My Suicide Plan

[Lonely]

My Dad is going to get a Gun within the next year most probably for home security/ defense. He's going to keep it in a locker, but also probably allow me to access it if I convince him hard enough. I'm 16 so he'll prob say I'm too young but I'll find a way.

When both my parents are out of the house, I'll open the locker, write a suicide note and shoot myself. I'll do some research on the best way to shoot to kill yourself.

Inb4 anyone says to kill myself now. No, I can't because it won't succeed. A gun is very likely to succeed.

Should I convince him to get a shotgun?

 

[Lonely]

Risk factors:

1. Hell. I may burn in Hell for a long time which is bad. To counteract this I'll be doing a lot of good deeds and ask Allah for mercy.

2. Survival. Yeah, this will suck. I'll be a vegetable for life. But it is what it is.

3. Someone stops me or I slip or smth. Idk lol.

 

[Tallooksmaxxer]

no bait for your sub 1/1 rep/post ratio

 

[Deleted member 20859]

Bro wtf, don't do it, just get off this shitty forum and your mental health will be so much better

 

[House Lannister]

Risk factors:

1. Hell. I may burn in Hell for a long time which is bad. To counteract this I'll be doing a lot of good deeds and ask Allah for mercy.

2. Survival. Yeah, this will suck. I'll be a vegetable for life. But it is what it is.

3. Someone stops me or I slip or smth. Idk lol.

The chance of going to hell is legit the only reason I don’t do it

 

[Lonely]

The chance of going to hell is legit the only reason I don’t do it

Yeah same. That's the biggest risk.

 

[Stopping@Nothing19]

Yeah same. That's the biggest risk.

allah will rape you for eternity @8PSLcel

 

[Deleted member 17791]

why even leave a suicide note? That's just gay tbh

 

[Deleted member 17791]

allah will rape you for eternity @8PSLcel

Why tag me?

Allah isn't gay

 

[Lonely]

allah will rape you for eternity @8PSLcel

Fuck off faggot

 

[Lonely]

why even leave a suicide note? That's just gay tbh

To give closure to my family

 

[Stopping@Nothing19]

Why tag me?

Allah isn't gay

you are muslim?

Fuck off faggot

 

[Lonely]

no bait for your sub 1/1 rep/post ratio

I just say controversial things so deal with it Kike

 

[Lonely]

Bro wtf, don't do it, just get off this shitty forum and your mental health will be so much better

And do what???

 

[Deleted member 17791]

To give closure to my family

Okay

you are muslim?

View attachment 1828868

I'm athiest but If allah was real, he aint no faggot, that's for sure

 

[ChristianChad]

Why do you wanna die?

 

[Lonely]

Why do you wanna die?

I have nothing to live for

 

[Stopping@Nothing19]

I'm athiest but If allah was real, he aint no faggot, that's for sure

allah can suck my balls

 

[Deleted member 18879]

Try and get a handgun that's chambered in .45 or .50AE

 

[Deleted member 17791]

allah can suck my balls

He CAN but his perfect nature would prevent him from doing it.

 

[Lonely]

Try and get a handgun that's chambered in .45 or .50AE

Noted.

 

[Madhate]

Hell. I may burn in Hell for a long time which is bad. To counteract this I'll be doing a lot of good deeds and ask Allah for mercy.

Damn, you are low IQ AND suicidal. Brutal genetics

 

[khvirgin]

Risk factors:

1. Hell. I may burn in Hell for a long time which is bad. To counteract this I'll be doing a lot of good deeds and ask Allah for mercy.

2. Survival. Yeah, this will suck. I'll be a vegetable for life. But it is what it is.

3. Someone stops me or I slip or smth. Idk lol.

How are you gonna be a vegetable if you shoot yourself?
A guy in my town lost his nose and lips because he shoot from below but that's it, if you don't miss you are dead

 

[Lonely]

How are you gonna be a vegetable if you shoot yourself?
A guy in my town lost his nose and lips because he shoot from below but that's it, if you don't miss you are dead

It's happened to people, where it goes through or gets stuck in their brain but doesn't kill them

 

[Lonely]

Damn, you are low IQ AND suicidal. Brutal genetics

I am no longer affected by what people say

 

[ChristianChad]

I have nothing to live for

I still wouldn't kill myself
This is your only chance at life. At least try to live a little, set your house in order and be respected in your home and in your community. Then talk about having nothing to live for. You don't have inherent value, you have to create it

 

[Stopping@Nothing19]

He CAN but his perfect nature would prevent him from doing it.

XD

 

[Lonely]

I still wouldn't kill myself
This is your only chance at life. At least try to live a little, set your house in order and be respected in your home and in your community. Then talk about having nothing to live for. You don't have inherent value, you have to create it

Too much effort plus who cares about respect and status that's BluePill stuff

 

[Deleted member 17791]

View attachment 1828872XD

Jfl. golden avi tbh.

I'm reading some buddhist stuff rn tbh, I wont just be a larping cuck for long.

 

[ChristianChad]

Too much effort plus who cares about respect and status that's BluePill stuff

Most of so called "bluepilled" people have more worth then you you little shit

 

[Lonely]

Most of so called "bluepilled" people have more worth then you you little shit

"Worth" ok mate

 

[Deleted member 17791]

Most of so called "bluepilled" people have more worth then you you little shit

You should take his advice tbh. That stuff doesn't mean anything. Worth is an illusion. Just return to brahma tbh. feels good innit

 

[Madhate]

What a fucking pussy, imagine killing yourself at 16 JFL

You are legit a failure at life, also you will regret killing yourself in the last second (if your brain still works then), same as everyone else.
If you don't believe me, lookup livestreamed slow suicides, I remember a kid your age also killed himself by slitting his wrists, he recorded it and talked about it, and while he was dying he started slowly regretting it. I'm too lazy to find the video myself though.

 

[Deleted member 20859]

And do what???

Anything other than stay on this shit website

 

[Lonely]

What a fucking pussy, imagine killing yourself at 16 JFL

You are legit a failure at life, also you will regret killing yourself in the last second (if your brain still works then), same as everyone else.
If you don't believe me, lookup livestreamed slow suicides, I remember a kid your age also killed himself by slitting his wrists, he recorded it and talked about it, and while he was dying he started slowly regretting it. I'm too lazy to find the video myself though.

I know I'm a failure at life. That's why I want to kill myself.

 

[Deleted member 17791]

What a fucking pussy, imagine killing yourself at 16 JFL

You are legit a failure at life, also you will regret killing yourself in the last second (if your brain still works then), same as everyone else.
If you don't believe me, lookup livestreamed slow suicides, I remember a kid your age also killed himself by slitting his wrists, he recorded it and talked about it, and while he was dying he started slowly regretting it. I'm too lazy to find the video myself though.

Ideal suicide is to trap yourself into a dark room and starve and dehydrate yourself to death. You get to experience gradual increase in pain over a long period of time so when you finally do die, you are like "nah fuck it, I don't give a shit anymore, pain means nothing to me"

@Stopping@Nothing19

 

[Constantin Denis]

Think about the trauma you will give to your parents. You should have some form of affection for them at least. This should be enough to prevent you from killing yourself. If you really wanna die wait for them to die of old age and get through this shit, after that go ahead

 

[Baldingman1998]

Is this because of your porn addiction and humiliation?

 

[Lonely]

Is this because of your porn addiction and humiliation?

Partially. I'm surprised you know that.

 

[Stopping@Nothing19]

Ideal suicide is to trap yourself into a dark room and starve and dehydrate yourself to death. You get to experience gradual increase in pain over a long period of time so when you finally do die, you are like "nah fuck it, I don't give a shit anymore, pain means nothing to me"

@Stopping@Nothing19

this so much this! monkmaxxing

 

[Deleted member 17791]

this so much this! monkmaxxing

Suggest more monkmaxxing literature. I'm a hungry hungry hippo

 

[HerpDerpson]

If you can get your hands on a gun, might as well go ER.

 

[Stopping@Nothing19]

Suggest more monkmaxxing literature. I'm a hungry hungry hippo

practice semen retention, meditate and practice being non judgemental, don't bother reading the bullshit literature

 

[Deleted member 17791]

practice semen retention, meditate and practice being non judgemental, don't bother reading the bullshit literature

fr? I was reading Raja-Yoga-by-Swami-Vivekananda.pdf just now. So all I need to do is no fap, think good and don't be a dickhead?

 

[Stopping@Nothing19]

fr? I was reading Raja-Yoga-by-Swami-Vivekananda.pdf just now. So all I need to do is no fap, think good and don't be a dickhead?

it's all about minimalism imo, limiting physical things and focus more on mental copes like meditation (focusing on breath etc)

 

[Deleted member 17791]

it's all about minimalism imo, limiting physical things and focus more on mental copes like meditation (focusing on breath etc)

Sounds good. Imma try to stop wanking.

Am I allowed to destroy my hormones so I don't have to put effort in or is that cheating?

 

[Stopping@Nothing19]

Sounds good. Imma try to stop wanking.

Am I allowed to destroy my hormones so I don't have to put effort in or is that cheating?

if you're gonna castrate yourself then sure go ahead, but no drugs or alcohol, no pleasure just pain

 

[Deleted member 17791]

if you're gonna castrate yourself then sure go ahead, but no drugs or alcohol, no pleasure just pain

I was just fucking around about this but... fuck it, I'm gonna shoot my shot and give this a go.

 

[Stopping@Nothing19]

I was just fucking around about this but... fuck it, I'm gonna shoot my shot and give this a go.

welcome to the dark side nigga

 

[Corleone]

My Dad is going to get a Gun within the next year most probably for home security/ defense. He's going to keep it in a locker, but also probably allow me to access it if I convince him hard enough. I'm 16 so he'll prob say I'm too young but I'll find a way.

When both my parents are out of the house, I'll open the locker, write a suicide note and shoot myself. I'll do some research on the best way to shoot to kill yourself.

Inb4 anyone says to kill myself now. No, I can't because it won't succeed. A gun is very likely to succeed.

Should I convince him to get a shotgun?

sounds like loser cope. get your life back together, it hasn't even started properly yet at 16