bibbi
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In about a month i’m going to meet a girl i met online.
We’ve been talking for years, and I’ve basically catfished her by never showing my actual profile, using hoodies, filters, and weird lighting. At first (years ago now) i had convinced myself that I wasn’t really that far from those pictures. The filters actually changed very little about my face and yet i looked HTN+ in them, while in reality i considered myself ugly (even though every now and then I managed to get with a girl, and every single one of them made the first move).
Over the past few months this girl has started pressuring me to meet in person and that’s when i started to panic for several reasons. The main one is that, despite already being ugly before, i somehow managed to go through an insane glowdown and now I look even worse than i did back then at this point i feel like she’s losing interest because we still haven’t met, so I’m going to make one last desperate attempt.
Over the next month i’m going to get otoplasty to fix my ears and botox in my hands so they won’t sweat (yes i developed social anxiety over these years because i’ve lived like a hikikomori..), i’m also going to go to her city and meet her two nights in a row so i can use the darkness to hide some flaws, like my acne…I’ll wear a little makeup to hide my dark circles, dress the way she likes, and wear a hoodie to hide my profile because of my horrible nose(i’ll tell her i just had it redone and that the surgeon botched it, praying that she believes me)im fuckedfuckkk.
After these dates(if i somehow manage to keep her) i’ll try to get more invasive procedures to fix the more serious issues, but i seriously doubt this story is going to end well for me…
I will make an update here after the first date.
We’ve been talking for years, and I’ve basically catfished her by never showing my actual profile, using hoodies, filters, and weird lighting. At first (years ago now) i had convinced myself that I wasn’t really that far from those pictures. The filters actually changed very little about my face and yet i looked HTN+ in them, while in reality i considered myself ugly (even though every now and then I managed to get with a girl, and every single one of them made the first move).
Over the past few months this girl has started pressuring me to meet in person and that’s when i started to panic for several reasons. The main one is that, despite already being ugly before, i somehow managed to go through an insane glowdown and now I look even worse than i did back then at this point i feel like she’s losing interest because we still haven’t met, so I’m going to make one last desperate attempt.
Over the next month i’m going to get otoplasty to fix my ears and botox in my hands so they won’t sweat (yes i developed social anxiety over these years because i’ve lived like a hikikomori..), i’m also going to go to her city and meet her two nights in a row so i can use the darkness to hide some flaws, like my acne…I’ll wear a little makeup to hide my dark circles, dress the way she likes, and wear a hoodie to hide my profile because of my horrible nose(i’ll tell her i just had it redone and that the surgeon botched it, praying that she believes me)im fuckedfuckkk.
After these dates(if i somehow manage to keep her) i’ll try to get more invasive procedures to fix the more serious issues, but i seriously doubt this story is going to end well for me…
I will make an update here after the first date.
