mtnoct
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Anxiety has completely taken over my life since i was young, i was diagnosed with anxiety at the age of 7, since about 10-11 it became way more apparent and started completely ruining my life. my attendance throughout year 5-6 was around 30%, i think part of it was my teachers were the literal spawn of satan
at year 7 i was getting bullied so badly i eventually made the decision to drop out and go homeschooled (NEVER do this please stay in school you WILL regret it) ive lived the past years with crippling anxiety so bad sometimes i struggle to leave my room and cant even talk to my parents, MY OWN FUCKING PARENTS jfl a few months ago i almost went down the road of SSRIs (thank god i didnt, the PSSD stories scared the shit out of me). my whole family has atleast been on SSRIs at some point, my mother told me she recently got back on them while she was talking about how she was going to kill herself if she didnt. Fast forward a couple years and here i am, a few months back i got a trial for a football academy, went, and got in. But ofcourse as usual i couldnt go to any of the trainings/matches as i was too much of a pussy. The last year ive seen a tiny bit of improvement with exposure therapy and i can now (rarely) go outside my house in the day time alone. When im out with my ONLY friend im constantly terrified of what some other kids are gonna do to me as the whole fucking town hates me for some reason, i couldnt count on my fingers the amount of times ive been chased by these normie fuckers.
As cliche as it sounds, protect your mental please.
at year 7 i was getting bullied so badly i eventually made the decision to drop out and go homeschooled (NEVER do this please stay in school you WILL regret it) ive lived the past years with crippling anxiety so bad sometimes i struggle to leave my room and cant even talk to my parents, MY OWN FUCKING PARENTS jfl a few months ago i almost went down the road of SSRIs (thank god i didnt, the PSSD stories scared the shit out of me). my whole family has atleast been on SSRIs at some point, my mother told me she recently got back on them while she was talking about how she was going to kill herself if she didnt. Fast forward a couple years and here i am, a few months back i got a trial for a football academy, went, and got in. But ofcourse as usual i couldnt go to any of the trainings/matches as i was too much of a pussy. The last year ive seen a tiny bit of improvement with exposure therapy and i can now (rarely) go outside my house in the day time alone. When im out with my ONLY friend im constantly terrified of what some other kids are gonna do to me as the whole fucking town hates me for some reason, i couldnt count on my fingers the amount of times ive been chased by these normie fuckers.As cliche as it sounds, protect your mental please.
