ntmaxxing is impossible

[billyboy290690]

I wish i could go without thinking of my looks constantly. I blast test and gh to see no results other than facial hair, pointless muscles and MORE ACNE. ive starved myself and coped until i couldnt anymore. i go to the gym and gained muscle just for it to mean nothing because of my recessed maxila, rounded orbitals, massive nose and recessed chin. then i lost my htb who was the only person ever to make me not constantly think of how my recessed i look to LOW MTN who also happened to have been one of my closest friends at the time. Is it really about looks or do i need to ntmaxx (simple answer)? the bp is inescapable and it was over since birth

 

[irlgreycel]

I wish i could go without thinking of my looks constantly. I blast test and gh to see no results other than facial hair, pointless muscles and MORE ACNE. ive starved myself and coped until i couldnt anymore. i go to the gym and gained muscle just for it to mean nothing because of my recessed maxila, rounded orbitals, massive nose and recessed chin. then i lost my htb who was the only person ever to make me not constantly think of how my recessed i look to LOW MTN who also happened to have been one of my closest friends at the time. Is it really about looks or do i need to ntmaxx (simple answer)? the bp is inescapable and it was over since birth

none of this gotta do with be nt brah, and how are you not seeing bone development/changes on hgh and test??

 

[naturalselector420]

Is it really about looks

yes

do i need to ntmaxx

also yes but focus on looks first. NTmaxxing is insanely exhausting, i've tried it before and while I did manage to become somewhat accepted and conform normally it was extremely draining so I just gave up.

 

[billyboy290690]

none of this gotta do with be nt brah, and how are you not seeing bone development/changes on hgh and test??

all ive seen is fat loss and the slightest growth in my chin and zygos and that was after being on both for 8 months. i did grow 5 inches taller within a year though

 

[irlgreycel]

all ive seen is fat loss and the slightest growth in my chin and zygos and that was after being on both for 8 months. i did grow 5 inches taller within a year though

damn how old are you? if u bonesmash while youre in puberty + hgh n test its like a cheat code bhai

 

[billyboy290690]

damn how old are you? if u bonesmash while youre in puberty + hgh n test its like a cheat code bhai

16, never tried bonesmashing all ive heard was its cope but ill try it as there isnt anything to lose from it

 

[irlgreycel]

16, never tried bonesmashing all ive heard was its cope but ill try it as there isnt anything to lose from it

its not totally cope, but just careful cuz you can def cause asymmetry, but it does work

 

[billyboy290690]

its not totally cope, but just careful cuz you can def cause asymmetry, but it does work

what should i use? just fists or an object?

 

[Lucifer Rising]

You either have it or you don't.

 

[irlgreycel]

what should i use? just fists or an object?

prob hammer, and hit in the spots youre lackin in

 

[irlgreycel]

You either have it or you don't.

most people have it, most mfs just larp ND, they dont actually know what ND is like lmao, its like foids self diagnosing some bs

 

[billyboy290690]

prob hammer, and hit in the spots youre lackin in

thank you