My story regarding my onetis

[Baldingman1998]

I feel like crying every time I remember her tbh. She blocked me on whatsapp because she joked about my mom then I insulted her mum as a joke. We were best friends (was a simp) for over 6 years and she discarded me like a trashcan. I'm still sad and bitter till this day honestly.

I was a giga autist+ fat+ (was chad for a few years before I become overweight)(see below)ugly+ bluepilled cuck.

I was extremely high inhib and a pussy as well.

We would go to malls and I would always make her laugh and I used to dream about her 24/7. After not seeing her for 7 years she still lives rent free in my deathnic head. I can't move on with life tbh she is a legit 6-7 psl ask @inceletto .

Anyway I'm just venting here and this is what I looked like at my best before getting fat and norwoodreaper ending me

 

[Entschuldigung]

This is your future @inceletto

 

[Baldingman1998]

Also she has skinny thick body 10/10 and 9.9/10 face with white girl coloring

 

[Baldingman1998]

Bump

 

[Deleted member 6856]

This is your future @inceletto

i never saw my potential simce im fat tbh

 

[Baldingman1998]

i never saw my potential simce im fat tbh

Same tbh never got sub 18% bf

 

[Baldingman1998]

Same tbh never got sub 18% bf

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i never saw my potential simce im fat tbh

How would you rate my onetis tbh?

 

[Deleted member 6856]

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How would you rate my onetis tbh?

6.5 psl tbh

 

[Deleted member 6856]

Bumo for beld

 

[Entschuldigung]

Same tbh never got sub 18% bf

But you have some muscles

 

[Deleted member 756]

You’re good looking and tall
So she likes you

 

[redhandsbluehands]

This whole post sounds like a bad video game ending

 

[Baldingman1998]

But you have some muscles

NO MUSCLES FOR MY FAT

(lost 20 kg need to lose 10-15 more)

 

[Entschuldigung]

NO MUSCLES FOR MY FAT

View attachment 751202View attachment 751204(lost 20 kg need to lose 10-15 more)

Stop eating then you're good looking just need hair and some muscles

 

[ChadFucksYourOneitis]

I feel like crying every time I remember her tbh. She blocked me on whatsapp because she joked about my mom then I insulted her mum as a joke. We were best friends (was a simp) for over 6 years and she discarded me like a trashcan. I'm still sad and bitter till this day honestly.

I was a giga autist+ fat+ (was chad for a few years before I become overweight)(see below)ugly+ bluepilled cuck.

I was extremely high inhib and a pussy as well.

We would go to malls and I would always make her laugh and I used to dream about her 24/7. After not seeing her for 7 years she still lives rent free in my deathnic head. I can't move on with life tbh she is a legit 6-7 psl ask @inceletto .

Anyway I'm just venting here and this is what I looked like at my best before getting fat and norwoodreaper ending me

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Bro , I'm in the same boat , I still think about a girl from 5 years ago. I was more sane back then. Everyone thought I'm going places and have a bright future.

Our parents know each other well. My mom keeps mentioning about her whenever I go back to visit home during the semester break. She lives near my home. She likes the girl and wants her to be her in law daughter.

Unfortunately , I picked the wrong path and made a major life mistake.
Since 2017 everything in my life turned dark and bleak. Dream shattered,
Socially isolated , health ruined.

I'm too ashamed of myself to see my old friends and my oneitis. I don't want them to see me at this stage of life. I have no idea when I will finally get my shits together.

I'm glad that my oneitis is going to have a bright and secured future. She's dating someone who is better than me in every fucking way. He has everything what a woman would expect from a man.I have nothing against him. I admire him. They are ideal and beautiful couple.Loved by their friends and society. I'm glad to know she is happy.

 

[Baldingman1998]

Bro , I'm in the same boat , I still think about a girl from 5 years ago. I was more sane back then. Everyone thought I'm going places and have a bright future.

Our parents know each other well. My mom keeps mentioning about her whenever I go back to visit home during the semester break. She lives near my home. She likes the girl and wants her to be her in law daughter.

Unfortunately , I picked the wrong path and made a major life mistake.
Since 2017 everything in my life turned dark and bleak. Dream shattered,
Socially isolated , health ruined.

I'm too ashamed of myself to see my old friends and my oneitis. I don't want them to see me at this stage of life. I have no idea when I will finally get my shits together.

.

I agree but remove last paragraph because that's cuckoldry.

 

[Effortless]

You looked good man

Why didn't you try your chances with her?

Simping was a very bad idea tbh, it just shows that you cant find no one else apart from here thus you're low value

Not matter how much you want to be with a girl or how much you like her never show her that you're a simp for her bro, I only really talk about shit and go in deep with my feelings to my best friend and never a girl

 

[Pussyslayer]

Bro , I'm in the same boat , I still think about a girl from 5 years ago. I was more sane back then. Everyone thought I'm going places and have a bright future.

Our parents know each other well. My mom keeps mentioning about her whenever I go back to visit home during the semester break. She lives near my home. She likes the girl and wants her to be her in law daughter.

Unfortunately , I picked the wrong path and made a major life mistake.
Since 2017 everything in my life turned dark and bleak. Dream shattered,
Socially isolated , health ruined.

I'm too ashamed of myself to see my old friends and my oneitis. I don't want them to see me at this stage of life. I have no idea when I will finally get my shits together.

I'm glad that my oneitis is going to have a bright and secured future. She's dating someone who is better than me in every fucking way. He has everything what a woman would expect from a man.I have nothing against him. I admire him. They are ideal and beautiful couple.Loved by their friends and society. I'm glad to know she is happy.

Fill me in bro, what happened? What went wrong?

 

[Hozay]

Man, seeing you with hair even made me sad bro ngl.

 

[Baldingman1998]

Man, seeing you with hair even made me sad bro ngl.

I was good-looking huh?

 

[Deleted member 756]

I was good-looking huh?

Very

 

[Baldingman1998]

You looked good man

Why didn't you try your chances with her?

Simping was a very bad idea tbh, it just shows that you cant find no one else apart from here thus you're low value

Not matter how much you want to be with a girl or how much you like her never show her that you're a simp for her bro, I only really talk about shit and go in deep with my feelings to my best friend and never a girl

I had even lower confidence and self esteem than I do now. Sadly

 

[Baldingman1998]

Bump