Mephedrone/XTC doesn't feel as good anymore. Life worth living?

[Deleted member 17578]

It used to give me euphoria+strong loving-feeling+high energy. Nothing is comparable honestly;
Your brain is literally orgasming for hours on end while you have this loving-warm glow all over you like a blanket, while also having high energy and the urge to dance and socialize with people.

Like at this rave I went to 3 months ago. Even watching back this video, I get a strong reminiscence of the euphoria I felt when I was there.

Now it mostly gives me high energy and a weak loving-feeling in the background only. No massive euphoria. I still feel absolutely amazing, but it's not this life-changing experience it once was.

Like how I felt at this rave last weekend.


Probably has to do with me getting high on drugs 3+ times a week. Developing tolerances.



I am thinking life is not worth living. The one thing I had that gave me great joy and euphoria in life: drugs, is starting to become less interesting, less fun.

While right now I can still enjoy it, I am very aware of the fact that this enjoyment is going to come to an end very soon.

What other joy is there in life other than drugs for a truecel subhuman like me? Nothing.

Once I can't even enjoy drugs anymore, is there any point in living anymore?

Thinking of ending this subhuman existence honestly.

 

[Deleted member 23558]

Change drugs.

 

[StrangerDanger]

Change drugs.

What are your favorite drugs

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Change drugs.

Shrooms are the only thing I haven't really tried tbh.

Other than that I could try using more psychedelics like 2-CB/LSD/DMT instead of stims.

 

[Deleted member 23558]

Shrooms are the only thing I haven't really tried tbh.

Other than that I could try using more psychedelics like 2-CB/LSD/DMT instead of stims.

Do 5 meo dmt and live stream it

 

[High Cortisol Chad]

I lost MDMA "magic" a long time ago, and it hasn't ever came back, even after 2 year break

 

[Deleted member 20399]

MDMA gives u depression i heard

 

[Deleted member 23558]

I lost MDMA "magic" a long time ago, and it hasn't ever came back, even after 2 year break

All drugs lose their magic after a few times of use. Trick is to do more drugs

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Do 5 meo dmt and live stream it

Could end up in a suicide stream tbh

fuck this shit

 

[Deleted member 17578]

I lost MDMA "magic" a long time ago, and it hasn't ever came back, even after 2 year break

I've only used MDMA 6 times in my life so far over a period of 3 years, and the magic is already gone.

Meanwhile chad is using this shit 40 times before he loses the magic

 

[cutie_pie]

Lol just go out and fuck a slut you fat chad

 

[Deleted member 17578]

All drugs lose their magic after a few times of use. Trick is to do more drugs

Using higher amounts only works short-term.
Your tolerances get even higher and the negative effects from the high amount of drugs become even bigger.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Lol just go out and fuck a slut you fat chad

I am a truecel subhuman you dumb fuck.

 

[cutie_pie]

I am a truecel subhuman you dumb fuck.

You mogs me you retarded faggot

 

[Deleted member 17578]

You mogs me you retarded faggot

Who cares?

You are either chad or subhuman. There's nothing in between. You and I are the same.

 

[cutie_pie]

Who cares?

You are either chad or subhuman. There's nothing in between. You and I are the same.

I know we’re the same, i was trying to help you

 

[Deleted member 17578]

I know we’re the same, i was trying to help you

Anyone on this forum could get dates if they were active on 4 dating apps at the same time like me, chatting up women non-stop for months till they finally got a girl willing to go on a date with them.

It's not worth it, not a life worth living.

I need to reset my tolerances to drugs completely, stay sober and have a healthy diet and lifestyle. So I can enjoy drugs again at least once a in a while.

I need to make my drug experiences more special. Something I plan for weeks in advance, look forward to, and enjoy for days afterwards.

Nothing else in life is worth anything. Nothing gives you as good of a feeling.