NT maxxing as a ND

[Itsnotover77]

Since a couple of weeks, I have more friends.
We often go to the City.
Sometimes in to the club.

I was never a big fan of the club. The people, the drinking and not knowing, when to stop. That were all things I didn’t like.

Most of them don’t have even big ambitions.

While I was in school (7.-9.grade, 9. grade was my last year.) I didn’t had much friends, I would love the gym and saw results within months, because I bulked. I was never the guy, who smoked or drunk. I was not the popular guy.

Even in my apprenticeship I am not like the others.
I have deep interests like Chess, Education and improving my looks.

I am literally neurodivergent and have better grades than almost everyone in my jobschool. I am very liked by some teachers.
Maybe I should have gone to the gymnasium, if I wasn’t 14 and unknown of my potential.

The thing is, because I am a ND,

I analyse things more.
I have a strong vocabulary, I talk like a 50 year old man ( I often do it intentionally.)
I have deeper interests .
I strongly think about my diet.
I have strongly better grades than the majority in my class.

I just wanna be better. I care about being a better man, having a nice aesthetic jacked body.


I don’t know, if I should stay me or be a fake person?
Having smalltalks, which I do not care about.
Pretend to be a regular person, who likes partying.
Trying to reflect people.

What do y’all think?

 

[PSLbbc]

Since a couple of weeks, I have more friends.
We often go to the City.
Sometimes in to the club.

I was never a big fan of the club. The people, the drinking and not knowing, when to stop. That were all things I didn’t like.

Most of them don’t have even big ambitions.

While I was in school (7.-9.grade, 9. grade was my last year.) I didn’t had much friends, I would love the gym and saw results within months, because I bulked. I was never the guy, who smoked or drunk. I was not the popular guy.

Even in my apprenticeship I am not like the others.
I have deep interests like Chess, Education and improving my looks.

I am literally neurodivergent and have better grades than almost everyone in my jobschool. I am very liked by some teachers.
Maybe I should have gone to the gymnasium, if I wasn’t 14 and unknown of my potential.

The thing is, because I am a ND,

I analyse things more.
I have a strong vocabulary, I talk like a 50 year old man ( I often do it intentionally.)
I have deeper interests .
I strongly think about my diet.
I have strongly better grades than the majority in my class.

I just wanna be better. I care about being a better man, having a nice aesthetic jacked body.


I don’t know, if I should stay me or be a fake person?
Having smalltalks, which I do not care about.
Pretend to be a regular person, who likes partying.
Trying to reflect people.

What do y’all think?

I am nd too and good at nothing
But I do have deeper interests ig