Clown Show
No Hair No Life
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After my traumatic childhood full of bullying, I somewhat had an ok social life in high school. I easily made male friends, interacted with foids here and there, I was a good jestermaxxer. I even had a gf for few weeks at 18yo, but don't worry, I didn't slay her because I was pussy to escalate, I was just used as training wheels, but still a foid accepted to date me for some time. I was generally socially anxious from recent traumas during that time.
But I started balding noticeably after I finished high school. From that moment on, I was utterly invisible. No one was looking at me, people generally didn't want to get to know me, no one called me to hang out, I was getting rejected 100% of the time by foids. I was in a redpill phase back then so I was always stressing about what I did wrong and how I can improve my "game" while my rich Chad friend was racking up a 100+ body count. From high school to my mid 20s, I was the most invisible man in the world.
Now, in my mid 20s, after improving my looks, frauding my hair and after aging defined my face, for the first time in my life I experienced that initial respect from other people. I am not getting clowned on in the first 5 minutes of interaction like before. Even some foids are giving me IOIs when I walk around. I am far from complete ascension or chad treatment, but it's just weird being treated like a human for the first time in my life... Are people respectful to each other like this generally? Is experiencing attention from opposite gender the normal occurrence for people or am I missing something?
Why did I have to live the entirety of my youth as a abused dog subhuman incel...
But I started balding noticeably after I finished high school. From that moment on, I was utterly invisible. No one was looking at me, people generally didn't want to get to know me, no one called me to hang out, I was getting rejected 100% of the time by foids. I was in a redpill phase back then so I was always stressing about what I did wrong and how I can improve my "game" while my rich Chad friend was racking up a 100+ body count. From high school to my mid 20s, I was the most invisible man in the world.
Now, in my mid 20s, after improving my looks, frauding my hair and after aging defined my face, for the first time in my life I experienced that initial respect from other people. I am not getting clowned on in the first 5 minutes of interaction like before. Even some foids are giving me IOIs when I walk around. I am far from complete ascension or chad treatment, but it's just weird being treated like a human for the first time in my life... Are people respectful to each other like this generally? Is experiencing attention from opposite gender the normal occurrence for people or am I missing something?
Why did I have to live the entirety of my youth as a abused dog subhuman incel...