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I used to be a fantastic student. My grades were good, and my classload was appropriate.
But ever since 10th grade, I realized that I was ugly.
Looks are pretty much everything in this day and age. Even with a great sense of humor, I just got labelled as the ugly funny guy.
I have no self esteem and when I look back almost all of my social failures have been due to the way my face looks. Don't tell me that it's been because of my personality; it's not. People who get to know me like me a lot, but so few people are even willing to talk to a babyfaced, weak-chinned guy who looks like a loser.
I can barely make myself try in school anymore. Even when I study, my brain is so full of depressive thoughts that I can't remember anything I've read
It seems so obvious, but then when you bring it up it becomes socially unacceptable and everyone tries to deny it.
Nobody like ugly people. They're a pain to look at, they aren't sexy, and they often have a variety of health problems associated with being ugly. I have asthma and sleep apnea simply because both of my jaws are recessed, making me look like an inbred baby. I shouldn't even be alive in the first place, if this had been 100 years ago I would have died during childhood from allergies and illness. I hate my parents for keeping such a pathetic biological experiment alive. They couldn't have been more selfish.
Even though I have a high IQ and a "great sense of humor", it does NOT matter. I still am ignored and ridiculed for the way I look.
But ever since 10th grade, I realized that I was ugly.
Looks are pretty much everything in this day and age. Even with a great sense of humor, I just got labelled as the ugly funny guy.
I have no self esteem and when I look back almost all of my social failures have been due to the way my face looks. Don't tell me that it's been because of my personality; it's not. People who get to know me like me a lot, but so few people are even willing to talk to a babyfaced, weak-chinned guy who looks like a loser.
I can barely make myself try in school anymore. Even when I study, my brain is so full of depressive thoughts that I can't remember anything I've read
It seems so obvious, but then when you bring it up it becomes socially unacceptable and everyone tries to deny it.
Nobody like ugly people. They're a pain to look at, they aren't sexy, and they often have a variety of health problems associated with being ugly. I have asthma and sleep apnea simply because both of my jaws are recessed, making me look like an inbred baby. I shouldn't even be alive in the first place, if this had been 100 years ago I would have died during childhood from allergies and illness. I hate my parents for keeping such a pathetic biological experiment alive. They couldn't have been more selfish.
Even though I have a high IQ and a "great sense of humor", it does NOT matter. I still am ignored and ridiculed for the way I look.
