Need advice

[mvp2v1]

So this post is related to another I made: https://looksmax.org/threads/whats-wrong-with-me.547426/

I recently got Vyvanse at 20mg which I did yesterday. During the day, I felt relatively normal, not very productive. I was hoping it would give me the sort of superhuman boost people talk about so i could do things and read things I otherwise would not have wanted to, but it did not do that. I was generally as un-productive as usual. I did notice though that my mewing was way better than usual. Like I could hard mew almost all day easily without having to focus on it all the time. Perhaps it only feels this way because of withdrawal today? or lack of sleep that I got on it. I also today have been much more short tempered than usual, more anxiety etc.

My biggest issues with the adhd meds is that 1. they fuck with growth hormone/sleep and 2. the psychotic and schizo thing scars the hell out of me. Thoughts on the adhd meds?

TLDR: Should I stick to adhd meds? Or try something different? I seem to lack motivation more than anything else. I may be depressed

 

[Crusile]

Consume ssri/snri

 

[mvp2v1]

Consume ssri/snri

Nope

 

[Nims]

Nope

Good boy. Those jew meds will fuck you up like they did me.

 

[TsarTsar444]

Well first of all 20mg vyvanse is low dose jfl, and its a shit med overall, it's technically like you are receiving 3-4mg of dexedrine every hour, cause it works in a sustained way, but this is stupid

Taking instant release dexedrine would mog, one important reason is you can time it better, like take one dose in morning, then you maybe want to go out or eat when it stops, and then take the second dose. Also 10mg of dexedrine for example as in a instant dump of dopamine in your brain will become very noticeable, you can't mistake when the comeup comes, vyvanse starts of too slow, which doesn't give you that rush to do something productive as much. But dex will just hit you hard in 20 minutes and you will like to do something like crazy.

 

[TsarTsar444]

Wait, I just checked, actually only 30% of Vyvanse is dextroamphetamine, which means you only had a sustained release of 6mg dextroamphetamine the whole day , this is legit placebo if you even felt these effects you decribed.

10mg straight dextroamphetamine (brand name dexedrine) would hit you like a train then (and 10mg is a low-moderate dose)

 

[Crusile]

Nope

avoidant anxiety

often times i will even procrastinate on that thing not because I dont want to do it but because the idea that its important idk it just blocks m

and I for whatever reason dont want to have to think about it, just like this invisible wall blocking my mind.

SNRI with a SSRI would have the highest probability success. Using stimulants to treat this is possible but its like shock therapy or beating a child

 

[Crusile]

Using stimulants to treat depression or anxiety is toxic masculinity