My ego death experience on mushrooms

[try2beme]

Is trying them because you don’t believe what people say about its effects, like it could not possibly be true so you try it yourself

I didnt believe what people said about mushrooms at all. Developed an ego death way too fucking early at 19. Now so many people think I’m wired totally differently since.

Very soon I became conservative, right wing, more religious, more pragmatic, quit touching hard drugs as frequent as I used to. I had a total annaihiliated ego death, I let go of my copes and delusions holding back my smv, standards, ect. But it also resurfaced trauma that my mind buried for years and shed a new massive light on those events.

I thought “ego death” is just a narcy buzzword and it’s not. It reshapes you entirely. So I accidentally got that.

Now I don’t believe in dmt’s so called effects but fortunately it’s way harder to grab that

 

[try2beme]

And some people will still say I have an ego but I have literally 0 ego at all

 

[Vllyxo]

wow i almost teared up reading this

 

[try2beme]

wow i almost teared up reading this

Thanks

 

[Tesarossa]

Yes I too had a loss of self consciousness I just knew I had to survive and it wasn’t normal

 

[try2beme]

Yes I too had a loss of self consciousness I just knew I had to survive and it wasn’t normal

It never become normal again