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i was very suicidal 3 months ago but it didn’t improve at all. I coped a lil here and there but i just can’t live anymore. The reason is my ipd. It’s actually very serious. So many people online kept telling me i look like a fish and all my illusions were broken. I was improving till 2 hours ago, when a girl told me they look extra far apart. I was using a flash filter, but i just couldn’t keep going after that. I had flashbacks of all the hate i’ve received for that and it’s genuinely very, very painful. I’m just a fucking failed experiment, can’t look at myself in the mirror anymore, it’s so tiring. Looks matter so much it’s not even funny. People will keep telling you they don’t just because they dont wanna seem shallow. 99% of people think they look good while they’re either average or subhuman. Most people cope in this world and it’s a known fact, since religion exists. And once you strip away all the cope and u face reality that’s when u face suicide.

I also have very low dopamine in general, i’m rarely fucking happy, and every time i see my fucking face in the mirror my dopamine levels drop even more. I genuinely don’t know what to do. The only way would be to lock myself in a bunker without mirrors, cameras or anyone to see and just stay away from society.

It’s very sad that i’m also still in school feeling this way. Others are just having fun while i’m here thinking about how to die. The only thing stopping me is my family. I just can’t leave them, id ruin their life by solving mine.
 
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Damn Im sorry. My life is also kind of shit, my pms are open, and wouldn’t mind talking with u bhai:Comfy:
 
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i was very suicidal 3 months ago but it didn’t improve at all. I coped a lil here and there but i just can’t live anymore. The reason is my ipd. It’s actually very serious. So many people online kept telling me i look like a fish and all my illusions were broken. I was improving till 2 hours ago, when a girl told me they look extra far apart. I was using a flash filter, but i just couldn’t keep going after that. I had flashbacks of all the hate i’ve received for that and it’s genuinely very, very painful. I’m just a fucking failed experiment, can’t look at myself in the mirror anymore, it’s so tiring. Looks matter so much it’s not even funny. People will keep telling you they don’t just because they dont wanna seem shallow. 99% of people think they look good while they’re either average or subhuman. Most people cope in this world and it’s a known fact, since religion exists. And once you strip away all the cope and u face reality that’s when u face suicide.

I also have very low dopamine in general, i’m rarely fucking happy, and every time i see my fucking face in the mirror my dopamine levels drop even more. I genuinely don’t know what to do. The only way would be to lock myself in a bunker without mirrors, cameras or anyone to see and just stay away from society.

It’s very sad that i’m also still in school feeling this way. Others are just having fun while i’m here thinking about how to die. The only thing stopping me is my family. I just can’t leave them, id ruin their life by solving mine.
Pm me your face
 
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Dnrd but if your actually gonna do it do this method
 

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i was very suicidal 3 months ago but it didn’t improve at all. I coped a lil here and there but i just can’t live anymore. The reason is my ipd. It’s actually very serious. So many people online kept telling me i look like a fish and all my illusions were broken. I was improving till 2 hours ago, when a girl told me they look extra far apart. I was using a flash filter, but i just couldn’t keep going after that. I had flashbacks of all the hate i’ve received for that and it’s genuinely very, very painful. I’m just a fucking failed experiment, can’t look at myself in the mirror anymore, it’s so tiring. Looks matter so much it’s not even funny. People will keep telling you they don’t just because they dont wanna seem shallow. 99% of people think they look good while they’re either average or subhuman. Most people cope in this world and it’s a known fact, since religion exists. And once you strip away all the cope and u face reality that’s when u face suicide.

I also have very low dopamine in general, i’m rarely fucking happy, and every time i see my fucking face in the mirror my dopamine levels drop even more. I genuinely don’t know what to do. The only way would be to lock myself in a bunker without mirrors, cameras or anyone to see and just stay away from society.

It’s very sad that i’m also still in school feeling this way. Others are just having fun while i’m here thinking about how to die. The only thing stopping me is my family. I just can’t leave them, id ruin their life by solving mine.
Don’t do it brother. As long as you don’t kill yourself it’s never over. Try to get ssri or other antidepressants, did wonders for me.
 
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Don’t do it brother. As long as you don’t kill yourself it’s never over. Try to get ssri or other antidepressants, did wonders for me.
 
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Just get surgery
 
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Most people cope in this world and it’s a known fact, since religion exists. And once you strip away all the cope and u face reality that’s when u face suicide
Nigger just discovered nihilism jfl but hope you get better Bhai
 
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Send pics bro you might be over exaggerating
 
i was very suicidal 3 months ago but it didn’t improve at all. I coped a lil here and there but i just can’t live anymore. The reason is my ipd. It’s actually very serious. So many people online kept telling me i look like a fish and all my illusions were broken. I was improving till 2 hours ago, when a girl told me they look extra far apart. I was using a flash filter, but i just couldn’t keep going after that. I had flashbacks of all the hate i’ve received for that and it’s genuinely very, very painful. I’m just a fucking failed experiment, can’t look at myself in the mirror anymore, it’s so tiring. Looks matter so much it’s not even funny. People will keep telling you they don’t just because they dont wanna seem shallow. 99% of people think they look good while they’re either average or subhuman. Most people cope in this world and it’s a known fact, since religion exists. And once you strip away all the cope and u face reality that’s when u face suicide.

I also have very low dopamine in general, i’m rarely fucking happy, and every time i see my fucking face in the mirror my dopamine levels drop even more. I genuinely don’t know what to do. The only way would be to lock myself in a bunker without mirrors, cameras or anyone to see and just stay away from society.

It’s very sad that i’m also still in school feeling this way. Others are just having fun while i’m here thinking about how to die. The only thing stopping me is my family. I just can’t leave them, id ruin their life by solving mine.
it cant be worse than @jeb98
 
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Go ahead do it if that's what you truly desire, you are the only master of your life i can't say it will get any better going forward, but you can try or keep coping with some activity which you excel in.
 
i was very suicidal 3 months ago but it didn’t improve at all. I coped a lil here and there but i just can’t live anymore. The reason is my ipd. It’s actually very serious. So many people online kept telling me i look like a fish and all my illusions were broken. I was improving till 2 hours ago, when a girl told me they look extra far apart. I was using a flash filter, but i just couldn’t keep going after that. I had flashbacks of all the hate i’ve received for that and it’s genuinely very, very painful. I’m just a fucking failed experiment, can’t look at myself in the mirror anymore, it’s so tiring. Looks matter so much it’s not even funny. People will keep telling you they don’t just because they dont wanna seem shallow. 99% of people think they look good while they’re either average or subhuman. Most people cope in this world and it’s a known fact, since religion exists. And once you strip away all the cope and u face reality that’s when u face suicide.

I also have very low dopamine in general, i’m rarely fucking happy, and every time i see my fucking face in the mirror my dopamine levels drop even more. I genuinely don’t know what to do. The only way would be to lock myself in a bunker without mirrors, cameras or anyone to see and just stay away from society.

It’s very sad that i’m also still in school feeling this way. Others are just having fun while i’m here thinking about how to die. The only thing stopping me is my family. I just can’t leave them, id ruin their life by solving mine.
Ayo stream it here
 
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take the meds bro
 
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Get rid of the emotions focus on your motion 🧏🏿‍♂️
 
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Man up and never rope no matter how hard it gets
 
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Dont take ssris it will fuck you up and make you devoid of any emotion
 
i was very suicidal 3 months ago but it didn’t improve at all. I coped a lil here and there but i just can’t live anymore. The reason is my ipd. It’s actually very serious. So many people online kept telling me i look like a fish and all my illusions were broken. I was improving till 2 hours ago, when a girl told me they look extra far apart. I was using a flash filter, but i just couldn’t keep going after that. I had flashbacks of all the hate i’ve received for that and it’s genuinely very, very painful. I’m just a fucking failed experiment, can’t look at myself in the mirror anymore, it’s so tiring. Looks matter so much it’s not even funny. People will keep telling you they don’t just because they dont wanna seem shallow. 99% of people think they look good while they’re either average or subhuman. Most people cope in this world and it’s a known fact, since religion exists. And once you strip away all the cope and u face reality that’s when u face suicide.

I also have very low dopamine in general, i’m rarely fucking happy, and every time i see my fucking face in the mirror my dopamine levels drop even more. I genuinely don’t know what to do. The only way would be to lock myself in a bunker without mirrors, cameras or anyone to see and just stay away from society.

It’s very sad that i’m also still in school feeling this way. Others are just having fun while i’m here thinking about how to die. The only thing stopping me is my family. I just can’t leave them, id ruin their life by solving mine.
If you have enough strength try statusmaxxing and moneymaxxing
 
Dont take ssris it will fuck you up and make you devoid of any emotion
Well what’s better, suicide or taking ssri feeling shit for two weeks and then feeling better? Retard incel
 
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me too man. I have deformed ipd :feelscry:. don't rope tho
 
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Please don’t bro
 
Don’t do that. Get up, put a chip on your shoulder, and give it your all to surgerymax
 
I felt every molecule of this btw but it can all be temporary, you can have a better future if you make it happen
 
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i was very suicidal 3 months ago but it didn’t improve at all. I coped a lil here and there but i just can’t live anymore. The reason is my ipd. It’s actually very serious. So many people online kept telling me i look like a fish and all my illusions were broken. I was improving till 2 hours ago, when a girl told me they look extra far apart. I was using a flash filter, but i just couldn’t keep going after that. I had flashbacks of all the hate i’ve received for that and it’s genuinely very, very painful. I’m just a fucking failed experiment, can’t look at myself in the mirror anymore, it’s so tiring. Looks matter so much it’s not even funny. People will keep telling you they don’t just because they dont wanna seem shallow. 99% of people think they look good while they’re either average or subhuman. Most people cope in this world and it’s a known fact, since religion exists. And once you strip away all the cope and u face reality that’s when u face suicide.

I also have very low dopamine in general, i’m rarely fucking happy, and every time i see my fucking face in the mirror my dopamine levels drop even more. I genuinely don’t know what to do. The only way would be to lock myself in a bunker without mirrors, cameras or anyone to see and just stay away from society.

It’s very sad that i’m also still in school feeling this way. Others are just having fun while i’m here thinking about how to die. The only thing stopping me is my family. I just can’t leave them, id ruin their life by solving mine.
The realest thing I ever read, same for me ngl, hold tight man
 
Jarvis I’m low on attention
 
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C dest hum
 
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