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I’ve always played sport as a kid and I was pretty tall for my age so I just pretty much ate everything I saw when I was hungry not knowing what a calorie and so I never got fat despite me eating like a fatass 24/7.
I started doing TikTok’s posting myself and I got my fair share of views and people were mocking it at first but I ended up racking views after views to the point where it wasn’t just some stupid phase of me posting myself on TikTok and it would be a regular thing and people just started liking it.
Exams came up and so I stopped playing sports and moved less but continued to eat like a fatass as I believed in the propaganda that I had a fast metabolism so I ate like crazy
I ended up gaining weight and people ended up noticing it until one day some dude came up to me and said “bro you’re the biggest catfish you look way fatter in real life” and I genuinely took that to heart and just completely stopped eating and in around a week or 2 my face was literally sunken like hollow cheeks and just looked anorexic as fuck and people genuinely just noticed the jawline I had because of me eating way less instead of helping me (keep in mind it was so obvious like some days I’d just eat 800-900 kcals per day despite me having a maintenance of like 2.8k-3k kcals) and people started treating me so much better
The TikTok’s I did started racking up way more attention and views and so I carried on having this eating disorder thinking it would benefit me because even close friends and family would treat me better without raising concerns lol like I stopped having this eating disorder because I just felt gay asfuck (constant calorie deficit nukes test) and I became dumb like I used to be smart and perform well during in exams but when this disorder came I would barely scrape a pass.
I could barely form basic sentences sometimes and I genuinely cut off so many of my previous friends before just because of this ed lol I always got irritated at them and argued with them and to this day I don’t speak with them and it’s just so annoying because I wasted like 3 years of my life during my teenage years just trapped doing nothing and thinking about food all the time when I could’ve been out socialising or finding a hobby or just doing anything.
Icl i know this post is just water I just wanted to say that people genuinely treat you so much better when your face is more defined and chiseled to the point where even family treat you better and 99% of the time people don’t raise concerns for shit and just try interact with you just because of your looks but atleast because of this phase I’ve learnt calories in and calories out and so I’ve leanmaxxed and I’m just eating at maintenance because I’m maingaining rn but just still wanted to vent this because I have nobody else to talk to about this
I started doing TikTok’s posting myself and I got my fair share of views and people were mocking it at first but I ended up racking views after views to the point where it wasn’t just some stupid phase of me posting myself on TikTok and it would be a regular thing and people just started liking it.
Exams came up and so I stopped playing sports and moved less but continued to eat like a fatass as I believed in the propaganda that I had a fast metabolism so I ate like crazy
I ended up gaining weight and people ended up noticing it until one day some dude came up to me and said “bro you’re the biggest catfish you look way fatter in real life” and I genuinely took that to heart and just completely stopped eating and in around a week or 2 my face was literally sunken like hollow cheeks and just looked anorexic as fuck and people genuinely just noticed the jawline I had because of me eating way less instead of helping me (keep in mind it was so obvious like some days I’d just eat 800-900 kcals per day despite me having a maintenance of like 2.8k-3k kcals) and people started treating me so much better
The TikTok’s I did started racking up way more attention and views and so I carried on having this eating disorder thinking it would benefit me because even close friends and family would treat me better without raising concerns lol like I stopped having this eating disorder because I just felt gay asfuck (constant calorie deficit nukes test) and I became dumb like I used to be smart and perform well during in exams but when this disorder came I would barely scrape a pass.
I could barely form basic sentences sometimes and I genuinely cut off so many of my previous friends before just because of this ed lol I always got irritated at them and argued with them and to this day I don’t speak with them and it’s just so annoying because I wasted like 3 years of my life during my teenage years just trapped doing nothing and thinking about food all the time when I could’ve been out socialising or finding a hobby or just doing anything.
Icl i know this post is just water I just wanted to say that people genuinely treat you so much better when your face is more defined and chiseled to the point where even family treat you better and 99% of the time people don’t raise concerns for shit and just try interact with you just because of your looks but atleast because of this phase I’ve learnt calories in and calories out and so I’ve leanmaxxed and I’m just eating at maintenance because I’m maingaining rn but just still wanted to vent this because I have nobody else to talk to about this
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