no more options.

[v.3ex]

there’s no resolutions to my problem, there never will be.

I’ll never be in contact with Kimberly again to tell her how I feel.

I still feel the uncertainty.

I just want to know for sure she could reciprocate.

If she can’t, then that solves my problem which I can’t.

I miss her too much, I know I talked about “foid worship” and how pathetic I am, but I am pathetic and I’ll never be more of a man.

I’ll always be the manlet with no friends and no social life or love life.

She was the only person who made tasks meaningful, and now I don’t have that.

She was the only person who gave ME meaning.

She was the only person who made me feel desired.

One affirmation (“cute”) wasn’t just an affirmation.

She showed to me that I did have a heart and that I could love and that I was lovable.

My life unfolds around me and I stay dwelling on somebody from years ago who probably couldn’t give a single shit about me.

My life goes downhill as I ponder about a girl, wishing I would’ve told her and confessed

Now I sit all day staring at clouds, wondering what could’ve been.