My stalking obsession is getting worse

[chudcell999]

I'm up late right now thinking about the foid I've been stalking for over 5 years now her accounts are all private and radio silent I haven't reached out to her in over a year and 1/2 but still corrupting my mind every single fucking day in a way it's a blessing it's motivation to never stop ascending I feel like that one rat experiment were they dunked him in a pool of water and he only swam for 15 minutes they pulled them out and he ended up swimming another 24 hours That's how I feel because she showed me it's possible for me to be good enough she called me "HOTTT" and it wasn't out of pity she genuinely saw me as that. But I've descended sense I'm back to being a fat fucking chud and I'm going insane trying to get back and even past where I was I got to wait for her to turn 18 before I can go visit AZ I'm so fucking crazy I kind of plan just showing up one day catching her outside of her apartment offering her a ride on my motorcycle (she likes motorcycles) but of course these are just fantasies at least a year away I got to get my bread up before I can travel and I have to get a decent bike for Max Halo The shitty one I got right now will be unimpressive. Niggas will DNR but I'm going insane every fucking day torturing myself trying to get as slim as possible for next summer I need to show up perfect I need that 15% body fat with the slim athletic physique, the perfect pretty boy haircut paired with a beautiful 5:00 shadow coloring on point I need a terramog any potential competition. Which will be difficult at 5'11 but I know she's not too crazy about height.

 

[Egg]

You could've added a tl;dr

 

[lng]

i aint readin allat

 

[jertbaksto]

Dnr

 

[IStalkMyself]

I'm up late right now thinking about the foid I've been stalking for over 5 years now her accounts are all private and radio silent I haven't reached out to her in over a year and 1/2 but still corrupting my mind every single fucking day in a way it's a blessing it's motivation to never stop ascending I feel like that one rat experiment were they dunked him in a pool of water and he only swam for 15 minutes they pulled them out and he ended up swimming another 24 hours That's how I feel because she showed me it's possible for me to be good enough she called me "HOTTT" and it wasn't out of pity she genuinely saw me as that. But I've descended sense I'm back to being a fat fucking chud and I'm going insane trying to get back and even past where I was I got to wait for her to turn 18 before I can go visit AZ I'm so fucking crazy I kind of plan just showing up one day catching her outside of her apartment offering her a ride on my motorcycle (she likes motorcycles) but of course these are just fantasies at least a year away I got to get my bread up before I can travel and I have to get a decent bike for Max Halo The shitty one I got right now will be unimpressive. Niggas will DNR but I'm going insane every fucking day torturing myself trying to get as slim as possible for next summer I need to show up perfect I need that 15% body fat with the slim athletic physique, the perfect pretty boy haircut paired with a beautiful 5:00 shadow coloring on point I need a terramog any potential competition. Which will be difficult at 5'11 but I know she's not too crazy about height.

your WHAT ?? obession

but any who best of luck my nigga!

tried to read to the best of my abilities, skimmed it

 

[iamnotyourfailure]

your WHAT ?? obession

but any who best of luck my nigga!

tried to read to the best of my abilities, skimmed it

hes basically saying he's going to attempt social interaction with her with intent of asking her out. If he fails he will abduct her.

 

[chudcell999]

hes basically saying he's going to attempt social interaction with her with intent of asking her out. If he fails he will abduct her.

Ok you added that last part