Blackpill (MY MOST BLACKPILLED THREAD) What chain of events made you finally swallow the blackpill? - Larsanova69

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I always got treated bad because i was ''the ugly kid'' when younger , had an unibrow crooked teeth with a big gap between the front, fat aka i looked uncanny
had huge ass brows like now but didnt look good on a child
View attachment 1684102

alot of people were always making fun of my unibrow and doing rude shit like giving out candy except me because i had an unibrow, i was done with that shit and grapped a scizor when i was 12 removed it and everyone already started to treat me better, i always knew looks mattered because i saw the girls were friendlier to the boys they saw as good looking. atleast i was the classclown my whole life (still am) so i still had alot of friends

i had a very big crush on a girl when i was like 11 and everyone was just making fun of it, that i was too ugly for her out of pity she faked our ''relationship'' for one day to screw those people and she later that day asked me to be in a relationship, i was soo fucking happy could dance for dance and my mother was so happy for days

i bought daily presents for her, like chocolate bars or cheap ass chains but she cheated on me and told my friends she never liked me and took with me out of pitty

later when i went to highschool i kinda got less ''fat'' because i got in puberty but yeah still ugly ass teeth
got my braces in the first year and started to look alphaM and teachingmenfashion daily and searching on youtube how to get better looking, found all those copes like wear red , smize in photos (squinting) get a good hairstyle, showed that hairstyle to my friends but they said: he has that face and you dont

in middle highschool i kinda started to get those bluepilled improvements, like style i was the guy with another style than another guys i weared dress shirts and started to style my hair better made better photos and some girls started to comment on my instagram, i was like wtf why do they comment

than i started to get addicted to that attention so much i was talking with 5 girls a day in instagram DM,

than Acne came and kinda ruined my 14-17 for me , my whole face was all under it and everytime i had one i removed it harshfully that resulted in scars that lasted for 4+ months, stupid asfuck i didnt dare to talk to those girls on insta dm anymore because of my acne and i just got even fatter during that time

photos of 3 school years: View attachment 1684119
already got good teeth but no one mentioned it because i was ugly in their eyes:blackpill:

When i turned 16 we were allowed to go clubbing i went out with my friends and they all got succes and i was also trying, but girls just gave me that look like: what are you even doing here you are ugly asfuck when i was talking for like 30 seconds with a girl another 5'7 guy with glasses approached her and kissed her and i was just dying inside again and when i talked with her again after she kissed she said please go away, everytime when i came drunk home i just felt deadinside and putted my unused condoms again away, also when we went out drinking with a slutty girl (also ugly asfuck) she said she would fuck alot of guys tonight but she said in my face i wouldnt fuck you(still in my head that moment)

at 17 i finished highschool and here in the netherlands we go on a holiday with friends, usally everyone from the netherlands goes to the same place ( albufeira , lloret de mar or chersonissos) i went to albufeira and my acne is always less bad in the summer, a big girl approached me and just kissed me out of nowhere, she bited like 10 times on my tongue, but i didnt care a girl finally saw something in me, after that kiss i was like damn i missed out on something my whole life and began to approach girls better in the club, i just danced with them and having fun instead of just walking there like a creep, next day a new girl arrived at my place and we drinked togheter and went to the same club and i kissed her when we got inside, it was great. but she said she wanted to find her friends and i was just looking from 15 meters away and she kissed another small guy with also glasses. kinda got mad inside, and she also fucked him that night. the next days she ignored me hard and i didnt care, lets move on i kissed some other girls( all low tier normie girls btw) and on one night a girl agreed to go to her place i was like: I DID IT , we went to her place but she forgot her keys so we went to my place but one of my friends always brought that boring ass girl home that wanted to leave at 3 instead of 6 than we just kissed infront of our door and i just went down with my hands in her pants and i fingered a girl for the first time (it is lower than you think :lul:) than she said is it a good place to fuck here and i was like hmm we can go to the beach ( like 50 meters away) so we walked there but there were alot of people chilling there, than she just said i leave and my night was over.
photo of me there: View attachment 1684111

after that vaccation i loved that vallidation, something i never had in my life, always being mistreated because of the looks i knew i was being mistreated because of my acne and being fat but my high ass ego couldnt motivate myself to push my weightloss ( i tried to do waterfasting when i was 16 but all my friends refused me to do it)
but i finally started to pay for my acne i did chemical peels every month to stop the acne, i tried benzoyl peroxide, antibiotics , only refused accutane because i couldnt drink for one year, so i did the chemical peels and it started to get something better searched everyday on reddit and got on the subreddit amiguly just posted my photo there and people were just bluepilling me, than i found truerateme and got rated a 4, View attachment 1684107

photo after my acne: treatment: View attachment 1684116 (started to do curly hair, always had curls didnt know i got them i used the wrong shampoo and blowdried my hair)
my ego broke after truerateme but people said i had alot of potential because of the good eyearea, another guy posted something about ''looksmaxxing'' in the title so i search that on


google and i found this site

and from there my life changed sooo fucking much,
people around started me treat me soo much better, people sayed i was an idiot 2 years ago but now i am chill and funny (i only changed my looks:blackpill:) my family says everytime i need to apply for modelcasting instead of saying you are a funny guy, my mom asked my dad when i was younger: Lars is very handsome right, and my dad was like: ...yeaah and my mom got mad at him saying that.( also broke my heart) and now he is everyday mirin me saying he want to take pics of me to send to modelagencies lmao, girls always want to keep on with the conversation, some stacy want to cheat on me with their normie BF

AKA i am blackpilled asfuck and my life changed for the better and my life is soooo fucking fun rn
View attachment 1684120

-Lars :)

@PapiMew
Best softmaxx ascencion on this forum


We should do a top 10 overall ascencions (hardmaxx/softmaxx)
 
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Being ugly and fat as a kid now I'm a normie and it not even close to enough
 
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I always got treated bad because i was ''the ugly kid'' when younger , had an unibrow crooked teeth with a big gap between the front, fat aka i looked uncanny
had huge ass brows like now but didnt look good on a child
View attachment 1684102

alot of people were always making fun of my unibrow and doing rude shit like giving out candy except me because i had an unibrow, i was done with that shit and grapped a scizor when i was 12 removed it and everyone already started to treat me better, i always knew looks mattered because i saw the girls were friendlier to the boys they saw as good looking. atleast i was the classclown my whole life (still am) so i still had alot of friends

i had a very big crush on a girl when i was like 11 and everyone was just making fun of it, that i was too ugly for her out of pity she faked our ''relationship'' for one day to screw those people and she later that day asked me to be in a relationship, i was soo fucking happy could dance for dance and my mother was so happy for days

i bought daily presents for her, like chocolate bars or cheap ass chains but she cheated on me and told my friends she never liked me and took with me out of pitty

later when i went to highschool i kinda got less ''fat'' because i got in puberty but yeah still ugly ass teeth
got my braces in the first year and started to look alphaM and teachingmenfashion daily and searching on youtube how to get better looking, found all those copes like wear red , smize in photos (squinting) get a good hairstyle, showed that hairstyle to my friends but they said: he has that face and you dont

in middle highschool i kinda started to get those bluepilled improvements, like style i was the guy with another style than another guys i weared dress shirts and started to style my hair better made better photos and some girls started to comment on my instagram, i was like wtf why do they comment

than i started to get addicted to that attention so much i was talking with 5 girls a day in instagram DM,

than Acne came and kinda ruined my 14-17 for me , my whole face was all under it and everytime i had one i removed it harshfully that resulted in scars that lasted for 4+ months, stupid asfuck i didnt dare to talk to those girls on insta dm anymore because of my acne and i just got even fatter during that time

photos of 3 school years: View attachment 1684119
already got good teeth but no one mentioned it because i was ugly in their eyes:blackpill:

When i turned 16 we were allowed to go clubbing i went out with my friends and they all got succes and i was also trying, but girls just gave me that look like: what are you even doing here you are ugly asfuck when i was talking for like 30 seconds with a girl another 5'7 guy with glasses approached her and kissed her and i was just dying inside again and when i talked with her again after she kissed she said please go away, everytime when i came drunk home i just felt deadinside and putted my unused condoms again away, also when we went out drinking with a slutty girl (also ugly asfuck) she said she would fuck alot of guys tonight but she said in my face i wouldnt fuck you(still in my head that moment)

at 17 i finished highschool and here in the netherlands we go on a holiday with friends, usally everyone from the netherlands goes to the same place ( albufeira , lloret de mar or chersonissos) i went to albufeira and my acne is always less bad in the summer, a big girl approached me and just kissed me out of nowhere, she bited like 10 times on my tongue, but i didnt care a girl finally saw something in me, after that kiss i was like damn i missed out on something my whole life and began to approach girls better in the club, i just danced with them and having fun instead of just walking there like a creep, next day a new girl arrived at my place and we drinked togheter and went to the same club and i kissed her when we got inside, it was great. but she said she wanted to find her friends and i was just looking from 15 meters away and she kissed another small guy with also glasses. kinda got mad inside, and she also fucked him that night. the next days she ignored me hard and i didnt care, lets move on i kissed some other girls( all low tier normie girls btw) and on one night a girl agreed to go to her place i was like: I DID IT , we went to her place but she forgot her keys so we went to my place but one of my friends always brought that boring ass girl home that wanted to leave at 3 instead of 6 than we just kissed infront of our door and i just went down with my hands in her pants and i fingered a girl for the first time (it is lower than you think :lul:) than she said is it a good place to fuck here and i was like hmm we can go to the beach ( like 50 meters away) so we walked there but there were alot of people chilling there, than she just said i leave and my night was over.
photo of me there: View attachment 1684111

after that vaccation i loved that vallidation, something i never had in my life, always being mistreated because of the looks i knew i was being mistreated because of my acne and being fat but my high ass ego couldnt motivate myself to push my weightloss ( i tried to do waterfasting when i was 16 but all my friends refused me to do it)
but i finally started to pay for my acne i did chemical peels every month to stop the acne, i tried benzoyl peroxide, antibiotics , only refused accutane because i couldnt drink for one year, so i did the chemical peels and it started to get something better searched everyday on reddit and got on the subreddit amiguly just posted my photo there and people were just bluepilling me, than i found truerateme and got rated a 4, View attachment 1684107

photo after my acne: treatment: View attachment 1684116 (started to do curly hair, always had curls didnt know i got them i used the wrong shampoo and blowdried my hair)
my ego broke after truerateme but people said i had alot of potential because of the good eyearea, another guy posted something about ''looksmaxxing'' in the title so i search that on


google and i found this site

and from there my life changed sooo fucking much,
people around started me treat me soo much better, people sayed i was an idiot 2 years ago but now i am chill and funny (i only changed my looks:blackpill:) my family says everytime i need to apply for modelcasting instead of saying you are a funny guy, my mom asked my dad when i was younger: Lars is very handsome right, and my dad was like: ...yeaah and my mom got mad at him saying that.( also broke my heart) and now he is everyday mirin me saying he want to take pics of me to send to modelagencies lmao, girls always want to keep on with the conversation, some stacy want to cheat on me with their normie BF

AKA i am blackpilled asfuck and my life changed for the better and my life is soooo fucking fun rn
View attachment 1684120

-Lars :)

@PapiMew
dealbreaker for me was when I was forced to wear m*sk in school during the hoax virus and instantly got treated exponentially better. the mask covered the face bloat and acne.
 
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Encounter a manga about a man turning into a dog and a woman making him drink her milk.
Look up "do women have sex with dogs?".
Find incelwiki/dogpill.
Read about Jeremy Meeks.
Look up "Jeremy Meeks"
Find this forum.
 
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I was born blackpilled. At 8 I knew about jelqing. At 11 I was already obsessed with growing and becoming good looking and looking in the mirror cursing "what I was seeing". I guess I simply wanted to grow up too soon. Anyway I'm not sure none of this got me anywhere lol. Nothing ever happened to me blackpill me. It was always my default. Perhaps I overheard my mom talking about all this stuff, it got stuck in my mind and I just don't remember. She certainly was a narcy looks obsessed stacy who flammed everyone off looks and seeked big dicks. Anyways I'm going off... goodbye lol.
 
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*SIGH*

Had a pretty decent softmaxxing ascension myself but just have too much fucked up facial ratios to get to this level without surgery. Guess I need to just pull the trigger and do what’s needed
 

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