truecel_KHHV
“Visage is the chief arbiter of a man’s fortune.”
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Hi. I’m typing this at 9:25pm, my dad left and went to another country at 7am today. He took all the money, all child benefits and everything, nothing is under my moms name and before leaving on the plane he recorded a voicenote explaining how my mom ruined everything, even tho he was the one that was abusing my mom mentally and physically for the past 6 years, my mom is already on anti depressants and alot of other medical drugs, my sister is 17 and will turn 18 in a month, after she hits 18 she will be able to try to claim benefits and maybe start working, my mom already works and isn’t eligible to claim and we have no idea what we will do for this month. My dad paid the mortgage, I’m kind of glad he left. I have PTSD, my mom is diagnosed with depression and my sister has panic attacks. My life has already been torment and hell. I’ve been bullied in school just to come back to a broken home. I knew something was off, my dad also talked abt how my grandmother ruined the house, which isn’t true at all, she was the only reason my mom was still with him, my grandmother is one of my most beloved people on this earth. The only reason I havnt committed suicide is becuase of the few beloved people. I feel that my world is nothing but torture while people live their best lives, for goodness sake Elliot Rodger had a better life than me. I’ve never been closer to committing than I am now. Roping is my only way out of this. Why did god punish me like this? Why is the life of a chad or even a normie better than mine?

