Never in my life have i felt more humiliated then today - Ropefuel

[Paul.jnxy]

When will the suffering stop?


For context: I am a short 5 foot 8, LMTN on a good day, with a death tier frame and 15 years of age.


It was raining quite heavily today, so my dad drove me to school. Right when I got out of the car I saw this one really cute girl. Autists would probably rank her a HTB. So significantly rare. She is the same age as me and goes in another class (not mine). She did not even throw a glance in my direction although she was 2 meters away from me. Which is not a bad start to the day. Would make sense I’d be ignored. The ropefuel part is that she went out with an autist shorter and worse looking than me for a week. That was her only BF.

Let’s get to the worst parts of the day:

The most humiliating part was the fact that when I was walking with my friend to get lunch I heard this one girl ship her friend with me. Guess what: „Ewwwwww, no never. He looks so disgusting“. Keep in mind. This girl was maybe top 30% with all that makeup on a good day.


When I was walking home there was this another really cute girl. (bodymaxxed HMTB who is a year younger than me). I know her cause in primary school our classes used to do work with each other (icerink, school expeditions etc etc). I even somewhat hung out with her and a couple of her friends when we were on a school expedition). I waved at her with my hand. Just like a normal person would do. My autistic wave was probably horrible (I can’t interact with people, very high inhib in general). Maybe she didn’t see but I felt like she did. She just ignored me completely. She knew my name and everything. On top of that. I got an infection pining yesterday.( @zennn you know about this)


I fucking hate this school and all of my school experiences. I wish to be an NT, Tall HTN with an average IQ


When will this stop?

TL;DR: Saw three cute girls at school today and thought about how easy their life must be: one ignored me (normal day in the life), one humiliated me publicly due to looks and height, and one girl that I was somewhat close with, ignored my wave. another brutal day of being a truecel autist.

Tags: @Niebvll @ANON @iblamejordan1

 

[Paul.jnxy]

Tags: @buccalfatremoval @Vrilltrum @Organ @Hollywood

 

[ANON]

You will frame mog soon

How bad was the infection?

 

[Paul.jnxy]

Tags: @Gengar’s Ghost @Fynn @Subhuman

 

[Niebvll]

Average day for us manlets

 

[GymAesthetics]

When will the suffering stop?


For context: I am a short 5 foot 8, LMTN on a good day, with a death tier frame and 15 years of age.


It was raining quite heavily today, so my dad drove me to school. Right when I got out of the car I saw this one really cute girl. Autists would probably rank her a HTB. So significantly rare. She is the same age as me and goes in another class (not mine). She did not even throw a glance in my direction although she was 2 meters away from me. Which is not a bad start to the day. Would make sense I’d be ignored. The ropefuel part is that she went out with an autist shorter and worse looking than me for a week. That was her only BF.

Let’s get to the worst parts of the day:

The most humiliating part was the fact that when I was walking with my friend to get lunch I heard this one girl ship her friend with me. Guess what: „Ewwwwww, no never. He looks so disgusting“. Keep in mind. This girl was maybe top 30% with all that makeup on a good day.


When I was walking home there was this another really cute girl. (bodymaxxed HMTB who is a year younger than me). I know her cause in primary school our classes used to do work with each other (icerink, school expeditions etc etc). I even somewhat hung out with her and a couple of her friends when we were on a school expedition). I waved at her with my hand. Just like a normal person would do. My autistic wave was probably horrible (I can’t interact with people, very high inhib in general). Maybe she didn’t see but I felt like she did. She just ignored me completely. She knew my name and everything. On top of that. I got an infection pining yesterday.( @zennn you know about this)


I fucking hate this school and all of my school experiences. I wish to be an NT, Tall HTN with an average IQ


When will this stop?

TL;DR: Saw three cute girls at school today and thought about how easy their life must be: one ignored me (normal day in the life), one humiliated me publicly due to looks and height, and one girl that I was somewhat close with, ignored my wave. another brutal day of being a truecel autist.

Tags: @Niebvll @ANON @iblamejordan1

Ok

 

[iblamejordan1]

When will the suffering stop?


For context: I am a short 5 foot 8, LMTN on a good day, with a death tier frame and 15 years of age.


It was raining quite heavily today, so my dad drove me to school. Right when I got out of the car I saw this one really cute girl. Autists would probably rank her a HTB. So significantly rare. She is the same age as me and goes in another class (not mine). She did not even throw a glance in my direction although she was 2 meters away from me. Which is not a bad start to the day. Would make sense I’d be ignored. The ropefuel part is that she went out with an autist shorter and worse looking than me for a week. That was her only BF.

Let’s get to the worst parts of the day:

The most humiliating part was the fact that when I was walking with my friend to get lunch I heard this one girl ship her friend with me. Guess what: „Ewwwwww, no never. He looks so disgusting“. Keep in mind. This girl was maybe top 30% with all that makeup on a good day.


When I was walking home there was this another really cute girl. (bodymaxxed HMTB who is a year younger than me). I know her cause in primary school our classes used to do work with each other (icerink, school expeditions etc etc). I even somewhat hung out with her and a couple of her friends when we were on a school expedition). I waved at her with my hand. Just like a normal person would do. My autistic wave was probably horrible (I can’t interact with people, very high inhib in general). Maybe she didn’t see but I felt like she did. She just ignored me completely. She knew my name and everything. On top of that. I got an infection pining yesterday.( @zennn you know about this)


I fucking hate this school and all of my school experiences. I wish to be an NT, Tall HTN with an average IQ


When will this stop?

TL;DR: Saw three cute girls at school today and thought about how easy their life must be: one ignored me (normal day in the life), one humiliated me publicly due to looks and height, and one girl that I was somewhat close with, ignored my wave. another brutal day of being a truecel autist.

Tags: @Niebvll @ANON @iblamejordan1

Lemme read

 

[buccalfatremoval]

Don’t let it get to you, young girls especially just spew shit all the time

Learn to filter it out

 

[Paul.jnxy]

You will frame mog soon

I hope so.

How bad was the infection?

It was okayish. Swelling was the same in the morning. Took some painkillers. Will probs be fine. Hope my parents don’t find out.

 

[stalk]

brb gonna read

 

[Paul.jnxy]

Average day for us manlets

Yes very brutal. I feel like killing myself

Lemme read

Take your time Bhai.

Don’t let it get to you, young girls especially just spew shit all the time

I’ve been treated this way all my life. They don’t seem to do it to tons of other people.

Learn to filter it out

How will I filter stuff out if I have only ever heard negative stuff? It is geniuenly ropefuel. My dad called me an autist with no friends the other day. My own fucking father. It’s infuriating.

brb gonna read

Take your time Bhai

 

[iblamejordan1]

When will the suffering stop?


For context: I am a short 5 foot 8, LMTN on a good day, with a death tier frame and 15 years of age.


It was raining quite heavily today, so my dad drove me to school. Right when I got out of the car I saw this one really cute girl. Autists would probably rank her a HTB. So significantly rare. She is the same age as me and goes in another class (not mine). She did not even throw a glance in my direction although she was 2 meters away from me. Which is not a bad start to the day. Would make sense I’d be ignored. The ropefuel part is that she went out with an autist shorter and worse looking than me for a week. That was her only BF.

Let’s get to the worst parts of the day:

The most humiliating part was the fact that when I was walking with my friend to get lunch I heard this one girl ship her friend with me. Guess what: „Ewwwwww, no never. He looks so disgusting“. Keep in mind. This girl was maybe top 30% with all that makeup on a good day.


When I was walking home there was this another really cute girl. (bodymaxxed HMTB who is a year younger than me). I know her cause in primary school our classes used to do work with each other (icerink, school expeditions etc etc). I even somewhat hung out with her and a couple of her friends when we were on a school expedition). I waved at her with my hand. Just like a normal person would do. My autistic wave was probably horrible (I can’t interact with people, very high inhib in general). Maybe she didn’t see but I felt like she did. She just ignored me completely. She knew my name and everything. On top of that. I got an infection pining yesterday.( @zennn you know about this)


I fucking hate this school and all of my school experiences. I wish to be an NT, Tall HTN with an average IQ


When will this stop?

TL;DR: Saw three cute girls at school today and thought about how easy their life must be: one ignored me (normal day in the life), one humiliated me publicly due to looks and height, and one girl that I was somewhat close with, ignored my wave. another brutal day of being a truecel autist.

Tags: @Niebvll @ANON @iblamejordan1

What did you pin brother

 

[Paul.jnxy]

More tags: @Klassek @Navity @BatemanNigga @slendermanmax

 

[Paul.jnxy]

What did you pin brother

GHRP2. It’s what caused the infection I’m pretty sure. I’ve never had anything like this before.

 

[iblamejordan1]

GHRP2. It’s what caused the infection I’m pretty sure. I’ve never had anything like this before.

What is it for

 

[stalk]

Yes very brutal. I feel like killing myself

Take your time Bhai.

I’ve been treated this way all my life. They don’t seem to do it to tons of other people.

How will I filter stuff out if I have only ever heard negative stuff? It is geniuenly ropefuel. My dad called me an autist with no friends the other day. My own fucking father. It’s infuriating.

Take your time Bhai

it’s a high school popularity contest with these girls I wouldn’t let getting ignored get to ur head but the first opening is genuinely brutal 5”9 and lmtn is good stats at high school most people I knew in high school were below mtn if that makes you feel any better.

 

[Paul.jnxy]

Tags: @nwed @NOX

 

[Paul.jnxy]

What is it for

Growth-Hormone-releasing-peptide 2. short acting ghrelin

it’s a high school popularity contest with these girls I wouldn’t let getting ignored get to ur head

Yeah. I’m content with that. It’s an everyday thing for me.

but the first opening is genuinely brutal

Yes. It really is. What about me? I did nothing wrong to them. I felt deeply humiliated.

5”9 and lmtn is good stats at high school

I live in Switzerland. The richest part and the richest village at that. All big corporations have their HQ here. The average is probably Mmtn and 6 foot at my age.

most people I knew in high school were below mtn if that makes you feel any better.

I gotta geomax.

 

[stalk]

Growth-Hormone-releasing-peptide 2. short acting ghrelin

Yeah. I’m content with that. It’s an everyday thing for me.

Yes. It really is. What about me? I did nothing wrong to them. I felt deeply humiliated.

I live in Switzerland. The richest part and the richest village at that. All big corporations have their HQ here. The average is probably Mmtn and 6 foot at my age.

I gotta geomax.

I thought you lived in America geomax to a better state for better comfort from what I sound Europe genuinely sounds like people acting like it’s a beauty contest

 

[Paul.jnxy]

I thought you lived in America

I wish I would.

geomax to a better state for better comfort

My parents won’t let me

from what I sound Europe genuinely sounds like people acting like it’s a beauty contest

It is. A guy a class above me runwayed in New York fashion week

 

[stalk]

I wish I would.

My parents won’t let me

It is. A guy a class above me runwayed in New York fashion week

hopefully you will someday we all have dreams to accomplish

 

[vexd]

bro your on roids man, I thought u were on tren, ngl tren is making me like an erratic rabid animal
one time I shoved a girl into a locker cus she kept eating some chips with her mouth open and got detention,
I still am very socially anxious and weak

 

[Paul.jnxy]

hopefully you will someday we all have dreams to accomplish

Yea. We all do. I will do DIY this month. Not major ones yet but cutting medial and outer canthus sessions. Lip cutting and making a DIY facemask.

 

[Paul.jnxy]

bro your on roids man,

It has not changed me as a person. If anything off label drugs made me feel even worse mentally. I feel like I’ve gotten higher inhib.

I thought u were on tren, ngl tren is making me like an erratic rabid animal

Not for me. I’m nuking my e2 so I don’t really feel that many mental androgenic effects. I think tren is making me submissive due to Progesteron binding. @nwed @buccalfatremoval Have you experienced similar?

one time I shoved a girl into a locker cus she kept eating some chips with her mouth open and got detention,

I could never do that. Merely the thought of hitting a girl makes me anxious.

I still am very socially anxious and weak

Me to.

 

[buccalfatremoval]

It has not changed me as a person. If anything off label drugs made me feel even worse mentally. I feel like I’ve gotten higher inhib.

Not for me. I’m nuking my e2 so I don’t really feel that many mental androgenic effects. I think tren is making me submissive due to Progesteron binding. @nwed @buccalfatremoval Have you experienced similar?

A little

 

[Paul.jnxy]

A little

If even the 6 foot 3 high Dimo big frame chad goes submissive. How can I not?

 

[vexd]

If even the 6 foot 3 high Dimo big frame chad goes submissive. How can I not?

im on cabergoline rn so idk but the tren is weird cus my cycle has Zoloft on it so maybe im a zombie sometimes super emotionless basically a robot then sometimes im a freak who gets annoyed at everything but im short and small so I just suck it up

also im on 3.25mg letrozole so I dont think its e2 I jus think my prefrontal cortex is getting hit hard rn

 

[Paul.jnxy]

im on cabergoline rn so idk but the tren is weird cus my cycle has Zoloft on it so maybe im a zombie sometimes super emotionless basically a robot then sometimes im a freak who gets annoyed at everything but im short and small so I just suck it up

also im on 3.25mg letrozole so I dont think its e2 I jus think my prefrontal cortex is getting hit hard rn

I see. Mirin.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Tags: @Gengar’s Ghost @Fynn @Subhuman

Suifuel but then imagine them shitting, it will make you stop feeling bad about how you get treated after you realize they’re disgusting creatures.

 

[Hollywood]

Honestly, try not to worry about the "Ewwwwww, no never. He looks so disgusting."

Words definitely hurt but kids are just nasty and don't realise how horrible it is to be on the receiving end, and if you recount this moment to the person who said that in 20 years, they will likely be massively apologetic and not realised how their words pained you

Even I said some nasty ass shit to people in school, and apologised later on in life to those exact same people

Just focus on you, on your studies, on money and mogging - bitches will come later in life g

You have years to slay, enjoy your youth and don't take life too seriously

 

[Paul.jnxy]

Suifuel but then imagine them shitting, it will make you stop feeling bad about how you get treated after you realize they’re disgusting creatures.

Im actually balling my eyes out

Honestly, try not to worry about the "Ewwwwww, no never. He looks so disgusting."

Yeah. I will never forget unfortunately. Thanks for the advice. Means a ton.

Words definitely hurt but kids are just nasty and don't realise how horrible it is to be on the receiving end, and if you recount this moment to the person who said that in 20 years, they will likely be massively apologetic and not realised how their words pained you

I don’t think they ever will. Karma seems to not exist.

Even I said some nasty ass shit to people in school, and apologised later on in life to those exact same people

That’s really empathetic of you. I don’t think I will get any apologies from bullies. Not even if I rope.

Just focus on you, on your studies, on money and mogging - bitches will come later in life g

Yeah. I’m currently studying a ton so that I can do an exchange year to the US. Roids and Pharma is a lot cheaper there and I would love to escape this shitty place I’ve lived my life in.

You have years to slay,

I don’t want to slay to be fair. I just wanna be loved by somebody that I love romantically. I aspire for this to happen one day.

enjoy your youth and don't take life too seriously

Yeah. I hope Pharma kills me

 

[ClayBeingGray]

until i walk in

 

[Paul.jnxy]

until i walk in

What the fuck are you talking about.

 

[ClayBeingGray]

What the fuck are you talking about.

just jk around but dont let that pulls u down

 

[D02]

When will the suffering stop?


For context: I am a short 5 foot 8, LMTN on a good day, with a death tier frame and 15 years of age.


It was raining quite heavily today, so my dad drove me to school. Right when I got out of the car I saw this one really cute girl. Autists would probably rank her a HTB. So significantly rare. She is the same age as me and goes in another class (not mine). She did not even throw a glance in my direction although she was 2 meters away from me. Which is not a bad start to the day. Would make sense I’d be ignored. The ropefuel part is that she went out with an autist shorter and worse looking than me for a week. That was her only BF.

Let’s get to the worst parts of the day:

The most humiliating part was the fact that when I was walking with my friend to get lunch I heard this one girl ship her friend with me. Guess what: „Ewwwwww, no never. He looks so disgusting“. Keep in mind. This girl was maybe top 30% with all that makeup on a good day.


When I was walking home there was this another really cute girl. (bodymaxxed HMTB who is a year younger than me). I know her cause in primary school our classes used to do work with each other (icerink, school expeditions etc etc). I even somewhat hung out with her and a couple of her friends when we were on a school expedition). I waved at her with my hand. Just like a normal person would do. My autistic wave was probably horrible (I can’t interact with people, very high inhib in general). Maybe she didn’t see but I felt like she did. She just ignored me completely. She knew my name and everything. On top of that. I got an infection pining yesterday.( @zennn you know about this)


I fucking hate this school and all of my school experiences. I wish to be an NT, Tall HTN with an average IQ


When will this stop?

TL;DR: Saw three cute girls at school today and thought about how easy their life must be: one ignored me (normal day in the life), one humiliated me publicly due to looks and height, and one girl that I was somewhat close with, ignored my wave. another brutal day of being a truecel autist.

Tags: @Niebvll @ANON @iblamejordan1

If ur growth plates are open they can fix u being 5'7 and focus on fixing ur failos

 

[zennn]

Don’t let it get to you, young girls especially just spew shit all the time

Learn to filter it out

I Double this down

Give it a Little bit time Brother