Ok guys so i posted here a few times, but i have to say im mentally distraught and need help, im wasting away

[LTNDEPRESSEDLATINO]

So my social anxiety is severe to the point i cant sneeze in public. I actually CAN talk, laugh and act neurotypical around anyone, if you talked to me you would think im completely normal(not considering looks), but my mind is fucked up. I have mind blockages due to years of severe bullying during my teens and childhood.

I have had troubles peeing in public, but now i cant sneeze, everything that involves relaxation i cant operate it properly and this has given me early grey hair, vitiligo on my foreskin(sucks) and i wonder whats next?

What should i do at this point? whats wrong with my mind for gods sake? Why i cant be normal and dont have these obsessions?
Do you guys think i might be on the spectrum?

Please, dont satirize this post, this is serious shit.

 

[JeanneDArcAlter]

So my social anxiety is severe to the point i cant sneeze in public. I cant talk, laugh and act neurotypical around anyone, if you talked to me you would think im completely normal(not considering looks), but my mind is fucked up. I have mind blockages due to years of severe bullying during my teens and childhood.

I have had troubles peeing in public, but now i cant sneeze, everything that involves relaxation i cant operate it properly and this has given me early grey hair, vitiligo on my foreskin(sucks) and i wonder whats next?

What should i do at this point? whats wrong with my mind for gods sake? Why i cant be normal and dont have these obsessions?
Do you guys think i might be on the spectrum?

Please, dont satirize this post, this is serious shit.

Go to the doctor and fightmaxx whoeever bullied you

 

[LTNDEPRESSEDLATINO]

Go to the doctor and fightmaxx whoeever bullied you

Do you think i might develope some more serious disorder if i dont start therapy and take meds asap?

 

[JeanneDArcAlter]

Do you think i might develope some more serious disorder if i dont start therapy and take meds asap?

Has it been getting worse in the past few months? If yes, then yes you could get a more serious disorder, if no you wont get a more serious disorder and youll stay like this until you take meds

 

[Regressive]

i only say its over for mentalcels

 

[LTNDEPRESSEDLATINO]

i only say its over for mentalcels

im not only mentalcel. im below average in looks.

 

[Regressive]

im not only mentalcel. im below average in looks.

giga over then

 

[subhumanTK]

So my social anxiety is severe to the point i cant sneeze in public. I actually CAN talk, laugh and act neurotypical around anyone, if you talked to me you would think im completely normal(not considering looks), but my mind is fucked up. I have mind blockages due to years of severe bullying during my teens and childhood.

I have had troubles peeing in public, but now i cant sneeze, everything that involves relaxation i cant operate it properly and this has given me early grey hair, vitiligo on my foreskin(sucks) and i wonder whats next?

What should i do at this point? whats wrong with my mind for gods sake? Why i cant be normal and dont have these obsessions?
Do you guys think i might be on the spectrum?

Please, dont satirize this post, this is serious shit.

50 mg sertraline will fix u right up bhai go see a doctor

 

[Megfish21]

Therapy is cope 80% of the time and won't help you through its common-sense and non-empathetic procedures. you just burn a hole in your pocket.

Meds won't fix you either. it might alleviate symptoms now but you're gonna fall apart even more later.

Physical stuff like face you can get surgery. With your mind, you can't pay to fix it. (except for lobotomizing, jk)

 

[Askeladd93270]

I have the same exact problem even the bullying part but if I'm with my friendgroup I become Trevor prime I can literally shit on the road when I'm with friends