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Deleted member 23209
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Man, never honestly thought I’d be on a website with a bunch of Indian incels talking about how I feel but dude.. It didn’t hit me hard until today and I just simply do not understand why some people are born with easier lives and got it all flowing for them while some people just suffer miserably. I used to be 200lbs 5’7 and got bullied hard and it motivated me a lot. Cardio everyday. I’m 5’10 and now in a pretty fit shape(trying to do a little lean bulk now ) and I guess I had a pretty mini glowup. The fat covered lots of my good features to the point that I wanted to save progress pics but deleted all of them because of how super disgusted I was with the before pics. Almost vomited. Another reason I say mini glowup is because some girls do actually throw themselves at me now and I am positive they wouldn’t give me a chance if I was still a fatass but yet none of the girls I’m actually interested in pay me any mind. The girls I truly want are above my level and to know that I have to grow my hair out, put my ass in the gym for a few more years and fix myself with certain products while they’re natural dudes who just never fucked up and got it down pack kills me kinda. Don’t know but it’s life man.