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Suicidal Incel
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I am a very proud and self aware narcissist, and I’m usually very good at hiding my narcissism because I’m very introverted and I can’t stand other people.
Idk if my bitterness just took over (Just seeing these guys get approached by girls or easily get girls and I never experienced it might’ve triggered some sort of narcissistic coping mechanism).
IDK WTF happened today in uni but the mask fell off completely. I was very confident (I literally felt like god), but I was very fucking impulsive. I would just lash the fuck out and look at people with fucking disgust and I think they caught on to that. There’s no going back now after they have seen my true face and IDK WTF to do. Maybe I’m just overthinking it and nobody really caught on to what was happening to me and how different I was acting (I’m that guy who you never hear his voice in class). I’ll just have to see how people start looking at me next week after the way I was acting today.
I should probably get help or else I might end up really hurting myself or doing something really fucking stupid.
Idk if my bitterness just took over (Just seeing these guys get approached by girls or easily get girls and I never experienced it might’ve triggered some sort of narcissistic coping mechanism).
IDK WTF happened today in uni but the mask fell off completely. I was very confident (I literally felt like god), but I was very fucking impulsive. I would just lash the fuck out and look at people with fucking disgust and I think they caught on to that. There’s no going back now after they have seen my true face and IDK WTF to do. Maybe I’m just overthinking it and nobody really caught on to what was happening to me and how different I was acting (I’m that guy who you never hear his voice in class). I’ll just have to see how people start looking at me next week after the way I was acting today.
I should probably get help or else I might end up really hurting myself or doing something really fucking stupid.
