Zeruel
Eternal Simp and Cuckold
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My parents have been ‘trying’ to find a woman for me to eventually marry or even straight up set an arranged marriage. (They are conservative Orthodox Christians.)
However, nothing works because i am INCEL.
After 8 months of emailing a girl that i thought was into me and that i even thought i could marry - suddenly stops responding to me and has ghosted me for an entire month now.
So, naturally i stopped seeing any reason to act like i am okay and also stopped seeing any reason to live in general.
I wanna do some fucked up shit that people will forever remember me by - since suicide is a faggot’s way out.
I begin self-harming myself at 1 am with a fruit/vegetable/potato peeler on my forearm, avoiding any veins and doing it just to feel pain since i will be in a lot more pain if i do decide to go through with something fucked up, so i am just giving myself a small taste of what’s to come, this was just pussy shit. Even teenage girls can do more damage than this.
2 am - bitch comes in the living room and sees my forarm covered in a little bit of blood and just says “stop it, stop doing this.” And she just goes back to bed to dream about her whore days in college in high school where she used to get her pussy stretched out by every nigga and their daddy.
Good for her!
TLDR; kill yourself nigger.
However, nothing works because i am INCEL.
After 8 months of emailing a girl that i thought was into me and that i even thought i could marry - suddenly stops responding to me and has ghosted me for an entire month now.
So, naturally i stopped seeing any reason to act like i am okay and also stopped seeing any reason to live in general.
I wanna do some fucked up shit that people will forever remember me by - since suicide is a faggot’s way out.
I begin self-harming myself at 1 am with a fruit/vegetable/potato peeler on my forearm, avoiding any veins and doing it just to feel pain since i will be in a lot more pain if i do decide to go through with something fucked up, so i am just giving myself a small taste of what’s to come, this was just pussy shit. Even teenage girls can do more damage than this.
2 am - bitch comes in the living room and sees my forarm covered in a little bit of blood and just says “stop it, stop doing this.” And she just goes back to bed to dream about her whore days in college in high school where she used to get her pussy stretched out by every nigga and their daddy.
Good for her!
TLDR; kill yourself nigger.
Mirin very hard if you actually do
