(NUCLEAR NTPILL) Autism is far worse than any physical trait (sub-burnvictim), according to science

[sonic55555]

what is this?

 

[sonic55555]

Clavicular doesn't have autism, cockroach tier IQ normies buy that out of course, he acts like one but obviously isn't one

OP you're a mathcel just like me btw. i have autism as well but i don't know, based on my personal experience it really isn't that bad, and i live in Latin America, the epitome of neurotypicalness, but i feel that most of my problems come from the fact that i am ugly, autism just enhances the chances of ending up isolated, and makes you even more awkward if you already look low trust, which is my case, reality may be different in other places though, i am taking a shit rn so ill expand on my view later, but autism isn't an absolute death sentence is what i am trying to say, maybe your studies take in mind some brutal tier aspies, like disability tier, i mean i do believe that autism itself is a disability but you know what i mean

i dont buy the high functioning autist spiel either. in my eyes thats just personality, not actual neurodivergence

 

[Andremln]

i dont buy the high functioning autist spiel either. in my eyes thats just personality, not actual neurodivergence

most of the times its just what we call abused dog syndrome, ugly people that got actively neglected socially and romantically by their peers during childhood and adolescence end up becoming anxious, unfitting and emotionally dysregulated, like a wolf that got left out to starve by their pack, and he somehow survived, but even if he does survive he'll probably never be able to re-enter into a pack, he'll have resentment and anger, this can be very beneficial if the user is true/honest to himself and uses that as fuel to achieve greatness, lots of the big names in history have been losers

 

[sonic55555]

most of the times its just what we call abused dog syndrome, ugly people that got actively neglected socially and romantically by their peers during childhood and adolescence end up becoming anxious, unfitting and emotionally dysregulated, like a wolf that got left out to starve by their pack, and he somehow survived, but even if he does survive he'll probably never be able to re-enter into a pack, he'll have resentment and anger, this can be very beneficial if the user is true/honest to himself and uses that as fuel to achieve greatness, lots of the big names in history have been losers

Yeah i totally get that, great point too.

 

[Alienmaxxer]

i dont buy the high functioning autist spiel either. in my eyes thats just personality, not actual neurodivergence

It doesn't matter if you buy it or not. High-functioning autists have a higher unemployment rate than schizophrenics, that's the fact.

most of the times its just what we call abused dog syndrome, ugly people that got actively neglected socially and romantically by their peers during childhood and adolescence end up becoming anxious, unfitting and emotionally dysregulated, like a wolf that got left out to starve by their pack, and he somehow survived, but even if he does survive he'll probably never be able to re-enter into a pack, he'll have resentment and anger, this can be very beneficial if the user is true/honest to himself and uses that as fuel to achieve greatness, lots of the big names in history have been losers

This doesn't work as an explanation, because high-functioning autism is diagnosed on average at the age of 4.

 

[Andremln]

This doesn't work as an explanation, because high-functioning autism is diagnosed on average at the age of 4.

I know, i am talking about self diagnosed people that believe they're high functioning, mainly was talking about clavicular

 

[Alienmaxxer]

but i feel that most of my problems come from the fact that i am ugly

Yeah, you just feel it. That's all it is, a feeling. But what is the fact of the matter... seriously, look at those numbers again. Those are for high-functioning autists. That means they aren't drooling mutes, that means their IQs are higher than 80, etc. They are just people like @Xangsane, or like you or me.

 

[sonic55555]

Yeah, you just feel it. That's all it is, a feeling. But what is the fact of the matter... seriously, look at those numbers again. Those are for high-functioning autists. That means they aren't drooling mutes, that means their IQs are higher than 80, etc. They are just people like @Xangsane, or like you or me.

why cant it just be high iq that makes it difficult for someone to fit in socially. why does it have to be high functioning autism

 

[Andremln]

Yeah, you just feel it. That's all it is, a feeling. But what is the fact of the matter... seriously, look at those numbers again. Those are for high-functioning autists. That means they aren't drooling mutes, that means their IQs are higher than 80, etc. They are just people like @Xangsane, or like you or me.

Will re evaluate and give my opinion later

 

[Andremln]

why cant it just be high iq that makes it difficult for someone to fit in socially. why does it have to be high functioning autism

both make it difficult for someone to fit in, but the difference comes from how actively you become isolated, an autist will be detached by society while the highly intelligent individual can "fit in" as long as he dumbs down his conversations and interactions, internally though he will feel alienated

 

[sonic55555]

both make it difficult for someone to fit in, but the difference comes from how actively you become isolated, an autist will be detached by society while the highly intelligent individual can "fit in" as long as he dumbs down his conversations and interactions, internally though he will feel alienated

alright. anyways im done talking out of my ass now, but this was interesting

 

[Alienmaxxer]

why cant it just be high iq that makes it difficult for someone to fit in socially. why does it have to be high functioning autism

Autism isn't just conversational and thinking differences like that. You look uncomfortable and strange to people instantly. It's physical as well. This was a famous nature study of thin-slice judgments that came to this conclusion, I included it as the first line of my thread.

Having high IQ predisposes you to being ND though.

 

[sonic55555]

Autism isn't just conversational and thinking differences like that. You look uncomfortable and strange to people instantly. It's physical as well. This was a famous nature study of thin-slice judgments that came to this conclusion, I included it as the first line of my thread.

Having high IQ predisposes you to being ND though.

now that is interesting. i didnt know the brain subconsciously sniffs out neurodivergents

 

[sonic55555]

Autism isn't just conversational and thinking differences like that. You look uncomfortable and strange to people instantly. It's physical as well. This was a famous nature study of thin-slice judgments that came to this conclusion, I included it as the first line of my thread.

Having high IQ predisposes you to being ND though.

youre a real scholar alienmaxxer, you too Andremln

 

[sonic55555]

Autism isn't just conversational and thinking differences like that. You look uncomfortable and strange to people instantly. It's physical as well. This was a famous nature study of thin-slice judgments that came to this conclusion, I included it as the first line of my thread.

Having high IQ predisposes you to being ND though.

I've met 2000+ elo in chess top university straight A olympiad STEM majors who are balding and not on fin. They could have looked up their problem in a few minutes a year ago and solved it with their IQ, but didn't. I've met other very intelligent people that dressed in ridiculous ways and paid no attention to their looks. I've met smart people who ignored and made obviously stupid decisions like not consider their future occupation. Why can't they realize this idea which would vastly improve their life? If they are so high IQ, they should easily be able to figure it out, but they don't... why? WHY?

Are they actually just low IQ? This seems unlikely. So what is the x factor they are missing that would allow them to come to these conclusions? HELP!


i wonder about this exact thing every single day of my life. Thats the next conundrum youll have to solve alienmaxxer

 

[Andremln]

Autism isn't just conversational and thinking differences like that. You look uncomfortable and strange to people instantly. It's physical as well. This was a famous nature study of thin-slice judgments that came to this conclusion, I included it as the first line of my thread.

Having high IQ predisposes you to being ND though.

Yeah i remember even as a kid feeling like a weird animal trying to appear to be human, but until i was 10 - 11 i still didn't need to put extreme effort into looking normal, i had many friends many of them being giga neurotypical and was never bullied, played soccer, xbox, talked about normie interests, etc.

Once puberty hit, you stop looking cute and childlike, so its a death sentence for autists, because before that you may come off as introvert or weird, but harmless, now you mean uncanny and danger. and as you say, people detect this in miliseconds, they avoid you, ignore you, girls get repulsed by you, but in my case i feel like i may be even more fucked because i look low trust as fuck, i am pale with pitch black dense hair, hooded eyes, pronounced browridge, wide af zygos recessed maxilla and mandible, i just look severely unapproachable, during my adolescence i felt undeserving of love, of feeling the warm from others, i still am very alone, though for some reason i was able to make very neurotypical friends in high school, they were troublemakers though, so i don't know what that tells about me and what people think i may offer them

 

[Alienmaxxer]

I've met 2000+ elo in chess top university straight A olympiad STEM majors who are balding and not on fin. They could have looked up their problem in a few minutes a year ago and solved it with their IQ, but didn't. I've met other very intelligent people that dressed in ridiculous ways and paid no attention to their looks. I've met smart people who ignored and made obviously stupid decisions like not consider their future occupation. Why can't they realize this idea which would vastly improve their life? If they are so high IQ, they should easily be able to figure it out, but they don't... why? WHY?

Are they actually just low IQ? This seems unlikely. So what is the x factor they are missing that would allow them to come to these conclusions? HELP!


i wonder about this exact thing every single day of my life. Thats the next conundrum youll have to solve alienmaxxer

It's been on my mind for a long time too. I think it's them lacking conscientiousness (orderliness and industriousness) and courage. There is actually a negative correlation between intelligence and conscientiousness.

If you aren't brave, you won't confront negative thoughts and see through your copes.
If you lack grit, you won't think about those copes and their problems a lot.
If you aren't conscientious, you won't work through and plan to solve those negative thoughts.
If you lack integrity, you won't consistently follow through with your thoughts to their logical conclusion if it's negative.

These abilities have nothing to do with IQ - they are independent metrics.

So the balding STEM guy will ignore the balding because he doesn't have the bravery to face the truth. He doesn't have the grit to criticize the cope for long enough. He doesn't have the conscientiousness to plan and solve his problem after realizing the truth. And he doesn't have the integrity to stop the rationalization in the first place.

"but shouldn't high IQ people see through rationalizations better than low IQ people, all else (conscientiousness, courage) being equal?"
No, because high IQ people make better quality rationalizations that are just as hard to see through for them as the rationalizations are for lower IQ people. So it would be just as hard for each. It's like trying to beat yourself at a game.

That's my solution for now.

 

[Alienmaxxer]

but until i was 10 - 11 i still didn't need to put extreme effort into looking normal, i had many friends many of them being giga neurotypical and was never bullied, played soccer, xbox, talked about normie interests, etc.

I was the same way. Though I still had intense special interests (like math at that age), I had quite a lot of friends. But I was a jestermaxxer as well - it most likely started because people would laugh at me when I didn't mean to make a joke so I just ran with it.

though for some reason i was able to make very neurotypical friends in high school, they were troublemakers though, so i don't know what that tells about me and what people think i may offer them

I also made a small friend group in hs, but I was kicked out of it halfway through and left with no one for the remaining time. Absolutely brutal.

I then, like you, joined a group of troublemaker people through one of my only friends. Though I got along well with one of them, eventually I was kicked out of that, too, with them all forming a separate groupchat without me. A few months after, I hung out with them again, but then they all started hanging out without inviting me. I just gave up with that.

I went to a math research internship thing for a few months filled with math students. I tried hard to mask but it didn't work, in fact during the first few nights one of the girls started raging at me while drunk yelling at me calling me a pussy for not sharing enough about myself... then another girl said she hated her professor because he was autistic in front of me knowing I was an autist JFL. Though I was interacting with everyone, I was ostracized after two or three weeks. I was so depressed I just gave up with that and did research the rest of the time.

I haven't made a friend since I moved a year or so ago, so yeah. Over.

Once puberty hit, you stop looking cute and childlike, so its a death sentence for autists, because before that you may come off as introvert or weird, but harmless, now you mean uncanny and danger. and as you say, people detect this in miliseconds, they avoid you, ignore you, girls get repulsed by you, but in my case i feel like i may be even more fucked because i look low trust as fuck, i am pale with pitch black dense hair, hooded eyes, pronounced browridge, wide af zygos recessed maxilla and mandible, i just look severely unapproachable

Yes, after puberty and especially after jestermaxxing was no longer sufficient to carry conversations, social life became much harder and basically got destroyed for me. I'm more high trust looking, but it doesn't seem to help. I find girls say a high-trust autist is "cute," but they wouldn't want to be in a relationship with you or anything.

 

[Andremln]

I was the same way. Though I still had intense special interests (like math at that age), I had quite a lot of friends. But I was a jestermaxxer as well - it most likely started because people would laugh at me when I didn't mean to make a joke so I just ran with it.

I never had extreme special interests, i did always enjoy learning about many things never restricting myself to a specific theme, but always much more scientifically oriented rather than mathematically, matter of fact i wanted to study medicine until last year, i shifted towards enjoying mathematics and physics a lot.

I don't recall jestermaxxing, i always hated the feeling of being laughed at or feeling inferior, so i just chose to act more nonchalantly, sacrificing having more social exposure in exchange of lowering chances of humilliation. I was homeschooled from age 12 - 13, and i came back to a different school for freshman year, new people whom i never met before of course, and different interests and shit to talk about because during my homeschool years my old friends stopped talking to me, so i got socially lost when i arrived to this high school, and from the first day i became invisible, not bullied but socially neglected, most girls didn't talk to me or straight up changed seats when i was close to them, i could hear them laughing, a couple of times they joked with the typical "my friend likes you" bullshit, i just never responded or fought back, i felt so powerless, i hate that feeling.

Now i have extreme anger episodes maybe because of that, i haven't seen a psychologist or therapist but i probably have narcissistic personality disorder, the covert variant. I've been dealing with a lot of internalized rage, its not constant but loneliness or boredom triggers them, especially when i start feeling inferior or undeserving of love and ugly, i genuinely feel like i could rip someones spine straight from their back clean, i get euphoric and feel unstoppable, probably a defense mechanism for my abused dog brain seeking control and dominance, i start punching any object close to me, having thoughts and fantasies of extreme violence, my hands are full of scars and wounds, the other day i almost killed my cat and i felt like shit, i mean i didn't act upon it but i thought about doing so just for a couple of seconds, i am highly capable of empathy and remorse, as a kid i cried when others, human or non-humans suffered, i still can feel for others, but when those rage episodes hit me i can't think clearly, as an early adolescent i did torture insects and small animals but again, i felt like shit afterwards, and i didn't really enjoy their suffering itself, its hard to explain, but its more about the control over others that i don't have over my shit life, going out to hunt helps me regulating, but the last couple of times i've gone out to clubbing i've got myself involved in fights and i felt like legit i could lose control and kill the other dudes.

Anyways, when i was 16 i met some dudes from my school at the gym, they were very popular and known for getting into trouble and fighting, obviously as a social outcast hanging out with them felt unreal and good, but just as you, they stopped talking to me after a while, but we still lasted like a year and a half being friends, cool times to be honest but my grades went to shit, but not because of them specifically, the feeling of inferiority and having to show up with my ugly ass face made me insanely anxious so i started skipping classes and i didn't study, which is something i always enjoyed a lot, only during senior i came back to enjoying studying, also because of the pressure of having to choose a career, and i started taking interest in mathemathics and physics.

I went to a math research internship thing for a few months filled with math students. I tried hard to mask but it didn't work, in fact during the first few nights one of the girls started raging at me while drunk yelling at me calling me a pussy for not sharing enough about myself... then another girl said she hated her professor because he was autistic in front of me knowing I was an autist JFL. Though I was interacting with everyone, I was ostracized after two or three weeks. I was so depressed I just gave up with that and did research the rest of the time.

I haven't made a friend since I moved a year or so ago, so yeah. Over.

Shit man that is awful, i would've thought that since it was a math students only thing most people would be introverted and chill, but those bitches were probably weirdos and felt abused as teens as well, anyone with hate in their heart has resentment and anger and needs an scapegoat, literally no beautiful girl has hate in their heart, worst case they're ignorant.

Yeah i've come to the conclusion that masking never works, its better to just straight up not interact with people, sucks that while being at a place where you could be having such a good time with people who you share an interest with, you're excluded from having company, in which country are you currently staying? And what are you planning to do with your masters? research mostly? The other day i told you in another thread that i was studying mathematical engineering, as i said i just recently got back into studying so you definitely kick my shit 100x times in math, but if you want to talk about anything just DM me bro.

I am currently having an "alright" time at my uni, met new people, did make some "friends", but no one really hangs out, the academical pressure is pretty extreme, lots of tests and unnecesary shit to do, like why is engineering 6 years fucking long JFL, there's a lot of suicides in my country academically related, just the other day we had 2 suicides in a single day, one jumped from the roof of his college math department, but fuck it we ball i guess, i can't wait to get surgery, insurance is still evaluating my records to see if they'll pay for my DJS, ill get Trimax, but the genioplasty isn't considered by insurance so ill have to pay that from my own wallet, ill probably have it done next year, my maxilla is genuinely death tier, i have no ramus and no midface projection so ill also need to get implants at some point, i guess ill prioritize that instead of buying a car, public transport isn't that bad anyways, and we both know that surgery has a high ROI, especially if its because of a functional problem such as orthognathic

 

[BadLuck7892]

The fact that non of us niggas would want to be a sub-burnvictim/5'3 NT guy over being a 6'1 autist PLUS the fact that none of the foid whore species of this earth called women would fuck a sub-burnvictim/5'3 NT guy is the biggest proof in itself boyoniggertard

Again, his point was: Other than extreme cases (like burn victims), a short NT man will do better than an average height or tall autist

 

[BadLuck7892]

why are autistic people incapble of falling in love?

Something about autism makes us be devoid of the "capable of loving" gene

 

[BadLuck7892]

I’m gl and tall yet struggle with girls and ppl in general bc of asperger’s. We can’t connect w ppl like NTs can , it’s a stunt fs

What I hate is the fact I'm normal-passing enough to get invited to social events (something I don't even want or enjoy), yet too strange to get what I actually  want: a foid

 

[sonic55555]

What I hate is the fact I'm normal-passing enough to get invited to social events (something I don't even want or enjoy), yet too strange to get what I actually  want: a foid

do you get nervous in social situations or not at all?

 

[foidslayer5000]

Something about autism makes us be devoid of the "capable of loving" gene

Yeh. never met a girl that genuinely ever felt interest in me despite MTN, not even the genuine lowest of the low LTB burn victims. Worst feeling of your life that autists like me and u feel daily is when someones laughing at some random shi you just dont fucking understand then u get the bad feeling its something u said

 

[sonic55555]

Yeh. never met a girl that genuinely ever felt interest in me despite MTN, not even the genuine lowest of the low LTB burn victims. Worst feeling of your life that autists like me and u feel daily is when someones laughing at some random shi you just dont fucking understand then u get the bad feeling its something u said

Damn i can see why that would suck indeed

 

[BadLuck7892]

thing is tho mate

whatever extent of ndness you want to use (say bottom2%) you need to compare that with the same level as face or height for an actual comparison (bottom2% face or height), and in the end with the same percentile, face and height are still more important

I'm a HTN with only mild autism, @AryanSchizo is (according to his description of himself) a fellow mild autist who's even higher than me on the looks scale and taller than me, yet we both struggle to get foids

The idea that it's only the absolute bottom autists who struggle couldn't be more false

 

[sonic55555]

you got a plan laid out and youre very introspective, mirin high sentience and high iq. I suspect you'll get there one day brothaman

Andremln​

 

[BadLuck7892]

you cant read social cues? whats the deal with aspergers, what does it feel like to have it?

Even though you were quoting a different mild autist, I will answer from my perspective:

My autism is mild enough I can sometimes read foids' "fuck me" cues, yet I lack the neurological capability of knowing how to act on her cue

 

[sonic55555]

Even though you were quoting a different mild autist, I will answer from my perspective:

My autism is mild enough I can sometimes read foids' "fuck me" cues, yet I lack the neurological capability of knowing how to act on her cue

what's stopping you from stroking her arm and initiating a kiss, then escalating into intimacy. Its no different than executing a football play, one two dribble

 

[foidslayer5000]

I'm a HTN with only mild autism, @AryanSchizo is (according to his description of himself) a fellow mild autist who's even higher than me on the looks scale and taller than me, yet we both struggle to get foids

The idea that it's only the absolute bottom autists who struggle couldn't be more false

worst part is im literally 6ft 21in bidelt but im a fucking Nd Indian so it doesn't even matter cause I just get raped by every foid

 

[foidslayer5000]

what's stopping you from stroking her arm and initiating a kiss, then escalating into intimacy. Its no different than executing a football play, one two dribble

cause if I just do that any time then I get a fucking restraining order bro

 

[TajManzoor]

Autistic people are instantly judged as weird, creepy, and socially undesirable even if looked at for a few milliseconds (nature study on thin slice judgments). 40% are virgins as an adult. They have unemployment rates higher than schizophrenics. The fertility rate for male autists is 1/5 that of nt males. Only 5% of autists marry, and of those 5%, 80% divorce. That is a 1% rate of successful marriage. Only 16% are in relationships, and of those 16%, only 11% are satisfied. That means only 1.8% of autists are in satisfying relationships.

Name me a single sub-burnvictim physical trait that comes even close to that. Scientifically. Being 5'3 is nothing compared to that.

People larp here as being some rational based truth-seeking people but then say Looks > NT.

Most Brutal Part, most people don't even know they have it and probably never will and even when they find out, theres not much you can do.

Its so fucking over for NDcels.

 

[VeryFuglyNiyguhs]

counter argument:
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what you call autism is not actual autism, which makes your thread pointless.

Sure if we're talking about actual autism as in spastic mutes then yes everything you say is def true.

But if we're talking about pseudo autists such as Clavicular then he's clearly proving that "autism" isnt a big deal at all

Idk about clavicular being pseudo autistic. He talks like an autistic person does. He has a very weird voice and is very robotic with how he speaks.

 

[lurking truecel]

I mean bad studies since many who have authism is mental retarded in the iq sense. So they are basically retarded, not just socially

 

[sonic55555]

I mean bad studies since many who have authism is mental retarded in the iq sense. So they are basically retarded, not just socially

Yeah the ones that beat their own head until they get braindamage and have to wear helmets?

 

[lurking truecel]

Yeah the ones that beat their own head until they get braindamage and have to wear helmets?

Yea many of them have authism yes

 

[foidslayer5000]

Most Brutal Part, most people don't even know they have it and probably never will and even when they find out, theres not much you can do.

Its so fucking over for NDcels.

blessed being 4 inches taller than my dad cause of rowing plus 21in bidelt, cursed with being Indian 5 inch skinny dick and brutally nd

 

[BadLuck7892]

nigha ur just socially anxious or smth

No. His description of his autism is a lot like mine. He really is an autist

Social phobia is being afraid a foid might say no

Asperger's is being able to identify that a foid wants us yet still being incapable of shooting our shot (@AryanSchizo ran into that scenario at a food service job, I've run into that scenario at work and in other settings)

 

[foidslayer5000]

fuck me bro why did I have to be so halfassed when god made me ts is ropeful

 

[TajManzoor]

blessed being 4 inches taller than my dad cause of rowing plus 21in bidelt, cursed with being Indian 5 inch skinny dick and brutally nd

ND and Indian,

and i thought i had it bad

 

[foidslayer5000]

No. His description of his autism is a lot like mine. He really is an autist

Social phobia is being afraid a foid might say no

Asperger's is being able to identify that a foid wants us yet still being incapable of shooting our shot (@AryanSchizo ran into that scenario at a food service job, I've run into that scenario at work and in other settings)

brutally relatable ive flirted so much and genuinely never been able to do shit with it

 

[sonic55555]

No. His description of his autism is a lot like mine. He really is an autist

Social phobia is being afraid a foid might say no

Asperger's is being able to identify that a foid wants us yet still being incapable of shooting our shot (@AryanSchizo ran into that scenario at a food service job, I've run into that scenario at work and in other settings)

are you saying that aspergers is your brain cockblocking itself from reproduction because it knows its malformed, lol

brutal

 

[VeryFuglyNiyguhs]

you can be a Chad and still struggle with women and life if you have autism

Not wrong. This guy was viewed as handsome by women yet has been on one date his whole life. That being said I think women WILL overlook your neurodevelopmental disorders if your hot.

 

[foidslayer5000]

ND and Indian,

and i thought i had it bad

social frauding works surprisingly well, just internalized low inhib from all my aryan 6'5" giant rowing friends and my life is better now. Autists and spergs like me just have high inhib if u can overcome it even if u stutter a shit ton it lowkey works cause foids think its kinda cute

 

[BadLuck7892]

Clavicular doesn't have autism, cockroach tier IQ normies buy that out of course, he acts like one but obviously isn't one

OP you're a mathcel just like me btw. i have autism as well but i don't know, based on my personal experience it really isn't that bad, and i live in Latin America, the epitome of neurotypicalness, but i feel that most of my problems come from the fact that i am ugly, autism just enhances the chances of ending up isolated, and makes you even more awkward if you already look low trust, which is my case, reality may be different in other places though, i am taking a shit rn so ill expand on my view later, but autism isn't an absolute death sentence is what i am trying to say, maybe your studies take in mind some brutal tier aspies, like disability tier, i mean i do believe that autism itself is a disability but you know what i mean

Being in Latin America helps

Latinas are more accepting of autism

My last free lay was a Latina

My longest relationship (8 months when I was 21-22 in 2013) was a Latina

 

[sonic55555]

Being in Latin America helps

Latinas are more accepting of autism

My last free lay was a Latina

My longest relationship (8 months when I was 21-22 in 2013) was a Latina

low inhib escortmaxxer, longterm relationships

so how exactly is your supposed autism inhibiting you lol?

 

[TajManzoor]

social frauding works surprisingly well, just internalized low inhib from all my aryan 6'5" giant rowing friends and my life is better now. Autists and spergs like me just have high inhib if u can overcome it even if u stutter a shit ton it lowkey works cause foids think its kinda cute

Lol same, my dads extremely confident so i just take some pregab and start pretending to be NT.
At least I got a role model ig.

 

[BadLuck7892]

why cant it just be high iq that makes it difficult for someone to fit in socially. why does it have to be high functioning autism

My brother was #1 academically in his high school class, yet has always had a vibrant social life

High IQ alone doesn't prevent one from fitting in

 

[BadLuck7892]

Yeah i remember even as a kid feeling like a weird animal trying to appear to be human, but until i was 10 - 11 i still didn't need to put extreme effort into looking normal, i had many friends many of them being giga neurotypical and was never bullied, played soccer, xbox, talked about normie interests, etc.

Once puberty hit, you stop looking cute and childlike, so its a death sentence for autists, because before that you may come off as introvert or weird, but harmless, now you mean uncanny and danger. and as you say, people detect this in miliseconds, they avoid you, ignore you, girls get repulsed by you, but in my case i feel like i may be even more fucked because i look low trust as fuck, i am pale with pitch black dense hair, hooded eyes, pronounced browridge, wide af zygos recessed maxilla and mandible, i just look severely unapproachable, during my adolescence i felt undeserving of love, of feeling the warm from others, i still am very alone, though for some reason i was able to make very neurotypical friends in high school, they were troublemakers though, so i don't know what that tells about me and what people think i may offer them

This

I had a girlfriend and a best friend in elementary school

Come middle school, my best friend ditched me for the cool kids (and I was unwanted by foids)

Then come high school, I was viewed as a total creep

 

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Lol same, my dads extremely confident so i just take some pregab and start pretending to be NT.
At least I got a role model ig.

My dad's a morbidly obese tech bro who gave me bone spurs hip impingement and high leg/hip insertions, my mom is also a 5'2 lltb. both are brutally nd (arranged marriage) and my dads even smaller than I am. I have no reason to be as high psl as I am