my thoughts are governed by repetition, paranoia, and superstition

[registerfasterusing]

@Sceptical

 

[Sceptical]

i haven't felt a moment of peace in my head for the longest i can remember

 

[registerfasterusing]

i haven't felt a moment of peace in my head for the longest i can remember

I think I’ve deluded myself into believing I did, and the moment in which I recognized it is the one in which it no longer persisted
Its fleeting, the moment you acknowledge it, it vanishes

And since I’m constantly in this cycle, I often acknowledge it very quickly
So in terms of prolonged peace, I don’t remember ever feeling it either
I was just thinking about this the other day I don’t even remember how my brain operated before my flare up started

 

[Sceptical]

I think I’ve deluded myself into believing I did, and the moment in which I recognized it is the one in which it no longer persisted
Its fleeting, the moment you acknowledge it, it vanishes

And since I’m constantly in this cycle, I often acknowledge it very quickly
So in terms of prolonged peace, I don’t remember ever feeling it either
I was just thinking about this the other day I don’t even remember how my brain operated before my flare up started

the endless background noise never stops

 

[jizargo]

Its the elite sending microwaves to your brain

 

[registerfasterusing]

Its the elite sending microwaves to your brain

it’s no one but me