My gf unironically looks better than me ¿Do i deserve her?

[averagemisanthrope]

Im not really sure how to feel about this,we started dating 6 months ago,at that time of my life i had a surgery but for my hand,i was getting used to be on a healthy lifestyle and i was really happy,then surgery came and i stopped talking to her,i didnt want to have any compromises,but I missed her so in a nutshell we came back and till this day we together
I have been aware of this looksmaxxing thing since 2022 but i never did anything besides mewing,every morning i was staring at myself thinking i was looking really good,which it was cope.Even i got to a point where i genuinely saw a good eye area on me in my mirror,since i dated her i have been aware she has really strong bone density,i thought i was holding my ground since the girls ive talked to gave me compliments not exactly about that but about being cute,im 17 years old and im 6'1,not growing anymore tho she is 15 and well a short girl a 2 year gap,yesterday i hung out with her,b4 that i went to the mall alone and i took some photos feeling confident about myself after that i went to her house and passed the time,we were gonna take some photos but when she turned on the camera she instantly saw me and tried to put a filter on me on snap,she always did that and i never had a problem, but then i realized,she is beautiful has a good bonemass,im overweight because my bones from my hand surgery are still recovering and doc prohibited me any type of exercise which is kinda how i put an excuse to bedrot all day this lasts 6 months,im reccesed my eyes are so ugly,i dont have any bonemass eitherwise is covered by fat and i have man tits,if in 2 months my bone doesnt regrow i will go to surgery again and im getting just fatter by the time i cannot stop eating all i feel is rage because of this and depressed of how such a small problem for other people is really big for me,i feel like a monster i bought the hammer today then read a tread that if im fat do not bs and other saying bs doesnt works and idk what am i reading here,doc denied me hgh for trying to make my bone regrow quicker i got like 4 acne scars too and over again im fat my dih like 5 inch but has no girth and over again i cant stop comparing to my girl and her better bone mass than i,i feel like its over cuz I genuinely dont know what to do anymore with my life since all i do is getting spoiled larp general knowledge and being insecure hiding it with glazing myself in front of others
Pics of me and my girlfriend

 

[incelincel]

She probably does but you blocked half her face

 

[orbitlet]

your getting cucked if you don’t look like this

 

[averagemisanthrope]

She probably does but you blocked half her face

Yeah cuz If is show her eyes imo are the best of her features (i dont want to reveal her identity even if nb cares abt it)

 

[averagemisanthrope]

your getting cucked if you don’t look like this
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May i rest in the chair then

 

[Bat]

your getting cucked if you don’t look like this
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i fucking love this image

 

[g4rlic]

Im not really sure how to feel about this,we started dating 6 months ago,at that time of my life i had a surgery but for my hand,i was getting used to be on a healthy lifestyle and i was really happy,then surgery came and i stopped talking to her,i didnt want to have any compromises,but I missed her so in a nutshell we came back and till this day we together
I have been aware of this looksmaxxing thing since 2022 but i never did anything besides mewing,every morning i was staring at myself thinking i was looking really good,which it was cope.Even i got to a point where i genuinely saw a good eye area on me in my mirror,since i dated her i have been aware she has really strong bone density,i thought i was holding my ground since the girls ive talked to gave me compliments not exactly about that but about being cute,im 17 years old and im 6'1,not growing anymore tho she is 15 and well a short girl a 2 year gap,yesterday i hung out with her,b4 that i went to the mall alone and i took some photos feeling confident about myself after that i went to her house and passed the time,we were gonna take some photos but when she turned on the camera she instantly saw me and tried to put a filter on me on snap,she always did that and i never had a problem, but then i realized,she is beautiful has a good bonemass,im overweight because my bones from my hand surgery are still recovering and doc prohibited me any type of exercise which is kinda how i put an excuse to bedrot all day this lasts 6 months,im reccesed my eyes are so ugly,i dont have any bonemass eitherwise is covered by fat and i have man tits,if in 2 months my bone doesnt regrow i will go to surgery again and im getting just fatter by the time i cannot stop eating all i feel is rage because of this and depressed of how such a small problem for other people is really big for me,i feel like a monster i bought the hammer today then read a tread that if im fat do not bs and other saying bs doesnt works and idk what am i reading here,doc denied me hgh for trying to make my bone regrow quicker i got like 4 acne scars too and over again im fat my dih like 5 inch but has no girth and over again i cant stop comparing to my girl and her better bone mass than i,i feel like its over cuz I genuinely dont know what to do anymore with my life since all i do is getting spoiled larp general knowledge and being insecure hiding it with glazing myself in front of others
Pics of me and my girlfriend

enjoy while you can. also stop overeating its not good. front Cam selfies aren't accurate to real life.

 

[justwantlove]

Im not really sure how to feel about this,we started dating 6 months ago,at that time of my life i had a surgery but for my hand,i was getting used to be on a healthy lifestyle and i was really happy,then surgery came and i stopped talking to her,i didnt want to have any compromises,but I missed her so in a nutshell we came back and till this day we together
I have been aware of this looksmaxxing thing since 2022 but i never did anything besides mewing,every morning i was staring at myself thinking i was looking really good,which it was cope.Even i got to a point where i genuinely saw a good eye area on me in my mirror,since i dated her i have been aware she has really strong bone density,i thought i was holding my ground since the girls ive talked to gave me compliments not exactly about that but about being cute,im 17 years old and im 6'1,not growing anymore tho she is 15 and well a short girl a 2 year gap,yesterday i hung out with her,b4 that i went to the mall alone and i took some photos feeling confident about myself after that i went to her house and passed the time,we were gonna take some photos but when she turned on the camera she instantly saw me and tried to put a filter on me on snap,she always did that and i never had a problem, but then i realized,she is beautiful has a good bonemass,im overweight because my bones from my hand surgery are still recovering and doc prohibited me any type of exercise which is kinda how i put an excuse to bedrot all day this lasts 6 months,im reccesed my eyes are so ugly,i dont have any bonemass eitherwise is covered by fat and i have man tits,if in 2 months my bone doesnt regrow i will go to surgery again and im getting just fatter by the time i cannot stop eating all i feel is rage because of this and depressed of how such a small problem for other people is really big for me,i feel like a monster i bought the hammer today then read a tread that if im fat do not bs and other saying bs doesnt works and idk what am i reading here,doc denied me hgh for trying to make my bone regrow quicker i got like 4 acne scars too and over again im fat my dih like 5 inch but has no girth and over again i cant stop comparing to my girl and her better bone mass than i,i feel like its over cuz I genuinely dont know what to do anymore with my life since all i do is getting spoiled larp general knowledge and being insecure hiding it with glazing myself in front of others
Pics of me and my girlfriend

over for both

 

[averagemisanthrope]

enjoy while you can. also stop overeating its not good. front Cam selfies aren't accurate to real life.

Slop been tasting so good since ever

 

[averagemisanthrope]

over for both

U caught me,2 months ago talm about sum
Damn i look like tom welling

 

[g4rlic]

Slop been tasting so good since ever

if she likes you, you'll just have to maintain, and be good to her. like if there is no active initiation of contact then you might be fucked. "deserve" should be out of your head tho. you should be paying attention to her intentions in the moment. also its HS don't be so scared of losing ppl. eating goyslop wont help her attraction to you tho.

many ppl don't get to experience HS love at all. your lucky enjoy it

 

[averagemisanthrope]

if she likes you, you'll just have to maintain, and be good to her. like if there is no active initiation of contact then you might be fucked. "deserve" should be out of your head tho. you should be paying attention to her intentions in the moment. also its HS don't be so scared of losing ppl. eating goyslop wont help her attraction to you tho.

many ppl don't get to experience HS love at all. your lucky enjoy it

Yeah u right,i mean ik its not the best place to vent cause that wasn't really the main intention,i was hoping to get other advice,but if you bother to read this,i mean in life I feel i reached rock bottom since my surgery and i have been just tryna ignore it,since I genuinely havent succeed on anything so significant that i can consider it a success,and I see ppl not just on social media succeding also in real life,i never had the discipline to do something for long term,and i promised myself that when I recovered i was gonna peak im afraid either i'll just break my promise or i get another surgery
Even though its not the greatest place to vent,ur words will help me cope till i genuinely make it
May your soul rise to Gandy heaven.

 

[asdf563]

at least she can use makeup