NEET + Rot

[GigaRetard]

I used to have a very public job in my community that was great, but after a while I got so sick of being around people and families since human nature is depressing. At least I learned pretty much everything there is to know about human social-dynamics and how we percieve each other.

Literally have zero desire to find another wagecuck job or suffer through school to become a whitecollar cuck.

All my other aspirations in life have pretty much failed so I'm just biding my time as my youth slowly fades into dust.

Last year I contemplated roping regularly for personal reasons and I'm doing a lot better but now I'm just rotting away trying to get my discipline and motivation back.