[oldcels GTFIH] Feeling like an immortal: watching people come, start to act old and go, again and again

[Zyros]

Aside from appearance, I feel like energy-wise and mentality-wise I stopped aging at early 20's. I've belonged already to 5 or so social circles that I witnessed being born, being super active, and slowly wither away due to being slowly disbanded or its members starting to behave "older" and like they lost all their energy. Its always the same, starts with people all upbeat energetic and wanting to do plans. Over the time, a general "tiredness" starts to grab a hold of them until they start to behave like some old grandpas unable to lift their asses from the couch. I also watched people younger than me act less age than me, and "age" over the years until they were generic settled down parent tired husk. I remember specially some guy that was the "life of party" type of guy. I met him some years later and took him to party and the guy didnt last 2 hours before being exhausted, it felt shocking and weird. It applies to other things too.

It's a kinda weird feeling, seeing people come and go almost in "cycles" or generations while you stay frozen in a certain mindset and level of energy. I've also seen people start looking like college kids and end looking older than me. As I said feels like those movies about immortal characters that watch other characters appear, do their lives and go after changing in a very rapid pace in the eyes of the main character.

I dunno if this is good or bad. I like this feeling but I don't know if it will be heavily dependant on my perceived/biological age, and maybe if I start visibly aging it will fuck me over or something.

 

[Feminineboi]

hang on to what you have now. Becoming one of them (not recognizing the absurdity and complex simplicity of life), can really fuck you up. You seem smart enough to see through the "1st layer" of the world's many: blue-pilled delusions, coping, unnatural desires, etc.

I hope you can continue to do so.

 

[Zyros]

hang on to what you have now. Becoming one of them (not recognizing the absurdity and complex simplicity of life), can really fuck you up. You seem smart enough to see through the "1st layer" of the world's many: blue-pilled delusions, coping, unnatural desires, etc.

I hope you can continue to do so.

I think its more simple, I have a super super strong "I want to live forever" mindset since I was a kid.
But yeah I hope to have this that I have, for a long time.

 

[Butthurt Dweller]

nigger i cannot wait to fucking die

 

[Clark69]

Over the time, a general "tiredness" starts to grab a hold of them until they start to behave like some old grandpas unable to lift their asses from the couch.

i will rope as soon as that happens to me ngl. the youthful energy and the ability to workout 6x a week while having a loaded schedule is priceless

 

[Feminineboi]

i will rope as soon as that happens to me ngl. the youthful energy and the ability to workout 6x a week while having a loaded schedule is priceless

I've never had that energy but still have a good life. Roping is for quitters

 

[Ritalincel]

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[Clark69]

 

[BonesAndHarmony]

I'm the opposite, I'm a cranky old man living in a young man's body, I wish I was an energy filled NT but I'm more like Doctor House personality-wise

 

[Deleted member 4310]

My personality is just cold and dettached since I took the blackpill, I have zero "normie" interests and hate talking to normies.

 

[Deleted member 4310]

My personality is just cold and dettached since I took the blackpill, I have zero "normie" interests and hate talking to normies.

 

[fukmylyf]

covid made this worse. Even my youngest friends are rotting right now