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sadism
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Yes I'm aware of my own cope, but just because it's cope for you it might not be cope for me. Maybe it's a subtle reality. A reality that not everybody can relate to.
I can't really get over my ex, I mean, I went from obsessing over her to literally cutting off all connections with her because she was still talking to her ex while in a relationship with me. But you know, things happen. You have to move on. I wish I could evoke fear on people who cause me pain because I have always been trampled on and belittled all my life. By my mother, by my friends, by my teachers. I can't even blame them to be honest. I'm good for nothing. I should prove myself through works rather than intimidation. The right thing to do would be to leave her alone and move on.
Maybe there are other fishes in the sea, maybe there are women more beautiful than her. Maybe there are women not as beautiful but someone I can resonate with on a deeper level. The things I felt for her weren't shallow, they were deep and gave me a reason to live, a reason to work, a reason to do things. Losing her makes me lose a huge part of myself. I wish she was a better person. I wish she just tried ever-so-slightly harder. I wish she was someone else. I can't keep wishing though, sometimes you have to take things into your own hands and do it yourself. I probably won't find someone who I can bond with as much as I did with her but, I probably can find someone who provides me with loyalty. That's all I really want. And a pretty face. One I can call pretty and adore wholeheartedly. It's annoying. I deluded myself into thinking she was the prettiest girl on earth because honestly, who wouldn't do that for someone they love?
Maybe it's not cope, maybe she was just a horrible person with a pretty face.
What am I even supposed to look for in a woman? All I end up doing is comparing girls to my ex and if she isn't good enough I just want to kms. She was really all that. Or maybe I was just making myself think that way. Maybe I just shouldn't be so quick to find other girls after a break up. I like having friends though, way better than being alone speaking to a whore who's never heard of loyalty.
Even if there are other fishes in the sea. I just lost my most valuable fish ever. It's not going to be easy to get over this.
Oh my god she used to tell me about her fishes I think I'm gonna break something.
I can't really get over my ex, I mean, I went from obsessing over her to literally cutting off all connections with her because she was still talking to her ex while in a relationship with me. But you know, things happen. You have to move on. I wish I could evoke fear on people who cause me pain because I have always been trampled on and belittled all my life. By my mother, by my friends, by my teachers. I can't even blame them to be honest. I'm good for nothing. I should prove myself through works rather than intimidation. The right thing to do would be to leave her alone and move on.
Maybe there are other fishes in the sea, maybe there are women more beautiful than her. Maybe there are women not as beautiful but someone I can resonate with on a deeper level. The things I felt for her weren't shallow, they were deep and gave me a reason to live, a reason to work, a reason to do things. Losing her makes me lose a huge part of myself. I wish she was a better person. I wish she just tried ever-so-slightly harder. I wish she was someone else. I can't keep wishing though, sometimes you have to take things into your own hands and do it yourself. I probably won't find someone who I can bond with as much as I did with her but, I probably can find someone who provides me with loyalty. That's all I really want. And a pretty face. One I can call pretty and adore wholeheartedly. It's annoying. I deluded myself into thinking she was the prettiest girl on earth because honestly, who wouldn't do that for someone they love?
Maybe it's not cope, maybe she was just a horrible person with a pretty face.
What am I even supposed to look for in a woman? All I end up doing is comparing girls to my ex and if she isn't good enough I just want to kms. She was really all that. Or maybe I was just making myself think that way. Maybe I just shouldn't be so quick to find other girls after a break up. I like having friends though, way better than being alone speaking to a whore who's never heard of loyalty.
Even if there are other fishes in the sea. I just lost my most valuable fish ever. It's not going to be easy to get over this.
Oh my god she used to tell me about her fishes I think I'm gonna break something.
