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SplashJuice
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I have a chance to go to India and marry one of my dad's old friend back there, his daughters all are fat and ugly. In return I will have to work on his rice farm, I will be earning roughly the equivalent of $1.75 for every 12 hour shift. I won't be able to afford a house or apartment with these wages, but he'll give me a small plot of land and a concrete box like sort of thing to live in, he will provide me with food free of charge. Should I accept? This looks like my last chance for a decent life.
For further context I am 23 years old, 5'5'' and 2-3/10. I never had a chance and all my life I have been ridiculed for my looks and height, by both men and women, it's unbearable living here even though the living standards are far better because the constant bullying got to me, I don't want to jump to a decision here straight away, I'm still debating whether I should take this offer. I'm leaning towards not taking it because I'd rather rot alone and die eventually from that because at least I have the remaining copes I have left, I will try to minimise my time outside and remote-jobmaxx if I can grind hard enough. India is an absolute shithole and I'd lose most of my copes there even though I get to have my own wife and family, all that worldly stuff, besides my dad's friend isn't even based in a large metropolitan city so life would get boring quite fast so I'm still leaning towards. But still, you have a wife and family.
What should I do?
For further context I am 23 years old, 5'5'' and 2-3/10. I never had a chance and all my life I have been ridiculed for my looks and height, by both men and women, it's unbearable living here even though the living standards are far better because the constant bullying got to me, I don't want to jump to a decision here straight away, I'm still debating whether I should take this offer. I'm leaning towards not taking it because I'd rather rot alone and die eventually from that because at least I have the remaining copes I have left, I will try to minimise my time outside and remote-jobmaxx if I can grind hard enough. India is an absolute shithole and I'd lose most of my copes there even though I get to have my own wife and family, all that worldly stuff, besides my dad's friend isn't even based in a large metropolitan city so life would get boring quite fast so I'm still leaning towards. But still, you have a wife and family.
What should I do?