MY MOM FOUND HER STOLEN MAKEUP N MY BATHROOM

[iblameice]

- be me; want to softmax with a little eyebrow pencil or wtv that shit is to try and hide my atrociously recessed brow ridge
- get kicked out of house because dad wants stupid custody (i'm always passed around like a dog, too low T for my voice to be heard)
- mom cleans house and goes through all of my shit while i am away
- come back home, go to use bathroom, find makeup pencil sharpened and sitting on my bathroom counter, sneering at me

my mom probably thinks i'm an autistic boykisser now. i just want to be dimorphic and not have to feel bad when people are nearby me and forced to have me in their eyeline. i wish i could wear a bag over my head all day. she hasn't said a fucking word to me about it. i just took it & hid that shit elsewhere idek what to do atp.

WHY COULDN'T I JUST BE BORN HUMAN LIKE THE REST OF YOU FUCK MY STUPID LIFE I WISH SHE GAVE ME THE INSURED HGH THERAPY I SO DESPERATELY NEEDED AT AGE 9 IT'S SO FUCKING OVER

 

[Tigermoggerlol]

- be me; want to softmax with a little eyebrow pencil or wtv that shit is to try and hide my atrociously recessed brow ridge
- get kicked out of house because dad wants stupid custody (i'm always passed around like a dog, too low T for my voice to be heard)
- mom cleans house and goes through all of my shit while i am away
- come back home, go to use bathroom, find makeup pencil sharpened and sitting on my bathroom counter, sneering at me

my mom probably thinks i'm an autistic boykisser now. i just want to be dimorphic and not have to feel bad when people are nearby me and forced to have me in their eyeline. i wish i could wear a bag over my head all day. she hasn't said a fucking word to me about it. i just took it & hid that shit elsewhere idek what to do atp.

WHY COULDN'T I JUST BE BORN HUMAN LIKE THE REST OF YOU FUCK MY STUPID LIFE I WISH SHE GAVE ME THE INSURED HGH THERAPY I SO DESPERATELY NEEDED AT AGE 9 IT'S SO FUCKING OVER

Similar shit happended to me, I bought a countour, make up blender, lip plumper, mascara and brow pencil. And my mom found that bitch and threw it away

 

[enochian]

I’m sorry

 

[iblameice]

Similar shit happended to me, I bought a countour, make up blender, lip plumper, mascara and brow pencil. And my mom found that bitch and threw it away

at least she has the decency to question your homo behavior and reject it; mine fucking SHARPENED. IT. it's bad enough that i look like an ugly twink, you probably framemog your mom so hard & ur jacked too with hella foids coming over all the time.

all i have are my studies and my bullshit contact sport where i pay/volunteer to get bullied, beat up. and tossed around by these 6'2+ mtns & htns for hours. every moment of every day feels like it's just to mock me. jfl at my pathetic existence. i can't wait to leave this place

 

[Tigermoggerlol]

at least she has the decency to question your homo behavior and reject it; mine fucking SHARPENED. IT. it's bad enough that i look like an ugly twink, you probably framemog your mom so hard & ur jacked too with hella foids coming over all the time.

all i have are my studies and my bullshit contact sport where i pay/volunteer to get bullied, beat up. and tossed around by these 6'2+ mtns & htns for hours. every moment of every day feels like it's just to mock me. jfl at my pathetic existence. i can't wait to leave this place

Nigga no girls come to my place lmao. But that's brutal dude

 

[iblameice]

I’m sorry

jfl at my life. the least i can do with it is provide a quick surge of serotonin & dopamine for others, i'm just a laughing stock for everyone to point and gape at. i'm always scared the makeup will smear anyways and everyone will point at me. i wish it was like the covid era again so no one had to look at my face and i could LDAR in my room all day on this forum and maybe do something useful with my life.

i'm going to ask my therapist for anti-depressants & anxiolytics asap i can't take this shit anymore i hate my chud life. it's over, but i wish it was ACTUALLY over. think i almost cried when i woke up today as i realized i have to endure another 18 hours of this bullshit

 

[iblameice]

Nigga no girls come to my place lmao. But that's brutal dude

i appreciate it, but there's really no need to spare me from the truth. i'm interpreting this as you simply go to theirs instead

 

[enochian]

jfl at my life. the least i can do with it is provide a quick surge of serotonin & dopamine for others, i'm just a laughing stock for everyone to point and gape at. i'm always scared the makeup will smear anyways and everyone will point at me. i wish it was like the covid era again so no one had to look at my face and i could LDAR in my room all day on this forum and maybe do something useful with my life.

i'm going to ask my therapist for anti-depressants & anxiolytics asap i can't take this shit anymore i hate my chud life. it's over, but i wish it was ACTUALLY over. think i almost cried when i woke up today as i realized i have to endure another 18 hours of this bullshit

psych med damage is another hell so be careful what u use to cope

 

[Tigermoggerlol]

i appreciate it, but there's really no need to spare me from the truth. i'm interpreting this as you simply go to theirs instead

No Ive never been to a girls house before and they've never been to mine

 

[Framem4xx]

thats lowk gay ngl

 

[Fusionxz]

if it makes you feel better I am a failure

 

[matiaslikeseveryone]

- be me; want to softmax with a little eyebrow pencil or wtv that shit is to try and hide my atrociously recessed brow ridge
- get kicked out of house because dad wants stupid custody (i'm always passed around like a dog, too low T for my voice to be heard)
- mom cleans house and goes through all of my shit while i am away
- come back home, go to use bathroom, find makeup pencil sharpened and sitting on my bathroom counter, sneering at me

my mom probably thinks i'm an autistic boykisser now. i just want to be dimorphic and not have to feel bad when people are nearby me and forced to have me in their eyeline. i wish i could wear a bag over my head all day. she hasn't said a fucking word to me about it. i just took it & hid that shit elsewhere idek what to do atp.

WHY COULDN'T I JUST BE BORN HUMAN LIKE THE REST OF YOU FUCK MY STUPID LIFE I WISH SHE GAVE ME THE INSURED HGH THERAPY I SO DESPERATELY NEEDED AT AGE 9 IT'S SO FUCKING OVER

boykisser

 

[iblameice]

if it makes you feel better I am a failure

i doubt it. you’re probably so successful in life to the point that your perception of failure is a goal beyond my wildest dreams.

 

[Fusionxz]

i doubt it. you’re probably so successful in life to the point that your perception of failure is a goal beyond my wildest dreams.

i haven't done one thing successfully

 

[Lefty Rankin]

- be me; want to softmax with a little eyebrow pencil or wtv that shit is to try and hide my atrociously recessed brow ridge
- get kicked out of house because dad wants stupid custody (i'm always passed around like a dog, too low T for my voice to be heard)
- mom cleans house and goes through all of my shit while i am away
- come back home, go to use bathroom, find makeup pencil sharpened and sitting on my bathroom counter, sneering at me

my mom probably thinks i'm an autistic boykisser now. i just want to be dimorphic and not have to feel bad when people are nearby me and forced to have me in their eyeline. i wish i could wear a bag over my head all day. she hasn't said a fucking word to me about it. i just took it & hid that shit elsewhere idek what to do atp.

WHY COULDN'T I JUST BE BORN HUMAN LIKE THE REST OF YOU FUCK MY STUPID LIFE I WISH SHE GAVE ME THE INSURED HGH THERAPY I SO DESPERATELY NEEDED AT AGE 9 IT'S SO FUCKING OVER

I stole your mom's makeup one time lol.

 

[iblameice]

boykisser

i hope something annoying happens to you today and you have to deal with it /j

 

[matiaslikeseveryone]

i hope something annoying happens to you today and you have to deal with it /j

I lost my tongue scraper

 

[iblameice]

psych med damage is another hell so be careful what u use to cope

no my psych is a literal einstein, i’ve never met anyone smarter than him. i doubt he will fuck me over i like him

 

[iblameice]

I lost my tongue scraper

ha i used mine this morning (not like any foids will get close enough to me to notice)

 

[iblameice]

i haven't done one thing successfully

don’t say that i’m sure you have. you’ve likely accomplished more than me anyway. high school is a waste of time if that’s what you’re feeling down about

 

[iblameice]

I stole your mom's makeup one time lol.

is this the 6’2 chad boyfriend she’s with after producing me from my 5’6 dad, coming to my safe space and continuing to mock me here, too??

 

[Lefty Rankin]

is this the 6’2 chad boyfriend she’s with after producing me from my 5’6 dad, coming to my safe space and continuing to mock me here, too??

Nah, I'm only 6'0".

 

[iblameice]

Nah, I'm only 6'0".

caging

i’m measured 5’7” but i’m pretty sure it’s because my pediatrician pitied me and rounded or something

 

[Franky]

She will think you are gay lol

 

[iblameice]

She will think you are gay lol

she DOES think i’m gay. she’s already sharpened it and laid it out for me. my past two LTRs probably mean nothing at this point. i’m most likely just an ugly, manlet boy kisser in her eyes

 

[Franky]

she DOES think i’m gay. she’s already sharpened it and laid it out for me. my past two LTRs probably mean nothing at this point. i’m most likely just an ugly, manlet boy kisser in her eyes

so brutal that i can’t read anymore bhai