ishitmyself
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genuinely so traumatized by bp that I can't even imagine being on a releationship without constantly worrying about how she sees me, every time my hair's messed up, every time im not perfectly put together i start overthinking every single flaw i have and everything, i wonder if she still finds me attractive, if she notices all the flaws i see in myself and how hateful i see myself in the mirror, how i cant even notice my face staring back at me at the mirror and think shes losing interest, bp really had me believing and accepting that being loved depends on looking perfect all the time. And now the idea of someone seeing every insecurity and flaws i try to hide is scarier than being alone.
