My browsing habits and my level of depression are consistently intertwined

[Patient A]

Think I need to take a break from shit posting and browsing stupid shit on the internet. It’s actually causing me to become helpless. I can’t stop rotting.

My dopamine is at a low flat line 99% of the day. I’m not getting any satisfaction from rotting.

gonna ask mods to ban me for a bit no point deleting I will only regret it cos I’ve bookmarked some good shit

And sorry for the race baiting I’m just wasting my time doing it there is no point to it.

wtf browsing memes and politics all day is meaningless wtf gives me a sinking feeling.

I feel like an empty skeleton

I also don’t enjoy cooming at all I literally just do it for a dopamine hit to not feel like shit It’s like a heroin addiction. I choose cooming and shitposting over food and sleep. I actually need to go to rehab.

my head is fried from computer screens.

 

[Tony]

 

[sorrowfulsad]

average user here can relate to every word you said but people will clown you anyways

 

[sorrowfulsad]

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see thats what I mean

 

[ChristianChad]

this is almost impossible due to habitual things but try to not browse or use the internet atall for 2 weeks

 

[Warlow]

see thats what I mean

well @Tony is a loser so it means nothing really

 

[Deleted member 5786]

that's what i told to @subhuman incel and he got banned

 

[JosephGarrot123]

true my dopamine receptors are fried. Fapping and gaming doesnt give me satisfaction anymore

 

[JosephGarrot123]

Think I need to take a break from shit posting and browsing stupid shit on the internet. It’s actually causing me to become helpless. I can’t stop rotting.

My dopamine is at a low flat line 99% of the day. I’m not getting any satisfaction from rotting.

gonna ask mods to ban me for a bit no point deleting I will only regret it cos I’ve bookmarked some good shit

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And sorry for the race baiting I’m just wasting my time doing it there is no point to it.

wtf browsing memes and politics all day is meaningless wtf gives me a sinking feeling.

I feel like an empty skeleton

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I also don’t enjoy cooming at all I literally just do it for a dopamine hit to not feel like shit It’s like a heroin addiction. I choose cooming and shitposting over food and sleep. I actually need to go to rehab.

my head is fried from computer screens.

I have no emotions either man. My dopamine receptors are completely fried. Gaming, movies, or anything they don't give me emotion. I feel like a robot

 

[Patient A]

typing it out and sharing it hits differently than just thinking it

 

[coolguy1]

I have the same problem. So I dn even read this post fully, I just can't, I can't read more than one page of a book. Goodluck bro, godspeed!

 

[Deleted member 5786]

I have no emotions either man. My dopamine receptors are completely fried. Gaming, movies, or anything they don't give me emotion. I feel like a robot

btw dude, have anyone commented on your looks irl? Or gave faces of disgust etc

 

[JosephGarrot123]

btw dude, have anyone commented on your looks irl? Or gave faces of disgust etc

i dont think so, I'm a weird case. I was supposed to be good looking from birth. However my deformity made my skull underdeveloped. Some parts of my face is decent due to the shape and ratios. I have potential though. If I get forehead, occiputal,midface and bimax

 

[JosephGarrot123]

btw dude, have anyone commented on your looks irl? Or gave faces of disgust etc

Disgust? They stare at me but Idk if they think im decent looking or that my eyes are bulging. I got an IOI from girls in highschool idk if it was my wide frame doing the work, They said that I was cute, idk man. They even slapped my ass in lunchline. My head is asymmetrical and underdeveloped. However If I was normally developed I would've been good looking thats why im a weird case. Imagine if a Good looking guy went into an accident

 

[Tony]

i bqnn3d op with the power of my cock

 

[JosephGarrot123]

btw dude, have anyone commented on your looks irl? Or gave faces of disgust etc

Like imagine a good looking guy getting the worst route which changed his bone development growing up. I have the same skull as my dad and he is 74 no skin sagging, barely wrinkles, looks high t, looks great with buzzcut. I saw his 30 year old pic and he legit looked like a slayer. Thats why regret is prevalent in my thoughts. Like what if I didn't fall off that roof, I would've been in a relationship or had sex already

 

[Tony]

Like imagine a good looking guy getting the worst route which changed his bone development growing up. I have the same skull as my dad and he is 74 no skin sagging, barely wrinkles, looks high t, looks great with buzzcut. I saw his 30 year old pic and he legit looked like a slayer. Thats why regret is prevalent in my thoughts. Like what if I didn't fall off that roof, I would've been in a relationship or had sex already

thanks Jozeph

 

[oldcelloser]