ndpill is brutal

[aelimaeli]

i had this new years eve party i went to with a bunch of family and friends and we started at around 9pm. i arrived, got my food and ate for about an hour (surplus jfl) and i deadass did not talk to single person in that party (except for family). i didn't talk to anyone, most of the time i was sitting in my chair and zoning out or standing up to take a "bathroom break" but i wanted to get away from all the noise and sit by myslef to doomscroll

ndpill is brutal and i cant seem to talk to anybody new and expanding my social circle is near impossible. id say i have a pretty decent amount of social skills and i can talk to people and dont stutter etc but genuinly cannot keep up a conversation or introduce myself to new people, like "hello sir my name is .... and i wanna be your friend!!". its brutal for nd people out here. I am above average in looks and height so its not because of that. i had a girl eyefucking me the whole new years eve party, made eye contact a couple times but couldnt fucking start a conversation cuz she was across the table and cuz i just cant approach people jfl (she was like hmtb as well), not to mention a family friend

i feel fucking retarded being forced to attend these parties just to doomscroll and socialize with nobody except my family and im lowkey thinking im autistic or sum, and staring at the wall for hours. how do you guys do this party shit because i geuinienly cannot stand this shit, like dancing and drinking is just fucking weird jfl and im underage anyway

 

[ICL]

i had this new years eve party i went to with a bunch of family and friends and we started at around 9pm. i arrived, got my food and ate for about an hour (surplus jfl) and i deadass did not talk to single person in that party (except for family). i didn't talk to anyone, most of the time i was sitting in my chair and zoning out or standing up to take a "bathroom break" but i wanted to get away from all the noise and sit by myslef to doomscroll

ndpill is brutal and i cant seem to talk to anybody new and expanding my social circle is near impossible. id say i have a pretty decent amount of social skills and i can talk to people and dont stutter etc but genuinly cannot keep up a conversation or introduce myself to new people, like "hello sir my name is .... and i wanna be your friend!!". its brutal for nd people out here. I am above average in looks and height so its not because of that. i had a girl eyefucking me the whole new years eve party, made eye contact a couple times but couldnt fucking start a conversation cuz she was across the table and cuz i just cant approach people jfl (she was like hmtb as well), not to mention a family friend

i feel fucking retarded being forced to attend these parties just to doomscroll and socialize with nobody except my family and im lowkey thinking im autistic or sum, and staring at the wall for hours. how do you guys do this party shit because i geuinienly cannot stand this shit, like dancing and drinking is just fucking weird jfl and im underage anyway

truecel rage

 

[Stalaggh]

How many times have you tried to talk to someone at such parties or just on the street?

 

[aelimaeli]

How many times have you tried to talk to someone at such parties or just on the street?

i try to make conversation rarely, as i said im ass at starting conversations, i dont do it at parties or just on the street either, im just used to talking to friends that i already have cuz its easier and we laugh about almost anything whereas making a stranger laugh is near impossible on your first convo unless ur chad

 

[gymcelld]

No one gaf fuck off

 

[aelimaeli]

No one gaf fuck off

rope

 

[gymcelld]

rope

Why even type all this shit out go to therapy

 

[aelimaeli]

Why even type all this shit out go to therapy

therapy is for gays
i wanna doom otheres if they are nd

 

[aelimaeli]

b

 

[Stalaggh]

i try to make conversation rarely, as i said im ass at starting conversations, i dont do it at parties or just on the street either, im just used to talking to friends that i already have cuz its easier and we laugh about almost anything whereas making a stranger laugh is near impossible on your first convo unless ur chad

How old are you, and have you tried at least starting nt conversation with ChatGPT?
I mean, if you really struggle with talking, why don’t you at least try to develop your communication skills even with chat.

 

[aelimaeli]

How old are you, and have you tried at least starting nt conversation with ChatGPT?
I mean, if you really struggle with talking, why don’t you at least try to develop your communication skills even with chat.

maybe because chat gpt is a fucking robot dumbass
i didnt say i struggle to speak in general
just conversation skills

 

[Deleted member 301467]

OP contributing to top 10 most retarded blogposts of the year early huh, mirin

 

[Stalaggh]

maybe because chat gpt is a fucking robot dumbass
i didnt say i struggle to speak in general
just conversation skills

If your main difficulty is conversation skills, you won’t make significant progress without practicing with real people. Therapy can be the best and only solution.

 

[aelimaeli]

OP contributing to top 10 most retarded blogposts of the year early huh, mirin

Thanks dude