chin
   1. got some coming in the mail so why not
5. next big step: orthodontics (SARPE)
   1. meeting with an ortho tomorrow
   2. ive decided the next big thing i need is sarpe.
   3. i have a narrow palate (6 tooth smile)
   4. mid face needs additional support
   5. airway still isnt perfect
   6. cant start this til a year post djs, so this will likely be my happening for the entire 2027
6. second big step: big surgery
   1. my mid face is probably gunna still need implants after expansion. either full maxilla or paranasals (leaning towards full max obv cuz its cool, havent seen any results though)
   2. genio. my chin is has lateral asymmetry. could center it. its also upturned, could downturn it a bit. if theres some way to fix it with just implants then id do that instead, but im not too optimistic here. we'll see when the time comes.
   3. lip lift. ive heard theres a drop down effect from expansion that might give me more tooth show. if not im gunna get a lip lift to show the teeth better
   4. possible face lift. we'll see how we're looking
   5. if i have to let the teeth settle for a long time after palate expansion then I may have to wait to do this in 2028.

thats all for me I think. I'd look how I want to look after that. not trying to touch the eye area, and i dont really want crazy jaw angles, I like the cheek bone dominant look and wouldnt want jaw prominence to take away from that.

i had google gemini create an image of my end game based on that last photo from our recap, as if i had palate expansion, genio, and full maxilla implants. obv it totally chadified me and i wont get close to this, but this is the vision
View attachment 4942198

mirin

 

[midfacedeficient]

little update vlog. started weight loss, time to downsize. little bloated from the medicines they've got me on, bit of a double chin from the kybella i did a few days ago

 

[midfacedeficient]

Somehow my health crisis has only been about 20 grand so far. definitely an unexpected loss, but not the end of the world for needing emergency brain surgery without insurance. not nearly as fucked as i had thought. i may be able to negotiate the price down a bit more. Should be able to just put aside a few hundred towards this every month for the next few years or so. not sure if i'll be able to get the cancer treatment till november though.

anyway, i should be able to play the finances right where i can do a little sarpe trip early year. should be able to get it for like $6000 hopefully, come back to the states. expand here from january to march. have an ortho here finish up the teeth. done with ortho end of next summer, have genio, paranasals, face lift, and fat grafting then or by the end of the year.

 

[midfacedeficient]

doc says we can't beat the cancer. plans to just stall as long as we can

 

[midfacedeficient]

weight loss journey is going great. had 2 weeks i was sick af and couldnt do anything but sleep right after work and all day on the weekend. feeling better now though. i was able to do 6 perfect pullups and 1 with a plate, so i went rock climbing. managed to do a v0. mostly screwed cuz i havent quite rewired to learn how to use my one arm again. keeping calories around 1500, doing 2 hours of exercise a day

 

[midfacedeficient]

I'm 2 days into strict carnivore diet. this shit sucks. cant afford steak often and every other meat sucks to just eat. my face seems to have lost a lot of water though and my skin already looks tighter somehow. did a little haircut at home in my bathroom

 

[napoleonic]

I wish the best for you brah
stay strong

 

[midfacedeficient]

weights finally starting to come off. these cancer drugs have really taken my life from me. so lethargic i can't meal prep or exercise or anything. just work and sleep. but im finally powering through it and getting active again. woke up 178 today. 30 more lbs to drop by halloween. i think im approaching the upper half of "mtn" as my face leans out. might even bump to htn once im lean. thatd be sub to htn, pretty huge for 9 months apart

 

[n3m3s1s]

stay strong, wishing you all the best. fuck cancer.

 

[midfacedeficient]

i fucked up and had to shave my head. just gunna tell people its from the cancer drugs im totally cooked though. crazy how much hair mattered

should i shave my face or get stubble? idk how to make the most of this
@vermicel @Jgns @lurking truecel

 

[Jgns]

i fucked up and had to shave my head. just gunna tell people its from the cancer drugs im totally cooked though. crazy how much hair mattered
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should i shave my face or get stubble? idk how to make the most of this
@vermicel @Jgns @lurking truecel

fuuuck thats brootal, id say grow some stubble to offset the balder top now. Atleast the hairline outlines growing in good so it doesnt look too bad. By the time the hair comes back itll be much thicker too so u could larp that it healed ur hair if anyone asks where all the thickness came from.

 

[midfacedeficient]

fuuuck thats brootal, id say grow some stubble to offset the balder top now. Atleast the hairline outlines growing in good so it doesnt look too bad. By the time the hair comes back itll be much thicker too so u could larp that it healed ur hair if anyone asks where all the thickness came from.

definitely too late to be anything cool for halloween now. might have to go as a felon