Maybe there are other fishes in the sea

[pleasevanity]

Yes I'm aware of my own cope, but just because it's cope for you it might not be cope for me. Maybe it's a subtle reality. A reality that not everybody can relate to.

I can't really get over my ex, I mean, I went from obsessing over her to literally cutting off all connections with her because she was still talking to her ex while in a relationship with me. But you know, things happen. You have to move on. I wish I could evoke fear on people who cause me pain because I have always been trampled on and belittled all my life. By my mother, by my friends, by my teachers. I can't even blame them to be honest. I'm good for nothing. I should prove myself through works rather than intimidation. The right thing to do would be to leave her alone and move on.

Maybe there are other fishes in the sea, maybe there are women more beautiful than her. Maybe there are women not as beautiful but someone I can resonate with on a deeper level. The things I felt for her weren't shallow, they were deep and gave me a reason to live, a reason to work, a reason to do things. Losing her makes me lose a huge part of myself. I wish she was a better person. I wish she just tried ever-so-slightly harder. I wish she was someone else. I can't keep wishing though, sometimes you have to take things into your own hands and do it yourself. I probably won't find someone who I can bond with as much as I did with her but, I probably can find someone who provides me with loyalty. That's all I really want. And a pretty face. One I can call pretty and adore wholeheartedly. It's annoying. I deluded myself into thinking she was the prettiest girl on earth because honestly, who wouldn't do that for someone they love?

Maybe it's not cope, maybe she was just a horrible person with a pretty face.

What am I even supposed to look for in a woman? All I end up doing is comparing girls to my ex and if she isn't good enough I just want to kms. She was really all that. Or maybe I was just making myself think that way. Maybe I just shouldn't be so quick to find other girls after a break up. I like having friends though, way better than being alone speaking to a whore who's never heard of loyalty.

Even if there are other fishes in the sea. I just lost my most valuable fish ever. It's not going to be easy to get over this.

Oh my god she used to tell me about her fishes I think I'm gonna break something.

 

[SentinoNieSentinel]

Bro I don't even know what to say but try to find sense of meaning. Are you still in school? Are you approaching girl or talking?

 

[Deleted member 56666]

you are mentally ill seek help

 

[Axton]

Yes I'm aware of my own cope, but just because it's cope for you it might not be cope for me. Maybe it's a subtle reality. A reality that not everybody can relate to.

I can't really get over my ex, I mean, I went from obsessing over her to literally cutting off all connections with her because she was still talking to her ex while in a relationship with me. But you know, things happen. You have to move on. I wish I could evoke fear on people who cause me pain because I have always been trampled on and belittled all my life. By my mother, by my friends, by my teachers. I can't even blame them to be honest. I'm good for nothing. I should prove myself through works rather than intimidation. The right thing to do would be to leave her alone and move on.

Maybe there are other fishes in the sea, maybe there are women more beautiful than her. Maybe there are women not as beautiful but someone I can resonate with on a deeper level. The things I felt for her weren't shallow, they were deep and gave me a reason to live, a reason to work, a reason to do things. Losing her makes me lose a huge part of myself. I wish she was a better person. I wish she just tried ever-so-slightly harder. I wish she was someone else. I can't keep wishing though, sometimes you have to take things into your own hands and do it yourself. I probably won't find someone who I can bond with as much as I did with her but, I probably can find someone who provides me with loyalty. That's all I really want. And a pretty face. One I can call pretty and adore wholeheartedly.

Maybe it's not cope, maybe she was just a horrible person with a pretty face.

What am I even supposed to look for in a woman? All I end up doing is comparing girls to my ex and if she isn't good enough I just want to kms. She was really all that. Or maybe I was just making myself think that way. Maybe I just shouldn't be so quick to find other girls after a break up. I like having friends though, way better than being alone speaking to a whore who's never heard of loyalty.

Even if there are other fishes in the sea. I just lost my most valuable fish ever. It's not going to be easy to get over this.

Oh my god she used to tell me about her fishes I think I'm gonna break something.

It doesn't get better through sitting and contemplating what she could've or couldn't have done. You just got to keep living your life and get better.

Most of the time, it doesn't get better, and you just learn to live with it. One moment you'll be doing alright, the next you see, hear, or feel something that reminds you of her, and you're back in that same rut. It happens, but you can't let it hold you back.

It's annoying. I deluded myself into thinking she was the prettiest girl on earth because honestly, who wouldn't do that for someone they love?

You're right, it is annoying sometimes you get less than what you deserve and give more than you should have, but that's life.

You'll find another fish and a fish that's right for you, and that fish won't leave and will show loyalty you can be proud of.

Wishing you the best

 

[DownwardGrowthCel]

i dnr people with a rep to post under 2

 

[Deleted member 56666]

It doesn't get better through sitting and contemplating what she could've or couldn't have done. You just got to keep living your life and get better.

Most of the time, it doesn't get better, and you just learn to live with it. One moment you'll be doing alright, the next you see, hear, or feel something that reminds you of her, and you're back in that same rut. It happens, but you can't let it hold you back.


You're right, it is annoying sometimes you get less than what you deserve and give more than you should have, but that's life.

You'll find another fish and a fish that's right for you, and that fish won't leave and will show loyalty you can be proud of.

Wishing you the best

it does
contemplating and doing nothing heals your soul
inaction leads to action

 

[Axton]

it does
contemplating and doing nothing heals your soul
inaction leads to action

I don’t think it does maybe when it’s fresh but you got to move on as some point

 

[Deleted member 56666]

I don’t think it does maybe when it’s fresh but you got to move on as some point

no you should do nothing and rot in bed