Santimaxxing
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Some of you might remember my thread "Should I get into a LTR with a girl from uni that loves me but that I don't love back?" LTR BPD GIRL ORIGINAL THREAD
Yeah, this is the final update...
So, this girl is an engineering student, BUT has BPD. And since she saw me she wanted me to slay her. Intiutively, the second class from a subject that we have together we kissed like animals in the restroom mid-class because she invited me to do it (Via NT Indirect Coummincation that I kind of picked from social engineering).
Yeah, she wanted me to kiss her and all that shit, and the following weeks she was inviting me to her home in his town (I'm not gonna pay shit and lose my time travelling just to have sex with a bitch like her). At least we lasted a full month kissing each other everytime we had that class.
There was one day we shared together like to know more about each other (1ST UPDATE AFTER ORIGINAL THREAD), it was a wednesday and I don't know how that shit turned to be fr. I'll have to VOD Review that day with my friends instead of leaking it in this forum (At the moment). Basically that was the day she told me she had BPD and I kind of developed a negative bias towards her just for that (My bad) and that was the day I told her I may be autistic (I don't have my results from my IQ and Autism tests yet). She never seemed repeled from the fact that I'm neurodivergent but it is what it is.
I kind of messed up when I made a scene out of jealousy mid class (Via WhatsApp), I was so fucking jealous of one nigga that is in our same class that she gave more attention to than me (Which shows that it was kinda justified). I literally couldn't anymore and I called her out. At least I fingered her like 3 classes in a row while that nigga was telling her jokes and he hasn't broken the touch barrier with her (At least when we were in our situationship and that I'm aware of). When I showed her I have motherfucking boundaries and that I wasn't going to be a CUCK is the exact moment (I think) our situationship died. I mean, how can you be fucking laughing at the jokes from other motherfucker that aren't coming from the guy you're supposed to be meeting G?
By writing this paragraph I see that I didn't mess up, I was literally just holding my frame.
Holy fuck I just had a divine realization while writing this thread, I think this exact experience was what made me fail with a group of NT's last week by seeking pure revenge
(Getting called out by normies and friends for acting like a tall rich guy while being short and autistic) I was so motherfucking drunk that day I messed up with those neurotypical niggas. Holy pattern recognition.
Anyways. This girl is a fucking problem and I felt so liberated after calling her out and ending our shit right there because if I wanted to have an LTR with her (Which I was pretending to want in order to have recurring sex with her in the exact way my autistic scientific peers from forum told me to), she would have already cheated on me and this story could've been 1000x worse...
Even if she isn't very social, and told me she doesn't kiss every nigga she sees. She had 7+ red flags for a serious relationship and even for a short term relationship.
At this point I'm just thinking that every single thread that I wrote about her was an attempt to force myself to like her. (Including this thread)
I didn't find her attractive, she caught on the fact that I didn't wanted to slay her in reality and I was just using her for fun and that's why we never did shit. Well, at least we kissed for a whole month bro, I still don't know how did I pretend liking her in the first place
Conclusion: This bitch literally wanted me to slay her for her 18th birthday but I rejected her because I didn't find her sexually appealing.
Yeah, this is the final update...
So, this girl is an engineering student, BUT has BPD. And since she saw me she wanted me to slay her. Intiutively, the second class from a subject that we have together we kissed like animals in the restroom mid-class because she invited me to do it (Via NT Indirect Coummincation that I kind of picked from social engineering).
Yeah, she wanted me to kiss her and all that shit, and the following weeks she was inviting me to her home in his town (I'm not gonna pay shit and lose my time travelling just to have sex with a bitch like her). At least we lasted a full month kissing each other everytime we had that class.
There was one day we shared together like to know more about each other (1ST UPDATE AFTER ORIGINAL THREAD), it was a wednesday and I don't know how that shit turned to be fr. I'll have to VOD Review that day with my friends instead of leaking it in this forum (At the moment). Basically that was the day she told me she had BPD and I kind of developed a negative bias towards her just for that (My bad) and that was the day I told her I may be autistic (I don't have my results from my IQ and Autism tests yet). She never seemed repeled from the fact that I'm neurodivergent but it is what it is.
I kind of messed up when I made a scene out of jealousy mid class (Via WhatsApp), I was so fucking jealous of one nigga that is in our same class that she gave more attention to than me (Which shows that it was kinda justified). I literally couldn't anymore and I called her out. At least I fingered her like 3 classes in a row while that nigga was telling her jokes and he hasn't broken the touch barrier with her (At least when we were in our situationship and that I'm aware of). When I showed her I have motherfucking boundaries and that I wasn't going to be a CUCK is the exact moment (I think) our situationship died. I mean, how can you be fucking laughing at the jokes from other motherfucker that aren't coming from the guy you're supposed to be meeting G?
By writing this paragraph I see that I didn't mess up, I was literally just holding my frame.
Holy fuck I just had a divine realization while writing this thread, I think this exact experience was what made me fail with a group of NT's last week by seeking pure revenge
(Getting called out by normies and friends for acting like a tall rich guy while being short and autistic) I was so motherfucking drunk that day I messed up with those neurotypical niggas. Holy pattern recognition.Anyways. This girl is a fucking problem and I felt so liberated after calling her out and ending our shit right there because if I wanted to have an LTR with her (Which I was pretending to want in order to have recurring sex with her in the exact way my autistic scientific peers from forum told me to), she would have already cheated on me and this story could've been 1000x worse...
Even if she isn't very social, and told me she doesn't kiss every nigga she sees. She had 7+ red flags for a serious relationship and even for a short term relationship.
At this point I'm just thinking that every single thread that I wrote about her was an attempt to force myself to like her. (Including this thread)
I didn't find her attractive, she caught on the fact that I didn't wanted to slay her in reality and I was just using her for fun and that's why we never did shit. Well, at least we kissed for a whole month bro, I still don't know how did I pretend liking her in the first place
Conclusion: This bitch literally wanted me to slay her for her 18th birthday but I rejected her because I didn't find her sexually appealing.
