Mental illness is bad

[Deleted member 1901]

I have ocd and anxiety it literally ruins my life and I have no friends

 

[pentamogged9000]

make more youtube videos and ill be your friend

 

[Deleted member 14693]

Whats ocd

 

[Deleted member 1901]

make more youtube videos and ill be your friend

I am unable to have friends. Not because of other people but because of me. I’m very afraid of friendships and closeness so I just reminisce about experiences with friends when I was young or fantasize about doing imaginary things with friends

 

[pentamogged9000]

Whats ocd

obsessive compulsive disorder, my sister has

 

[I-95]

hello fellow ocdcel

 

[Deleted member 14693]

obsessive compulsive disorder, my sister has

What happens when ypu have it

 

[pentamogged9000]

What happens when ypu have it

any type of obsessive or compulsive behaviour, "The main symptoms of obsessive compulsive disorder are unpleasant thoughts and repetitive behaviours that you cannot control."

 

[I-95]

What happens when ypu have it

you obsess over something that bothers you and constantly try to alieviate it.

 

[Deleted member 1901]

What happens when ypu have it

I get periods of hyperawareness where I can’t stop thinking about bodily functions like swallowing or blinking. I constantly blink a lot especially when stressed and have to manually swallow and manually breathe and I breathe irregularly due to this

for many years I could not sleep due to thinking about swallowing and wanted to kill myself I’m 3rd grade due to the torture of it for a year I developed fear of swallowing food so was on a liquid diet and my anxiety causes me suffering as well I can’t feel calm and always get headaches in a school environment

Also I have to make these sounds to relieve stress when certain things happen like someone talking to me so I seem like a retard making odd noises and I can’t walk past things like poles without tapping them

 

[Deleted member 1901]

@Beastimmung is used to be even worse where I could not move in a direction without moving in the opposite direction or it would disrupt some supernatural balance i feared must be retained so whenever I walked for each step forward j had to take a mini step backward I looked like a retard and people said they were scared of me

I also couldn’t read because I had to repeat the sentences in my head when certain sentence structures appeared and It took 5 times as long to read

Same with writing if my letters didn’t follow certain rules I had to rewrite them and I only wrote big because small letters made me fear they were too small even if they were still big so I wrote extremely large to ensure they weren’t too small

 

[SubSigma]

Take ssris. It solved all my issues, but I had to get off em. Now my life is falling apart again.

 

[Samiscool234]

I have ocd and anxiety it literally ruins my life and I have no friends

Water is wet bud

 

[Samiscool234]

obsessive compulsive disorder, my sister has

I sometimes get insomnia from music playing in my head constantly, I try to get it to stop but I just can't. Do you think I might have OCD?

 

[Deleted member 1901]

Water is wet bud

actually almost all people don’t understand how bad it is

 

[Deleted member 1901]

I sometimes get insomnia from music playing in my head constantly, I try to get it to stop but I just can't. Do you think I might have OCD?

Not necessarily. That sounds normal occasionally

 

[Deleted member 1901]

Take ssris. It solved all my issues, but I had to get off em. Now my life is falling apart again.

Have you tried NAC (I haven’t but am considering)

 

[SubSigma]

Have you tried NAC (I haven’t but am considering)

Not sure what it is. What does it do?

 

[Samiscool234]

Not necessarily. That sounds normal occasionally

No but its not normal, it sometimes gets to a point where I will have 2 hours of sleep a night for months on end because of it.

 

[Deleted member 1901]

Not sure what it is. What does it do?

I’m not sure exactly

N-acetylcysteine blocks serotonin 1B agonist-induced OCD-related behavior in mice - PubMed

Glutamate-modulating agents are of increasing interest in obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD). Current pharmacotherapies for OCD target the serotonin and dopamine systems, and are limited in efficacy. N-acetylcysteine (NAC) is an over-the-counter amino acid supplement that inhibits glutamate...

pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

 

[Deleted member 1901]

No but it’s not normal, it sometimes gets to a point where I will have 2 hours of sleep a night for months on end because of it.

Do you have any other symptoms

 

[Deleted member 20399]

high iq post

 

[Deleted member 26642]

Same lmao I don't even fucking care anymore I'll never be able to maintain a friendship because I have anxiety like a faggot the idea of responding to messages makes me anxious the idea of talking to people makes me anxious. I will never communicate again it's useless anyway I'm used to this shit

 

[Samiscool234]

Do you have any other symptoms

Sometimes I get ticks that make me feel mentally "itchy" if I don't do them.
Like I'll have to make a weird sound every few seconds or I will feel uncomfortable.
That's my only other symptom though

 

[Deleted member 20399]

Take ssris. It solved all my issues, but I had to get off em. Now my life is falling apart again.

why did u have to get off them. also, i heard they can ruin your sleep or something have u experienced this?

 

[Deleted member 20399]

Same lmao I don't even fucking care anymore I'll never be able to maintain a friendship because I have anxiety like a faggot the idea of responding to messages makes me anxious the idea of talking to people makes me anxious. I will never communicate again it's useless anyway I'm used to this shit

you're a pussy ass bitch like me huh

 

[Deleted member 26642]

you're a pussy ass bitch like me huh

yes everyone hates me i hate everyone

 

[SubSigma]

why did u have to get off them. also, i heard they can ruin your sleep or something have u experienced this?

My work has a new medical policy to get the referal. I am gonna have to jump through an ineffective bureaucracy to get back on em. The first negative side effect I noticed after getting off em was not being able to sleep properly like before. I would get 4-6 hrs if sleep a night on weekdays, and 14hrs on weekends. On ssris I got 7-8 hours consistently without any issues and I would not be up all night doing random shit like browsing my phone.

 

[Deleted member 20399]

My work has a new medical policy to get the referal. I am gonna have to jump through an ineffective bureaucracy to get back on em. The first negative side effect I noticed after getting off em was not being able to sleep properly like before. I would get 4-6 hrs if sleep a night on weekdays, and 14hrs on weekends. On ssris I got 7-8 hours consistently without any issues and I would not be up all night doing random shit like browsing my phone.

can u still not get drunk? are u allowed to drink while on them?

 

[SubSigma]

can u still not get drunk? are u allowed to drink while on them?

Ur not supposed to, but if ur on em it could enhance the effects of alcohol, or even cancel out the ssris. Now I noticed I am not as low inhib when drinking after getting off em.

 

[chrisN]

Take ssris. It solved all my issues, but I had to get off em. Now my life is falling apart again.
//Subsigma

Your forgot good sir

 

[Deleted member 1901]

Sometimes I get ticks that make me feel mentally "itchy" if I don't do them.
Like I'll have to make a weird sound every few seconds or I will feel uncomfortable.
That's my only other symptom though

Sounds like ocd