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I dont know what it is, im not trying to sound edgy/corny but this is geniunly me.
I litereally hate everyone and everybody around me, i have deep hatred toward every race, towards Lgbtq people towards whores towards alot of women even towards my own people, i hate my friends my family my teachers everyone at my school and my life is a living hell.
I cut off my sister and havent talked with her in 2 years, i hate my father and i dont like to talk with my mother. now i might sound like a bitch but i got a shit ton of family problems, so trust me i dont hate them because they ¨¨hit¨¨ me or something like that, i hate them because they destroyed my life ever since i was 5 years old.
Growing up i grew up in the worst place ever, i was born in 2011 in syria raqqa, i was born litereally 2 weeks before the syrian civil war begun which was considered one of the worst wars in the 2000s. I stayed in syria untill 2017 and troughout those 6 years it was HELL, i still got childhood drama from all the bombs and shootings i heard, i still remember to this day walking past a beheaded guy who was just left in the streets.
I barely like my religion, im muslim but the stuff that happened to me and around me, how can i belive in god after he puts me trough all these stuff? it geniunly tiring.
Irl i barely socialise, i leave the house only to go to school and i have a special class since im very neurodrivgent, so i start at 8 and end school at 12 (4 hours)
After going home i do nothing beside get on my pc, i do have some hobbies which is programming which helped me earn some money but beside that theres nothing.
Im insecure asf about my looks, and i already accepted the fact its over for me, my height is average (5'10 at 15) and beside that theres nothing good in my life.
In school i dont talk with people or anyone, i barely socialise or do anything.
Im very neudrovigent i cant talk with people i cant hold eye contact my doctor gave me 20 diffeent adhd meds which did absolutely nothing to me.
My grades suck im failling every class and theres geniunly nothing good in my life.
Why was i born like this? why couldnt i just have a happy life like everyone else, everyday i feel more and more like a incel (if im not already one)
If you ever feel sad, just be happy your not me
i feel like a bitch typing this but my life been hell on earth for the past 3 years.
There ton of bad stuff which happened to me but i dont even wanna mention them here.
I dont even considere myself a incel, since a incel only problem is looking like a subhuman and not having any sexual activities with females, i wish that was my only problem.
I hope reincarnation is real and i reincarnate as a rich 6'3 chad.
I litereally hate everyone and everybody around me, i have deep hatred toward every race, towards Lgbtq people towards whores towards alot of women even towards my own people, i hate my friends my family my teachers everyone at my school and my life is a living hell.
I cut off my sister and havent talked with her in 2 years, i hate my father and i dont like to talk with my mother. now i might sound like a bitch but i got a shit ton of family problems, so trust me i dont hate them because they ¨¨hit¨¨ me or something like that, i hate them because they destroyed my life ever since i was 5 years old.
Growing up i grew up in the worst place ever, i was born in 2011 in syria raqqa, i was born litereally 2 weeks before the syrian civil war begun which was considered one of the worst wars in the 2000s. I stayed in syria untill 2017 and troughout those 6 years it was HELL, i still got childhood drama from all the bombs and shootings i heard, i still remember to this day walking past a beheaded guy who was just left in the streets.
I barely like my religion, im muslim but the stuff that happened to me and around me, how can i belive in god after he puts me trough all these stuff? it geniunly tiring.
Irl i barely socialise, i leave the house only to go to school and i have a special class since im very neurodrivgent, so i start at 8 and end school at 12 (4 hours)
After going home i do nothing beside get on my pc, i do have some hobbies which is programming which helped me earn some money but beside that theres nothing.
Im insecure asf about my looks, and i already accepted the fact its over for me, my height is average (5'10 at 15) and beside that theres nothing good in my life.
In school i dont talk with people or anyone, i barely socialise or do anything.
Im very neudrovigent i cant talk with people i cant hold eye contact my doctor gave me 20 diffeent adhd meds which did absolutely nothing to me.
My grades suck im failling every class and theres geniunly nothing good in my life.
Why was i born like this? why couldnt i just have a happy life like everyone else, everyday i feel more and more like a incel (if im not already one)
If you ever feel sad, just be happy your not me
i feel like a bitch typing this but my life been hell on earth for the past 3 years.
There ton of bad stuff which happened to me but i dont even wanna mention them here.
I dont even considere myself a incel, since a incel only problem is looking like a subhuman and not having any sexual activities with females, i wish that was my only problem.
I hope reincarnation is real and i reincarnate as a rich 6'3 chad.
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