My longtime depression keeps growing rapidly

[kababcel]

Man, i dont feel wellI try to act like idc but everytime I login on the Internet and see happy couples or slays or when im walking down the street and I see a lovely couple with kids, I get extreme ropefuel
Why cant it be me? Just why, its gotten so bad that im considering making an account on .is

 

[kababcel]

Nirvana MTVA unplugged is honestly tearing me up, such beautiful music, I wish Kurt didnt die, so much talent gone way too early....

 

[kababcel]

Brutal everyone dnr, proofs how much subhuman I am

 

[Mogger]

How old are u

 

[CorinthianLOX]

Same. I’ve grown more tired day after day

 

[kababcel]

How old are u

Just hit 20 last month, its brutal how almost everyone is younger than me and how they had experiences with teenage love, I never experienced that

 

[Mogger]

Just hit 20 last month, its brutal how almost everyone is younger than me and how they had experiences with teenage love, I never experienced that

20 is still your prime. Don’t get on .is btw it’s just a dopamine trap