most people with autism will never find love.

[Orc]

at least, not in the way they want to

not in the way they deserve to.

and it's not because they aren't trying hard enough, or 'believing' in themselves, or 'putting themselves out there', it's not about a lack of hope or effort, it's because for a lot of us, the wiring we're born with, the way we exist, communicate and connect, isn't something the world knows how to love

we don't fit the instinctive molds people are drawn to

we miss the invisible signals everyone else seems to breathe without thinking

way say too much, or too little, we move wrong, we sound wrong

we make people uncomfortable without ever even meaning to, and they can't even explain why, they just pull away quietly, something inside them told them to leave

not because we're bad, not because we aren't worth knowing, but because the difference doesn't inspire love, it inspires distance and indifference

people want connection that feels easy, natural and seamless, they want laughter that flows without much thought, comfort without effort, affection without confusion

when you're autistic, everything takes effort, even the things that are supposed to be effortless

and so, no matter how much you work on yourself, no matter how much you 'improve', no matter how much you practice being palatable, what you can't erase is that sense of wrongness that people feel around you

and wrongness isn't something you can talk someone out of, it's not something you can fix with better posture, or a clever text, or a well timed smile

it's in the air, in the space between you and them, and it's heavy

the world loves the idea of acceptance, they like slogans about inclusions, they like campaigns and pride months, and little rainbow flags, but when it comes to the quiet, private moments, when it's just you and another person in a room, no amount of social progress can force someone to feel love that isn't there

and so most of us are left learning how to survive in a body, and a mind that will never be fully met

we'll spend years hoping, until hope rots into resignation

we'll watch as others find connection, fall in love, and get second, third and fifth chances

while we stay frozen behind glass, untouched, misunderstood and tolerated at best, abandoned at worst

we aren't supposed to say this, we're supposed to keep trying, keep smiling, and keep 'putting ourselves out there' until we die of exhaustion and disappointment

we're supposed to believe that love is just around the corner, that someone will 'see the real me' if we're just patient enough

but the truth is, some of us will die never having been loved the way we needed to be.

not because we're lazy, not because we're negative, not because we're too damaged, but because the world isn't built to love minds that don't mirror their own back at them

and you can either spend your life chasing a door that was never built for you, or you can sit with the grief, ugly as it is, heavy as it will be, and let it harden into something you can deal with

not hope, not bitterness, just a stubborn painful kind of dignity, don't lie to yourself, don't insult what you've been through pretending otherwise, just accept you'll never be loved the way you deserve, and somehow you'll have to live with that anyway

 

[R@m@]

People with autism have a different kind of self awareness

 

[Bl0odKn1ght]

dnr, but its prob sum deep stuff

 

[eyewideshut]

Some of this is corny, but sadly the truth.

 

[dstivvy]

Not gonna larp as a diagnosed autistic but I somewhat relate to this although I’m not sure whether I’m autistic or not

 

[R@m@]

You're like normies and have the same emotions as them but you can observe and question those emotions and you find those emotions weird and can't express them easily

 

[veggiedietcell]

at least, not in the way they want to

not in the way they deserve to.

and it's not because they aren't trying hard enough, or 'believing' in themselves, or 'putting themselves out there', it's not about a lack of hope or effort, it's because for a lot of us, the wiring we're born with, the way we exist, communicate and connect, isn't something the world knows how to love

we don't fit the instinctive molds people are drawn to

we miss the invisible signals everyone else seems to breathe without thinking

way say too much, or too little, we move wrong, we sound wrong

we make people uncomfortable without ever even meaning to, and they can't even explain why, they just pull away quietly, something inside them told them to leave

not because we're bad, not because we aren't worth knowing, but because the difference doesn't inspire love, it inspires distance and indifference

people want connection that feels easy, natural and seamless, they want laughter that flows without much thought, comfort without effort, affection without confusion

when you're autistic, everything takes effort, even the things that are supposed to be effortless

and so, no matter how much you work on yourself, no matter how much you 'improve', no matter how much you practice being palatable, what you can't erase is that sense of wrongness that people feel around you

and wrongness isn't something you can talk someone out of, it's not something you can fix with better posture, or a clever text, or a well timed smile

it's in the air, in the space between you and them, and it's heavy

the world loves the idea of acceptance, they like slogans about inclusions, they like campaigns and pride months, and little rainbow flags, but when it comes to the quiet, private moments, when it's just you and another person in a room, no amount of social progress can force someone to feel love that isn't there

and so most of us are left learning how to survive in a body, and a mind that will never be fully met

we'll spend years hoping, until hope rots into resignation

we'll watch as others find connection, fall in love, and get second, third and fifth chances

while we stay frozen behind glass, untouched, misunderstood and tolerated at best, abandoned at worst

we aren't supposed to say this, we're supposed to keep trying, keep smiling, and keep 'putting ourselves out there' until we die of exhaustion and disappointment

we're supposed to believe that love is just around the corner, that someone will 'see the real me' if we're just patient enough

but the truth is, some of us will die never having been loved the way we needed to be.

not because we're lazy, not because we're negative, not because we're too damaged, but because the world isn't built to love minds that don't mirror their own back at them

and you can either spend your life chasing a door that was never built for you, or you can sit with the grief, ugly as it is, heavy as it will be, and let it harden into something you can deal with

not hope, not bitterness, just a stubborn painful kind of dignity, don't lie to yourself, don't insult what you've been through pretending otherwise, just accept you'll never be loved the way you deserve, and somehow you'll have to live with that anyway

jova for autismcels like me

 

[eyewideshut]

when you're autistic, everything takes effort, even the things that are supposed to be effortless

Brutally over for high maintenance mental health disorders, mentalceldom is truly cruel.

 

[R@m@]

Artists are not from this world boyo

 

[veggiedietcell]

at least, not in the way they want to

not in the way they deserve to.

and it's not because they aren't trying hard enough, or 'believing' in themselves, or 'putting themselves out there', it's not about a lack of hope or effort, it's because for a lot of us, the wiring we're born with, the way we exist, communicate and connect, isn't something the world knows how to love

we don't fit the instinctive molds people are drawn to

we miss the invisible signals everyone else seems to breathe without thinking

way say too much, or too little, we move wrong, we sound wrong

we make people uncomfortable without ever even meaning to, and they can't even explain why, they just pull away quietly, something inside them told them to leave

not because we're bad, not because we aren't worth knowing, but because the difference doesn't inspire love, it inspires distance and indifference

people want connection that feels easy, natural and seamless, they want laughter that flows without much thought, comfort without effort, affection without confusion

when you're autistic, everything takes effort, even the things that are supposed to be effortless

and so, no matter how much you work on yourself, no matter how much you 'improve', no matter how much you practice being palatable, what you can't erase is that sense of wrongness that people feel around you

and wrongness isn't something you can talk someone out of, it's not something you can fix with better posture, or a clever text, or a well timed smile

it's in the air, in the space between you and them, and it's heavy

the world loves the idea of acceptance, they like slogans about inclusions, they like campaigns and pride months, and little rainbow flags, but when it comes to the quiet, private moments, when it's just you and another person in a room, no amount of social progress can force someone to feel love that isn't there

and so most of us are left learning how to survive in a body, and a mind that will never be fully met

we'll spend years hoping, until hope rots into resignation

we'll watch as others find connection, fall in love, and get second, third and fifth chances

while we stay frozen behind glass, untouched, misunderstood and tolerated at best, abandoned at worst

we aren't supposed to say this, we're supposed to keep trying, keep smiling, and keep 'putting ourselves out there' until we die of exhaustion and disappointment

we're supposed to believe that love is just around the corner, that someone will 'see the real me' if we're just patient enough

but the truth is, some of us will die never having been loved the way we needed to be.

not because we're lazy, not because we're negative, not because we're too damaged, but because the world isn't built to love minds that don't mirror their own back at them

and you can either spend your life chasing a door that was never built for you, or you can sit with the grief, ugly as it is, heavy as it will be, and let it harden into something you can deal with

not hope, not bitterness, just a stubborn painful kind of dignity, don't lie to yourself, don't insult what you've been through pretending otherwise, just accept you'll never be loved the way you deserve, and somehow you'll have to live with that anyway

even though i am autistic i am nt, i talk to people but i cant relate to them and understand them, i cant understand girls and their signs

 

[trench]

very relateable

 

[Orc]

even though i am autistic i am nt, i talk to people but i cant relate to them and understand them, i cant understand girls and their signs

it's easy to get along with women once you realize they function at the level of teenagers, for the rest of their lives, but it takes some self-reflection and getting older yourself to understand what it's like being a teenager.

 

[enochian]

Damn i was just thinking of this

 

[enochian]

Autists are a sad case

 

[veggiedietcell]

it's easy to get along with women once you realize they function at the level of teenagers, for the rest of their lives, but it takes some self-reflection and getting older yourself to understand what it's like being a teenager.

a fitness question, i have a 18 inch bideltoid with a v shape clavicle, can i increase my bidelt by gymmaxing?

 

[enochian]

Why Autists Will Nearly Always Struggle In the World

“Why do autists struggle in the world? Typically they transgress every sort of power law by default and by instinct. Their behaviour is too overt, obvious and gross. In the social world, subtlety is so valued. Autists think too black and white and their thinking lacks nuance. They stick out like...

looksmax.org

 

[sub5outsider]

i cannot imagine myself with another human being they will get bored out of me after the first week

 

[movingforward]

at least, not in the way they want to

not in the way they deserve to.

and it's not because they aren't trying hard enough, or 'believing' in themselves, or 'putting themselves out there', it's not about a lack of hope or effort, it's because for a lot of us, the wiring we're born with, the way we exist, communicate and connect, isn't something the world knows how to love

we don't fit the instinctive molds people are drawn to

we miss the invisible signals everyone else seems to breathe without thinking

way say too much, or too little, we move wrong, we sound wrong

we make people uncomfortable without ever even meaning to, and they can't even explain why, they just pull away quietly, something inside them told them to leave

not because we're bad, not because we aren't worth knowing, but because the difference doesn't inspire love, it inspires distance and indifference

people want connection that feels easy, natural and seamless, they want laughter that flows without much thought, comfort without effort, affection without confusion

when you're autistic, everything takes effort, even the things that are supposed to be effortless

and so, no matter how much you work on yourself, no matter how much you 'improve', no matter how much you practice being palatable, what you can't erase is that sense of wrongness that people feel around you

and wrongness isn't something you can talk someone out of, it's not something you can fix with better posture, or a clever text, or a well timed smile

it's in the air, in the space between you and them, and it's heavy

the world loves the idea of acceptance, they like slogans about inclusions, they like campaigns and pride months, and little rainbow flags, but when it comes to the quiet, private moments, when it's just you and another person in a room, no amount of social progress can force someone to feel love that isn't there

and so most of us are left learning how to survive in a body, and a mind that will never be fully met

we'll spend years hoping, until hope rots into resignation

we'll watch as others find connection, fall in love, and get second, third and fifth chances

while we stay frozen behind glass, untouched, misunderstood and tolerated at best, abandoned at worst

we aren't supposed to say this, we're supposed to keep trying, keep smiling, and keep 'putting ourselves out there' until we die of exhaustion and disappointment

we're supposed to believe that love is just around the corner, that someone will 'see the real me' if we're just patient enough

but the truth is, some of us will die never having been loved the way we needed to be.

not because we're lazy, not because we're negative, not because we're too damaged, but because the world isn't built to love minds that don't mirror their own back at them

and you can either spend your life chasing a door that was never built for you, or you can sit with the grief, ugly as it is, heavy as it will be, and let it harden into something you can deal with

not hope, not bitterness, just a stubborn painful kind of dignity, don't lie to yourself, don't insult what you've been through pretending otherwise, just accept you'll never be loved the way you deserve, and somehow you'll have to live with that anyway

@Orc its me @moreroidsmoredates. Do you think I have autism based on my history post? btw how have you been?

 

[Orc]

a fitness question, i have a 18 inch bideltoid with a v shape clavicle, can i increase my bidelt by gymmaxing?

everyone can.

 

[veggiedietcell]

everyone can.

View attachment 3681119

can i reach 20 inch bidelt

 

[WeiWei]

Rate Joshua Fay Saunders, the Sicko of Casper

 

[veggiedietcell]

@Orc its me @moreroidsmoredates. Do you think I have autism based on my history post? btw how have you been?

blud created an alt

 

[movingforward]

blud created an alt

nah my phone died and couldnt logg on the other one

 

[KT-34]

Nobody gets the ending they truly want, every single person on earth would change atleast one thing about their lives if they could

It's the same thing for love, you won't find it the way you dreamed about it and sometimes you won't even find it. But you'll never be the only one to be in this situation and it certainly doesn't mean you can't be happy

 

[ThraxxGlo]

i have accepted fate long before

 

[Orc]

I reposted this on r/autism

lmao.

 

[loyolaxavvierretard]

I reposted this on r/autism

View attachment 3681304

lmao.

 

[Deleted member 60565]

O

at least, not in the way they want to

not in the way they deserve to.

and it's not because they aren't trying hard enough, or 'believing' in themselves, or 'putting themselves out there', it's not about a lack of hope or effort, it's because for a lot of us, the wiring we're born with, the way we exist, communicate and connect, isn't something the world knows how to love

we don't fit the instinctive molds people are drawn to

we miss the invisible signals everyone else seems to breathe without thinking

way say too much, or too little, we move wrong, we sound wrong

we make people uncomfortable without ever even meaning to, and they can't even explain why, they just pull away quietly, something inside them told them to leave

not because we're bad, not because we aren't worth knowing, but because the difference doesn't inspire love, it inspires distance and indifference

people want connection that feels easy, natural and seamless, they want laughter that flows without much thought, comfort without effort, affection without confusion

when you're autistic, everything takes effort, even the things that are supposed to be effortless

and so, no matter how much you work on yourself, no matter how much you 'improve', no matter how much you practice being palatable, what you can't erase is that sense of wrongness that people feel around you

and wrongness isn't something you can talk someone out of, it's not something you can fix with better posture, or a clever text, or a well timed smile

it's in the air, in the space between you and them, and it's heavy

the world loves the idea of acceptance, they like slogans about inclusions, they like campaigns and pride months, and little rainbow flags, but when it comes to the quiet, private moments, when it's just you and another person in a room, no amount of social progress can force someone to feel love that isn't there

and so most of us are left learning how to survive in a body, and a mind that will never be fully met

we'll spend years hoping, until hope rots into resignation

we'll watch as others find connection, fall in love, and get second, third and fifth chances

while we stay frozen behind glass, untouched, misunderstood and tolerated at best, abandoned at worst

we aren't supposed to say this, we're supposed to keep trying, keep smiling, and keep 'putting ourselves out there' until we die of exhaustion and disappointment

we're supposed to believe that love is just around the corner, that someone will 'see the real me' if we're just patient enough

but the truth is, some of us will die never having been loved the way we needed to be.

not because we're lazy, not because we're negative, not because we're too damaged, but because the world isn't built to love minds that don't mirror their own back at them

and you can either spend your life chasing a door that was never built for you, or you can sit with the grief, ugly as it is, heavy as it will be, and let it harden into something you can deal with

not hope, not bitterness, just a stubborn painful kind of dignity, don't lie to yourself, don't insult what you've been through pretending otherwise, just accept you'll never be loved the way you deserve, and somehow you'll have to live with that anyway

Op is a white mtn

 

[loyolaxavvierretard]

I reposted this on r/autism

View attachment 3681304

lmao.

Why do you even post there ? Its a feel good subreddit. They dont like people like sharing negative experiences unless it conforms to their worldview

 

[Orc]

O

Op is a white mtn

so sad rn

 

[Orc]

Why do you even post there ? Its a feel good subreddit. They dont like people like sharing negative experiences unless it conforms to their worldview

gauging reactions.

 

[loyolaxavvierretard]

gauging reactions.

I understand that tbh. But this guy's post about r/autism self diagnosing themselves was removed. Clearly hurt the feelings of moderators there

 

[Deleted member 60565]

View attachment 3681308

so sad rn

You might just mog tom cruise

 

[Alias!]

at least, not in the way they want to

not in the way they deserve to.

and it's not because they aren't trying hard enough, or 'believing' in themselves, or 'putting themselves out there', it's not about a lack of hope or effort, it's because for a lot of us, the wiring we're born with, the way we exist, communicate and connect, isn't something the world knows how to love

we don't fit the instinctive molds people are drawn to

we miss the invisible signals everyone else seems to breathe without thinking

way say too much, or too little, we move wrong, we sound wrong

we make people uncomfortable without ever even meaning to, and they can't even explain why, they just pull away quietly, something inside them told them to leave

not because we're bad, not because we aren't worth knowing, but because the difference doesn't inspire love, it inspires distance and indifference

people want connection that feels easy, natural and seamless, they want laughter that flows without much thought, comfort without effort, affection without confusion

when you're autistic, everything takes effort, even the things that are supposed to be effortless

and so, no matter how much you work on yourself, no matter how much you 'improve', no matter how much you practice being palatable, what you can't erase is that sense of wrongness that people feel around you

and wrongness isn't something you can talk someone out of, it's not something you can fix with better posture, or a clever text, or a well timed smile

it's in the air, in the space between you and them, and it's heavy

the world loves the idea of acceptance, they like slogans about inclusions, they like campaigns and pride months, and little rainbow flags, but when it comes to the quiet, private moments, when it's just you and another person in a room, no amount of social progress can force someone to feel love that isn't there

and so most of us are left learning how to survive in a body, and a mind that will never be fully met

we'll spend years hoping, until hope rots into resignation

we'll watch as others find connection, fall in love, and get second, third and fifth chances

while we stay frozen behind glass, untouched, misunderstood and tolerated at best, abandoned at worst

we aren't supposed to say this, we're supposed to keep trying, keep smiling, and keep 'putting ourselves out there' until we die of exhaustion and disappointment

we're supposed to believe that love is just around the corner, that someone will 'see the real me' if we're just patient enough

but the truth is, some of us will die never having been loved the way we needed to be.

not because we're lazy, not because we're negative, not because we're too damaged, but because the world isn't built to love minds that don't mirror their own back at them

and you can either spend your life chasing a door that was never built for you, or you can sit with the grief, ugly as it is, heavy as it will be, and let it harden into something you can deal with

not hope, not bitterness, just a stubborn painful kind of dignity, don't lie to yourself, don't insult what you've been through pretending otherwise, just accept you'll never be loved the way you deserve, and somehow you'll have to live with that anyway

Most males with autism will remain virgins

 

[Orc]

You might just mog tom cruise

he might be even less nt than me.

 

[Tallooksmaxxer]

only looks matter

 

[Orc]

only looks matter

I wish

 

[clavmaxxing]

at least, not in the way they want to

not in the way they deserve to.

and it's not because they aren't trying hard enough, or 'believing' in themselves, or 'putting themselves out there', it's not about a lack of hope or effort, it's because for a lot of us, the wiring we're born with, the way we exist, communicate and connect, isn't something the world knows how to love

we don't fit the instinctive molds people are drawn to

we miss the invisible signals everyone else seems to breathe without thinking

way say too much, or too little, we move wrong, we sound wrong

we make people uncomfortable without ever even meaning to, and they can't even explain why, they just pull away quietly, something inside them told them to leave

not because we're bad, not because we aren't worth knowing, but because the difference doesn't inspire love, it inspires distance and indifference

people want connection that feels easy, natural and seamless, they want laughter that flows without much thought, comfort without effort, affection without confusion

when you're autistic, everything takes effort, even the things that are supposed to be effortless

and so, no matter how much you work on yourself, no matter how much you 'improve', no matter how much you practice being palatable, what you can't erase is that sense of wrongness that people feel around you

and wrongness isn't something you can talk someone out of, it's not something you can fix with better posture, or a clever text, or a well timed smile

it's in the air, in the space between you and them, and it's heavy

the world loves the idea of acceptance, they like slogans about inclusions, they like campaigns and pride months, and little rainbow flags, but when it comes to the quiet, private moments, when it's just you and another person in a room, no amount of social progress can force someone to feel love that isn't there

and so most of us are left learning how to survive in a body, and a mind that will never be fully met

we'll spend years hoping, until hope rots into resignation

we'll watch as others find connection, fall in love, and get second, third and fifth chances

while we stay frozen behind glass, untouched, misunderstood and tolerated at best, abandoned at worst

we aren't supposed to say this, we're supposed to keep trying, keep smiling, and keep 'putting ourselves out there' until we die of exhaustion and disappointment

we're supposed to believe that love is just around the corner, that someone will 'see the real me' if we're just patient enough

but the truth is, some of us will die never having been loved the way we needed to be.

not because we're lazy, not because we're negative, not because we're too damaged, but because the world isn't built to love minds that don't mirror their own back at them

and you can either spend your life chasing a door that was never built for you, or you can sit with the grief, ugly as it is, heavy as it will be, and let it harden into something you can deal with

not hope, not bitterness, just a stubborn painful kind of dignity, don't lie to yourself, don't insult what you've been through pretending otherwise, just accept you'll never be loved the way you deserve, and somehow you'll have to live with that anyway

Orc, you alright bro? You got a bunch of brocels here for you Bhai dont be sad

 

[clavmaxxing]

View attachment 3681308

so sad rn

if this is you ORC you gotta stop larping bro, on par with john erik hexum, you dont even need turkey these bones are insane

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

Normally, I wouldn't entertain a thread like this. Knowing you seldom read threads and comments, the following is for other readers and members to fondle.

at least, not in the way they want to

not in the way they deserve to.

>>> Lazy thinking.

and it's not because they aren't trying hard enough, or 'believing' in themselves, or 'putting themselves out there', it's not about a lack of hope or effort, it's because for a lot of us, the wiring we're born with, the way we exist, communicate and connect, isn't something the world knows how to love

>>> You were raised in a time-out environment for your own protection. Like solitary confinement, but the entire house is that room, or just your bedroom.

we don't fit the instinctive molds people are drawn to

>>> You weren't taught these practices, traditions, and how to follow the proper instincts. And the reason why you weren't taught this was for your own protection. However, the moms and some dads are taught to protect you from the mean world using the time-out practice by manipulative depopulation bots on mainstream social media and through television brainwashing.

we miss the invisible signals everyone else seems to breathe without thinking

>>> a blindfold was wrapped around your eyes to better protect you from the dangerous world.

way say too much, or too little, we move wrong, we sound wrong

>>> You were criticized too much by a person incapable of teaching you how to be a man.

we make people uncomfortable without ever even meaning to, and they can't even explain why, they just pull away quietly, something inside them told them to leave

>>> those people were raised by the manipulative depopulation bot managers, programmers, investors, and "better" society. Some people believe 95% of our population should not reproduce. These people do not believe in gods. They accept only one miracle being the Big Bang.

not because we're bad, not because we aren't worth knowing, but because the difference doesn't inspire love, it inspires distance and indifference

>>> Yes, depopulation followers are creepy as fuck. I would respect that distance, but reprogram yourself so you can reproduce in greater numbers! Scare the living shit out of them.

people want connection that feels easy, natural and seamless, they want laughter that flows without much thought, comfort without effort, affection without confusion

>>> Lazy wanting what he (might be a foid with an uterus) was pampered with and thus, conveniences. NEVER going to happen.

when you're autistic, everything takes effort, even the things that are supposed to be effortless

>>> If you had your ass busted when you misbehaved, you wouldn't be autistic. If you had a slap upside your head when you went to dad and said, "Look, Papa! I'm wearing her dress." You wouldn't be autistic. If you were never sent to strangers to parent you, you wouldn't be autistic.

and so, no matter how much you work on yourself, no matter how much you 'improve', no matter how much you practice being palatable, what you can't erase is that sense of wrongness that people feel around you

>>> Wrong. You can reprogram yourself. You might have to carry your past, but you can become a better person likeable by a foid.

and wrongness isn't something you can talk someone out of, it's not something you can fix with better posture, or a clever text, or a well timed smile

>>> no idea what the fuck you mean. Wrongness? Everyone is wrong in this sense. Just because a brainwashed foid sees your personality as bizarre, means nothing. But if you're a little creep who gets off on hurting animals or smaller people, you deserve your demise.

it's in the air, in the space between you and them, and it's heavy

>>> A release of gas that built up from swallowing air, or other factors, could be a heavy pickle to other noses

the world loves the idea of acceptance, they like slogans about inclusions, they like campaigns and pride months, and little rainbow flags, but when it comes to the quiet, private moments, when it's just you and another person in a room, no amount of social progress can force someone to feel love that isn't there

>>> NO ONE likes pride month and little rainbow flags. You were lied to. People endure it for their own survival. Meaning, 99.9% of the world DO NOT like faggots and blue haired skanks throwing a tantrume for attention.

and so most of us are left learning how to survive in a body, and a mind that will never be fully met

>>> Once again, you need to reprogram yourself and stop following rainbow ideologists and depopulation retards.

we'll spend years hoping, until hope rots into resignation

>>> imagine a foid passing out drunk, then waking up during the night to finger herself, but forgetting about her tampon. That little fucker gets buried inside her cesspool and trapped. As days turn to weeks, weeks to months, stomach pains and nausea, she frequently experiences because of the rot inside. If she doesn't get that tampon removed, she'll be leaving this Earth early.

we'll watch as others find connection, fall in love, and get second, third and fifth chances

>>> knock yourself out, fap away, no one gives a fuck

while we stay frozen behind glass, untouched, misunderstood and tolerated at best, abandoned at worstv

>>> yup, and?

we aren't supposed to say this, we're supposed to keep trying, keep smiling, and keep 'putting ourselves out there' until we die of exhaustion and disappointment

>>> not really

we're supposed to believe that love is just around the corner, that someone will 'see the real me' if we're just patient enough

>>> you gotta put yourself out there, you know this. so fuck off with your pretend naivety.

but the truth is, some of us will die never having been loved the way we needed to be.

>>> your choice, lil buddy

not because we're lazy, not because we're negative, not because we're too damaged, but because the world isn't built to love minds that don't mirror their own back at them

>>> blah blah blah, want some cheese?

and you can either spend your life chasing a door that was never built for you, or you can sit with the grief, ugly as it is, heavy as it will be, and let it harden into something you can deal with

>>> boo hoo hoo

not hope, not bitterness, just a stubborn painful kind of dignity, don't lie to yourself, don't insult what you've been through pretending otherwise, just accept you'll never be loved the way you deserve, and somehow you'll have to live with that anyway

>>> you're full of shit

Afore the infection of the abundance of knowledge, life was simple. I am referring to before Eve ate the forbidden fruit. You probably see Genesis as something that happened a very long time ago. I see it happening right now. But instead of covering ourselves with fig leaves, we use shelters and manmade caves. Ah, yes, we are ashamed! So we hide.

A flood is coming. The sin you thought would happen if we messed with the atmosphere? Did you really believe that all of these gases we're producing, Earth won't defend itself? Ugh, people's arrogance is so talking monkeyish.

To fix the error, we must now go backwards. Alpha is Omega, and Omega is Alpha. Bang!

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

 

[LTNUser]

jova for autismcels like me

How bhai?
Aren't you good at communication

 

[veggiedietcell]

How bhai?
Aren't you good at communication

I am but, I don’t understand people’s feelings and also I cannot catch hints that people give too

 

[BonesmashFinalBoss]

at least, not in the way they want to

not in the way they deserve to.

and it's not because they aren't trying hard enough, or 'believing' in themselves, or 'putting themselves out there', it's not about a lack of hope or effort, it's because for a lot of us, the wiring we're born with, the way we exist, communicate and connect, isn't something the world knows how to love

we don't fit the instinctive molds people are drawn to

we miss the invisible signals everyone else seems to breathe without thinking

way say too much, or too little, we move wrong, we sound wrong

we make people uncomfortable without ever even meaning to, and they can't even explain why, they just pull away quietly, something inside them told them to leave

not because we're bad, not because we aren't worth knowing, but because the difference doesn't inspire love, it inspires distance and indifference

people want connection that feels easy, natural and seamless, they want laughter that flows without much thought, comfort without effort, affection without confusion

when you're autistic, everything takes effort, even the things that are supposed to be effortless

and so, no matter how much you work on yourself, no matter how much you 'improve', no matter how much you practice being palatable, what you can't erase is that sense of wrongness that people feel around you

and wrongness isn't something you can talk someone out of, it's not something you can fix with better posture, or a clever text, or a well timed smile

it's in the air, in the space between you and them, and it's heavy

the world loves the idea of acceptance, they like slogans about inclusions, they like campaigns and pride months, and little rainbow flags, but when it comes to the quiet, private moments, when it's just you and another person in a room, no amount of social progress can force someone to feel love that isn't there

and so most of us are left learning how to survive in a body, and a mind that will never be fully met

we'll spend years hoping, until hope rots into resignation

we'll watch as others find connection, fall in love, and get second, third and fifth chances

while we stay frozen behind glass, untouched, misunderstood and tolerated at best, abandoned at worst

we aren't supposed to say this, we're supposed to keep trying, keep smiling, and keep 'putting ourselves out there' until we die of exhaustion and disappointment

we're supposed to believe that love is just around the corner, that someone will 'see the real me' if we're just patient enough

but the truth is, some of us will die never having been loved the way we needed to be.

not because we're lazy, not because we're negative, not because we're too damaged, but because the world isn't built to love minds that don't mirror their own back at them

and you can either spend your life chasing a door that was never built for you, or you can sit with the grief, ugly as it is, heavy as it will be, and let it harden into something you can deal with

not hope, not bitterness, just a stubborn painful kind of dignity, don't lie to yourself, don't insult what you've been through pretending otherwise, just accept you'll never be loved the way you deserve, and somehow you'll have to live with that anyway

>Half of the people who repped are nt and despise autists with all their heart btw
Jfl someone just nuke this world already

 

[ShowerMaxxing]

You can still find love if you mog, even prime goatis (roided and tall) had multiple women reaching out to him through his autistic af YouTube cult.