No way out

[Its soOver✌️]

Nah it’s lowkey crazy how helpless I feel cus like I know the only thing that really makes me happy is self improvement, like I feel good about myself after the gym or working or doing good on a test, and I know that lowkey the only thing that “really” makes me happy, but I still can’t lock inn and do those things every day. It’s also crazy how there is literally no escape from looking ugly and BP, like if you look bad and you realise looks as are important as they are, you’ll live a miserable life with no way out. Like there is actually no way out of it other than ending it all. Crazy how they are MADE for an existence of suffering, how they spend their entire lives trying to look better, only to realise it wasn’t enough and that they still won’t be happy. It’s even more terrifying that they did nothing to deserve it, like a fetus in the stomach is the most neutral being possible, it’s neither good nor bad, yet there is a chance you will be subtly tortured your entire existence until you either loose your mind or pull the plug.
Beauty really is the standard measurement of value in the universe.

 

[mcmentalonthemic]

I genuinely tried to read it but this is such eye cancer. Please search up what paragraphs are

 

[Anamnesis]

i told chatgpt to resume this

so tldr:
He feels trapped knowing only self-improvement makes him happy, but he can’t stay consistent. He believes being ugly means a life of misery, that some are born to suffer, and that beauty defines a person’s value.

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