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While I was in love with her in HS, she didn't even give a fuck about me. She was a virgin, she was waiting for the right one, and she made it clear to me that I wasn't that. She was super selective with who was gonna deflower her.
If she doesn't want to lose her virginity to you, then she will never love you. But I was stupid enough to have emotions for her, even though I was deemed inadequate for the job. Because I wasn't just competing for her sex, I was competing for her virginity, which is a lot more valuable. It didn't even cross my mind that she could be a virgin, I was sure she had a bf or had sex at least.
And in 2015, she met her first, but I didn't know that at the time. I saw her on the bus one day and she smiled and waved at me and asked me how I was, and like a good cuck I thought it meant something. She got down and headed towards the beach area, I'm 100% sure now that she was gonna meet him.
How stupid was I to have feelings for her. She was fucking that dude, and I was thinking about her instead of trying to ascend. And I'm pissed because that guy beat me. She chose him over me, to deflower her. I competed, I lost and he won. This shit happens when your oneitis is a virgin.
And then I asked her out again after 5 years after she had fucked 5 guys. Even though i went out with her, she didn't have sex with me so I got humiliated even more. First she didn't trust me with her virginity, then she wouldn't even trust me with casual sex.
If she doesn't want to lose her virginity to you, then she will never love you. But I was stupid enough to have emotions for her, even though I was deemed inadequate for the job. Because I wasn't just competing for her sex, I was competing for her virginity, which is a lot more valuable. It didn't even cross my mind that she could be a virgin, I was sure she had a bf or had sex at least.
And in 2015, she met her first, but I didn't know that at the time. I saw her on the bus one day and she smiled and waved at me and asked me how I was, and like a good cuck I thought it meant something. She got down and headed towards the beach area, I'm 100% sure now that she was gonna meet him.
How stupid was I to have feelings for her. She was fucking that dude, and I was thinking about her instead of trying to ascend. And I'm pissed because that guy beat me. She chose him over me, to deflower her. I competed, I lost and he won. This shit happens when your oneitis is a virgin.
And then I asked her out again after 5 years after she had fucked 5 guys. Even though i went out with her, she didn't have sex with me so I got humiliated even more. First she didn't trust me with her virginity, then she wouldn't even trust me with casual sex.
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