My life has been way too difficult to ever be succesfull in life.

[Deleted member 17578]

Too much trauma and pain. Too far behind on my peers.

I noticed this especially with the 2 girls I dated and how perfect their childhoods and lives were untill they met me. It's uncompareable.
Comparing my life to that of the average dutch person is like comparing a peasant to a prince.

I don't see the point anymore of trying. I am too far gone.

Both of the girls I dated told me sex is something completely natural and normal to them. They don't even think a second of male companionship, intimacy, sex, dates, being hard to obtain. It's free, it's easy. They focus on 'more difficult' things in life.

Same with friendships and family. It is impossible to be a loner as a girl as everyone befriends girls. It's also impossible to be abused by your parents as a girl, because girls get extra empathy boost due to their gender.

Family/friends are impossible to get for me. Intimacy/Dates/Sex is impossible to get for me.

How the fuck am I supposed to ever be content with working on my carreer/status or get healthy relationships when my base is absolutely destroyed?

This is me:

Broken house, destroyed, foundation collapsing. Never give any love, care, taken care off.


This is the girls I am trying to date:

JFL honestly it's so fucking over. In every way shape and form.

I will never be considered succesfull, I will never be valued, I will never be wanted for friendship or romance. Nothing.


It's over.

 

[currylightskin]

It's never over yakhi . I've seen people who were dirt poor in Iraq and Pakistan slay lot of high status rich girls . Money is the missing piece yakhi . Maintain looks fix Brain and make money

 

[Deleted member 17578]

It's never over yakhi . I've seen people who were dirt poor in Iraq and Pakistan slay lot of high status rich girls . Money is the missing piece yakhi . Maintain looks fix Brain and make money

Impossible to fix brain. You are either priviliged with good childhood ---> good brain.

or you are fucked.


There's 0, I repeat, 0 ways to mentalmax, heal your brain. NOBODY on this forum has EVER done it.
Therapy doesnt work at all.
Drugs dont work at all

 

[Artbreeder Is Law]

I hope heaven exist for us but drugs are a good cope sometimes.

 

[currylightskin]

Impossible to fix brain. You are either priviliged with good childhood ---> good brain.

or you are fucked.


There's 0, I repeat, 0 ways to mentalmax, heal your brain. NOBODY on this forum has EVER done it.
Therapy doesnt work at all.
Drugs dont work at all

I had a shit brain myself yakhi . The human body and mind is very flexible and can't repair itself but it's hard ngl

 

[Deleted member 20370]

same man, its unfathomable how i was able to keep up with girls at this point, their lives are so rich and full of activities and friends, they are 24/7 in contact with their friends while i havent spoken to mine in months. they live alone, have jobs/uni and hobbies, while i just rot in my room most of time browsing or watching mindless shows.

its over

 

[Deleted member 23558]

Impossible to fix brain. You are either priviliged with good childhood ---> good brain.

or you are fucked.


There's 0, I repeat, 0 ways to mentalmax, heal your brain. NOBODY on this forum has EVER done it.
Therapy doesnt work at all.
Drugs dont work at all

Ritalin shrooms and ray peat supplements

 

[Deleted member 17578]

same man, its unfathomable how i was able to keep up with girls at this point, their lives are so rich and full of activities and friends, they are 24/7 in contact with their friends while i havent spoken to mine in months. they live alone, have jobs/uni and hobbies, while i just rot in my room most of time browsing or watching mindless shows.

its over

I found absolutely impossible to relate to the girls I was dating or feel at peace. I always felt like they would ditch me the moment they would ever find out about 'the real me'.

Their lives are a perfect rollercoaster, it's insane. All I do is fraud and keep my life secret. Especially my past where I was a 23yo KHHV.

If women find out about my 23yo KHHV life, it's OVER.

 

[Deleted member 20370]

I found absolutely impossible to relate to the girls I was dating or feel at peace. I always felt like they would ditch me the moment they would ever find out about 'the real me'.

Their lives are a perfect rollercoaster, it's insane. All I do is fraud and keep my life secret. Especially my past where I was a 23yo KHHV.

If women find out about my 23yo KHHV life, it's OVER.

thats why im a truthcel now, i tell them that i still live at home and have no job, makes it a lot easier for me

 

[RAITEIII]

Too much trauma and pain. Too far behind on my peers.

I noticed this especially with the 2 girls I dated and how perfect their childhoods and lives were untill they met me. It's uncompareable.
Comparing my life to that of the average dutch person is like comparing a peasant to a prince.

I don't see the point anymore of trying. I am too far gone.

Both of the girls I dated told me sex is something completely natural and normal to them. They don't even think a second of male companionship, intimacy, sex, dates, being hard to obtain. It's free, it's easy. They focus on 'more difficult' things in life.

Same with friendships and family. It is impossible to be a loner as a girl as everyone befriends girls. It's also impossible to be abused by your parents as a girl, because girls get extra empathy boost due to their gender.

Family/friends are impossible to get for me. Intimacy/Dates/Sex is impossible to get for me.

How the fuck am I supposed to ever be content with working on my carreer/status or get healthy relationships when my base is absolutely destroyed?

This is me:

Broken house, destroyed, foundation collapsing. Never give any love, care, taken care off.


This is the girls I am trying to date:

JFL honestly it's so fucking over. In every way shape and form.

I will never be considered succesfull, I will never be valued, I will never be wanted for friendship or romance. Nothing.


It's over.

Leave the past. Own it. Accept it was fucked up but think of yourself as someone else. You want him to work towards present and improvement.

 

[JovenCansao]

Same with friendships and family. It is impossible to be a loner as a girl as everyone befriends girls. It's also impossible to be abused by your parents as a girl, because girls get extra empathy boost due to their gender.

This is the reason why I am blackpilled. The unfairness is just too much.

 

[Prettyboy]

The Maslow pyramid doesn’t lie. If you struggled all your life to attain sex, realistically there’s a very slim chance of you ever pursuing higher levels, let alone reaching self-actualization at the top

 

[Deleted member 16501]

No joke I felt this way for years- especially like 2015 to even early last year.

If you keep going in the right direction though, you'll heal those parts.

You may be behind your peers but you'll stop caring because it will be your own journey

 

[RAITEIII]

Too much trauma and pain. Too far behind on my peers.

I noticed this especially with the 2 girls I dated and how perfect their childhoods and lives were untill they met me. It's uncompareable.
Comparing my life to that of the average dutch person is like comparing a peasant to a prince.

I don't see the point anymore of trying. I am too far gone.

Both of the girls I dated told me sex is something completely natural and normal to them. They don't even think a second of male companionship, intimacy, sex, dates, being hard to obtain. It's free, it's easy. They focus on 'more difficult' things in life.

Same with friendships and family. It is impossible to be a loner as a girl as everyone befriends girls. It's also impossible to be abused by your parents as a girl, because girls get extra empathy boost due to their gender.

Family/friends are impossible to get for me. Intimacy/Dates/Sex is impossible to get for me.

How the fuck am I supposed to ever be content with working on my carreer/status or get healthy relationships when my base is absolutely destroyed?

This is me:

Broken house, destroyed, foundation collapsing. Never give any love, care, taken care off.


This is the girls I am trying to date:

JFL honestly it's so fucking over. In every way shape and form.

I will never be considered succesfull, I will never be valued, I will never be wanted for friendship or romance. Nothing.


It's over.

Also come to the DMs I'm giving therapy to users I like tbh ngl

 

[Deleted member 25059]

Also come to the DMs I'm giving therapy to users I like tbh ngl

you mean you collecting intel

 

[max_frisch]

these threads are procrastination
you need to focuse on university

 

[BoneDensity]

The game was rigged from the start.

 

[Mediterranean]

How can it be over if it never began

Fr tho women arent everything in life you need to find something else to focus on

 

[User49]

real

drug addict mom passed away when i was 4, stepbrother was chad and brutally mogged my life, childhood bullying, stepmom don’t give a fuck about me, extreme paranoia, loneliness.

Everyday i fight the urge to not give up

 

[RAITEIII]

these threads are procrastination
you need to focuse on university

It's not u need to let it out.

This is and CPTSD groups are virtually the only places were we can be heard.

@MoggerGaston Look into CPTSD

 

[Deleted member 23483]

Same with friendships and family. It is impossible to be a loner as a girl as everyone befriends girls. It's also impossible to be abused by your parents as a girl, because girls get extra empathy boost due to their gender.

Wtf are you on?????
I know women who were literally RAPED by their fathers, in fact, I remember you saying once that if you had a daughter you'd fck her.
And most fathers probably have that same mentality, men are sick asf. Most women have daddy issues, Being a woman sucks cock.

As to the rest, If i remember correctly you are white, blue-eyed, CHAD and you claim to have had TWO relationships? Like...many people here are KISSLESS virgins, you know?? What else do you want???

 

[Sleeper]

This shouldnt be of any surprise, you're living in the most feminised and gynocentric era thats ever existed in human history which means your entire country revolves entirely around bowing to the whims of the average woman while treating the average man like dogshit. Theres a reason why every civilisation thats ever existed has strictly fought to prevent this exact outcome from ever happening. As long as you're not a bottom 10% guy then if you had lived at literally any other stage in the past then you'd have been married at 20 whether you even wanted it or not

 

[max_frisch]

It's not u need to let it out.

This is and CPTSD groups are virtually the only places were we can be heard.

@MoggerGaston Look into CPTSD

op spends his whole time shitposting and analysing what went wrong in his life. its like a record is broken and plays the same song over and over.

the truth is op needs to stop overanalysing. he needs to stop to feel sorry for himself. what done is done.

he needs to put on the autopilot and just do university stuff without thinking of anything else. he must act and think like a robot with no feeling. is there a drug for that?

 

[aBetterMii]

Its so hard just talking to girls and even normies when they talk about visting all these foriegn places and seeing all these awesome natural wonders. Ive never left the states, Ive only ever even left my time zone once. Socioeconomic mog is the hardest growing up, and contributes hugely to NT. I could have done track or sumn in HS, but instead had to work otherwhise i wouldnt be able to afford jack shit going out with friends or ubers or dinner or movies or vidya. Its beyond over

 

[aBetterMii]

op spends his whole time shitposting and analysing what went wrong in his life. its like a record is broken and plays the same song over and over.

the truth is op needs to stop overanalysing. he needs to stop to feel sorry for himself. what done is done.

he needs to put on the autopilot and just do university stuff without thinking of anything else. he must act and think like a robot with no feeling. is there a drug for that?

Most anti depressants lol

 

[Deleted member 17578]

No joke I felt this way for years- especially like 2015 to even early last year.

If you keep going in the right direction though, you'll heal those parts.

You may be behind your peers but you'll stop caring because it will be your own journey

I feel completely frozen in time. 0 spiritual/mental progress for a decade. Just oldceldom slowly chipping away at my brain.

 

[Deleted member 23974]

Thank you for writing this thread @MoggerGaston , coming from another abused dog.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

It's not u need to let it out.

This is and CPTSD groups are virtually the only places were we can be heard.

@MoggerGaston Look into CPTSD

my psychologist diagnosed me with c-ptsd. But I never felt like therapy was helping me heal/recover.

 

[Deleted member 16501]

I feel completely frozen in time. 0 spiritual/mental progress for a decade. Just oldceldom slowly chipping away at my brain.

Pain and suffering is part of spiritual progress. You're in that right now.
Some of the posts you've written about how hopeless it is, reminds me exactly of where I was earlier last year

Once you learn to let go of any external results, then things will change.

 

[Deleted member 16501]

This book helped me last year

A Separate Reality

Carlos Castaneda takes the reader into the very heart of sorcery, challenging both imagination and reason, shaking the very foundations o...

www.goodreads.com

 

[RAITEIII]

? What else do you want???

Peace of mind and reasonable happiness

 

[RAITEIII]

my psychologist diagnosed me with c-ptsd. But I never felt like therapy was helping me heal/recover.

What type of therapy did he offer what did you want. Come to the DMs bro so we can talk

 

[ifyouwannabemylover]

great analogy and very true

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Wtf are you on?????
I know women who were literally RAPED by their fathers

doesnt happen in developed countries, thus therefore irrelevant for me

, in fact, I remember you saying once that if you had a daughter you'd fck her.
And most fathers probably have that same mentality, men are sick asf. Most women have daddy issues, Being a woman sucks cock.

As to the rest, If i remember correctly you are white, blue-eyed, CHAD and you claim to have had TWO relationships? Like...many people here are KISSLESS virgins, you know?? What else do you want???

I am truecel

 

[ascension]

I know women who were literally RAPED by their fathers

Very very small percentage of women are raped by their fathers.

And most fathers probably have that same mentality, men are sick asf. Most women have daddy issues, Being a woman sucks cock.

You just said that most fathers want to rape their daughters, you are totally fucked in the head. "Men are sick asf " You just outed yourself as a bitter feminist trying to "infiltrate" this site jfl. Go and suck some Chad cock to calm yourself down.

 

[Deleted member 24671]

get up first br0

 

[Deleted member 17578]

op spends his whole time shitposting and analysing what went wrong in his life. its like a record is broken and plays the same song over and over.

the truth is op needs to stop overanalysing. he needs to stop to feel sorry for himself. what done is done.

he needs to put on the autopilot and just do university stuff without thinking of anything else. he must act and think like a robot with no feeling. is there a drug for that?

There's no peace.

Even if I pass uni courses. I feel the exact same, broken.

Even when I managed to get a nice part-time job to help me fund myl ifestyle. I felt broken.

Even when I had those 2 relationships, I felt broken and destroyed.

What's the point of the grind, if you know that even with success you won't progress spiritually

 

[Deleted member 21735]

never dated anything

 

[Deleted member 17578]

never dated anything

its impossible to cope with not being a woman and having social+sexual validation guaranteed by simply existing.

nothing being a male has to offer comes close to that.

 

[Deleted member 20399]

Too much trauma and pain. Too far behind on my peers.

I noticed this especially with the 2 girls I dated and how perfect their childhoods and lives were untill they met me. It's uncompareable.
Comparing my life to that of the average dutch person is like comparing a peasant to a prince.

I don't see the point anymore of trying. I am too far gone.

Both of the girls I dated told me sex is something completely natural and normal to them. They don't even think a second of male companionship, intimacy, sex, dates, being hard to obtain. It's free, it's easy. They focus on 'more difficult' things in life.

Same with friendships and family. It is impossible to be a loner as a girl as everyone befriends girls. It's also impossible to be abused by your parents as a girl, because girls get extra empathy boost due to their gender.

Family/friends are impossible to get for me. Intimacy/Dates/Sex is impossible to get for me.

How the fuck am I supposed to ever be content with working on my carreer/status or get healthy relationships when my base is absolutely destroyed?

This is me:

Broken house, destroyed, foundation collapsing. Never give any love, care, taken care off.


This is the girls I am trying to date:

JFL honestly it's so fucking over. In every way shape and form.

I will never be considered succesfull, I will never be valued, I will never be wanted for friendship or romance. Nothing.


It's over.

High quality post

 

[user1728482728]

Pathetic narcissistic loser mindset tbh

Incels just love to play the victim

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Pathetic narcissistic loser mindset tbh

Incels just love to play the victim

I wanna be like most girls. 0 Trauma. 0 Abuse. Life is a fairytale.

 

[user1728482728]

High quality post

It’s not at all retard. Incels love to pretend they are the victim as an excuse to explain their shitty lives and deflect all responsibility.

NO ONE can cause you to behave any certain way except for yourself.

 

[user1728482728]

I wanna be like most girls. 0 Trauma. 0 Abuse. Life is a fairytale.

Nobody ever said life as a man was easy. Sounds like you have a sissy mindset. Why not just start on estrogen and take it up the ass already?

 

[Deleted member 20399]

It’s not at all retard. Incels love to pretend they are the victim as an excuse to explain their shitty lives and deflect all responsibility.

NO ONE can cause you to behave any certain way except for yourself.

Yes it was, especially the house bit

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Nobody ever said life as a man was easy.

That's literally what society tells you all the fucking time lmao. Do you live in a cave?

 

[user1728482728]

That's literally what society tells you all the fucking time lmao. Do you live in a cave?

Try listening to some Andrew Tate

Society owes you nothing. You have to go out and create your own dream life. You can’t expect whatever you want to fall into your lap.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Try listening to some Andrew Tate

Society owes you nothing. You have to go out and create your own dream life. You can’t expect whatever you want to fall into your lap.

just spam more platitudes with 0 bearing to real life.

I outperformed 99% of people my age in academia. It amounted to nothing.
In first year I was the strongest rower in my rowing team. It amounted to nothing.

etc etc. It's all meaningless when you are not privileged. Nothing that you do has any impact on your life quality.

 

[Deleted member 20652]

I feel your pain bro . If the pain gets unbearable you could get on opioids bro

Opioids heal emotional pain the same way it heals physical pain.

//Thomas DOM

 

[Deleted member 24940]

I feel this so much, my childhood was shit and my paki parents were abusive subhumans who regularly beat me and verbally abused/degraded me ruining my self esteem. I hate immigrants because of them.